This is going to be a non-picture post but it's way too important to me to not make a post about, and I know this is out of order... but that's just me. :)
I was having kind of a rough Christmas Eve - this was the first Christmas Eve in Addi's life I haven't been with her... and it was a little harder than I expected it to be. Jake & I went to Cedar, had breakfast with his dad then took care of our last minute shopping - mostly for food for Christmas dinner. After we left Lin's I had a small break down and I tell you what Jake is very understanding of my needs when I am an emotional train wreck. He made me smile again and when we got home we put the groceries away and both had naps - I was completely exhausted from lack of sleep over the week the kids were gone. Anyways, that night I had one more break down after someone wasn't being very fair and Jake was there for me again just like he always is. He cheered me back up and he started a fire for me turned off all the lights and held me in front of the fireplace for a minute. Then he said "I think you need to open a present tonight, just to cheer you up!" I was thinking he was crazy since I already knew/had picked out everything that I was getting - so I told him "No, that's ok - I'll be fine." After he insisted he told me to close my eyes so he could get the present.... When I opened my eyes he was down on one knee & he asked me to marry him! I was so excited I said yes of course... like he expected any other answer! :) I was so honored that he gave me his mom's ring and was really sad when it didn't fit.... so I'm still ringless but it meant a lot to me that he took that extra step - asked my dad and we're going to get married very soon! I am so blessed to have such a wonderful man in my life that cares about me & the girls as much as he does - I couldn't have asked God for a better person to send into my life, because only God knows how much I needed that!
Hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas like I did - I know that my blessings were in abundance this year!




















































