Paisley's 5th birthday!

 I cant believe my oldest is 5!!! We started her birthday celebration a day earlier at her Grandma and Grandpa Radcliffes house.

Her grandma made her cupcakes.

singing happy birthday to the birthday girl.

(if you are wondering why pax has no shirt on because he got sprayed by the hose from his cousin)

Blowing out her candles

 Blue mustache from the icing.

This is the face i got when i asked him to smile.

 She cant stop telling me that she gets to go to kindergarten. She still LOVES dress up, she sings and dances around the house, the songs she makes up are hilarious. she has quite the imagination, she talks to herself allot. All she wanted for her birthday was a big bike and a Elsa dress. She wanted her hair in a up-do like a princess and she wore her princess crown ALL day. She picked chick-fil-a for lunch and wanted to go shopping, so she picked out some toys.  Then she had a little birthday party that night. Love my little paisley may, i just wish she would stop growing up.

 Of course she picked out frozen decorations.

 Her new big girl  bike.

 She picked out a butterfly cake.

 GG got her a Elsa dress.

Family Pictures

We got family pictures taken by the amazing Missy Lee Photography. I have gone to her for our very first family pictures, she is so good at capturing our style and personalities. I always get SO stressed when we do them, and i dont know why because they always turn out AMAZING!!! the dumb thing i was so stressed out about was paxtons hair lol so we have grown it out and everybody LOVES it, but it is a pain he always has a huge rats nest in the back, i was so ready to cut it off and the day of pictures he wasnt having the best hair day, i was really nervous his hair was going to look ridiculous and all in a huge mess. But of course his pictures turned out adorable. I think i will be cutting his hair off this summer though ;)

The top picture was taken about 2 years ago the bottom recently. My babies are growing so fast.

Easter 2014

Easter is defiantly my favorite holiday. The candy is amazing, the weather is warm, and lets not forget the Easter egg hunts!!!! This year did not disappoint, we had the usual packed weekend of egg hunts and family parties. Here are some pics of our fun Easter weekend. 

 Me and paisley on easter, she is getting too big and im not happy about it

Paisley and cousin aspen with there shades on ready to go find some eggs.

 New baby nephew Spencer only 1 week old.

 For the first time EVER paisley wanted to sit on the Easter  bunnies lap.

 Cute kids in there cute easter outfits.

 Egg hunt time.

1 year

This was the worst day of my entire life, I will never forget handing my baby over to the doctors and falling to the floor bawling hysterically. It's been a year since his heart surgery, I'm so happy and thankful it was a one time surgery and he's fixed now. Being at primary children's hospital and seeing all the sick babies is a nightmare and knowing how much they have to go through is horrible. I know pax could have been in a lot worse situation. I hate to admit this experience has forever changed me and now I worry horribly when my kids sick, I get such bad anxiety now I can't move, eat, sleep I'm a zombie. I hope one day I will relax more and get over my fear and have another baby. I'm so proud of brave little man. He's happy and healthy now!!! I know I'm behind on posting this, his year date was April 9th. I have been dreading thinking back on this day.

These are SO HARD for me to look at. I just bawl like a baby. i'm SO GLAD its over with.

 Holding mommy's finger

 These are when he was in the cardiac ICU he had a chest tube.

 The first day he got moved to a regular room, all he wanted was french fries.

 My mom playing with pax.

 His first sponge bath

 Cute little bum.

 Wagon ride.

 The first time i got to hold him after his surgery, about 24 hours later.

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