In case the title wasn't enough of a hint, Mr. W and I are going to attempt to go to Babies R Us this weekend. I've been once since becoming pregnant, but that was a quick in and out for a Snoogle. I don't thnk I'm really emotionally ready to go...But it's either suck it up or keep procrastinating and end up tucking these kids into our sock drawers. Plus, I'm a big girl and it's time to act like it. Let's just hope that my stomach acts like a big girl too and allows me to leave my house this weekend!
We need to pick out furniture. My FIL has been bugging (and bugging and bugging and bugging...as in almost daily asking) us about picking out cribs so he can get them for us. I am beyond grateful that he wants to and is doing this for us. I'm not doing any sort of registry though; not yet. I've had some other family members nagging me about it, but they'll get over it. After my big u/s I'll suck it up and do it.
So why am I so stupid about going and picking out cribs? Because then someone is going to buy them for us. Then we'll have cribs in the house. Then we'll have a nursery instead of an office (or guest bedroom...depending on whether or not the office will hold all of the furniture). Then if something goes wrong we'll have to board up a room in the house. OK, so that was possibly a little melodramatic, but you know what I mean. My Mom asked me today if I was afraid I was going to jinx it by picking out cribs. It was right then that I realized that it wasn't a fear of "jinxing" anything, it was a fear of if something were to happen, what would I do. I'd have cribs in my house with no babies to put in them...
But why am I even thinking these things? Yeah, I had an ectopic (of sorts) but what does that have to do with this pregnancy? It took us longer than expected to get properly pregnant, but we managed a (so far) successful twin pregnancy on our first round of Clomid. I know so many things that can go wrong, but there's no reason why it would happen to these babies; of course there's usually no reason that the bad things happen anyway.
At the very beginning of this pregnancy I decided that I wanted to get everything possible done during the second trimester. I kept on saying that I was waiting for an u/s to make sure everything was OK before I started. Then I was waiting to find out the sexes (which I'll have to wait a little longer so of course certain things have to wait). Now I keep thinking, I'll feel more secure once I feel them move. Um...HELLO???? I saw them moving around just 2 days ago. If I keep putting this off for one more security or another I'm going to run out of prep-time!
Now...onto needed advice. Cribs and furniture. I'm giving myself through the weekend to have them absolutely picked out. I'm probably going to get them from a store that I can walk into and see them at (do furniture stores do baby furnitre?). What criteria are you supposed to use to pick out cribs, anyway? I'm so clueless. You'd think that with all the time I've had on my couch I'd have done a little research, but I haven't.
Anyway...once again I have no flow and I'm doing a jumpy post. Oh well. That's really all I had to write about for now. I'm brewing a post in my head about the hyperemesis vs morning sickness and the public reaction to it. But that's another post.
Thank you in advance for any input anyone has!