.:WHiSPERS:.

WENG~ WENG~ DOOOOOSSSHHH!! February 24, 2009

WWWaaaRRGGhhh!

Aku terjaga td..
huhu.

Then, I realized that I made a very silly mistake in my industrial training applicattion form.

Adoooiii…

Camne ni huh?

I really2 hope I won’t get rejected because of that small mistake…
Wuhuuu~

Please~

Please~

Please~ (haha! dramatic sungguh aku ni..)

Takkan la xde company nak amek aku yg bagus ni…
Hahah..

Nak sambung balik tido..
Baru lpas mkn ubt selsema ni…

HUMAN NATURE February 23, 2009

Warghhh!! Stress! Stress!

Bila kite dah x cukup masa, bila org mtk tlg kite, mesti kite x endahkan org yg meminta bantuan kita td kan?

Huhu.. I guess this is what we call human nature..

Padahal, klu kita tlg skejap pun, tak luak mase kite sbenanye. Mana tau, klu kite tlg org, sbenanye org tu lebih memahami ttg sstu perkara tuh lbey dr kte sndri. Bukan shj kite dh dapat tlg kwn kite, malah kite akn lebih faham sbb kwn kite pn bley tlg kite.

Maybe Charles Darwin was right about the survival of the fittest.

“In the struggle for survival, the fittest win out at the expense of their rivals because they succeed in adapting themselves best to their environment.”

Memang pun…

Slalu aku trase mmg ade kalenye org tend to act that way.

Hmm, xpela.. Pilihan msg2 kan..

Nevermind..

Anyway, I went back home last weekend.

Eventhough it was just a short break away from my messy life in Kuantan, it felt so good to be home!

On Saturday morning, I went to the hospital. TokMak was admitted again. This time she fainted. Luckily, the fall didn’t cause any serious injury. Alhamdulillah, she was discharged that evening.

Haish.. I really don’t know what is wrong with me.
Still can’t stop myself from crying.
Bodo gle!
I cry everytime I listen to Love Story by Taylor Swift..

Hahaha..
Abaikan..

Huhu.. I don’t feel well..
Feeling a little feverish today. It was very hot yesterday in UiTM. I just couldn’t stand the heat..
Today, I had to submit my CNS report. As usual, I had to rush here and there.. Haha.
It definitely feels so good after submitting the report..
Haha!

Alright!~
I better stop myself from typing all this jumbled up feelings of mine here.

Haha..
Got lots of reading to do!

Daa~

EMOTIONS.. February 5, 2009

Last week, I was in UiTM Shah Alam for the National Pharmacy Sports Carnival. Of course, I wouldn’t miss the chance of going home! hahah! Yeah, I slept at home. The others stayed in Puncak Perdana campus. So, I would say I made a wise decision. Haha!

Hmm..

There’s so many things that I want to include in this entry but I have very limited time. My midsem exams are next week, I had a case presentation today, submitted my hospital attachment report today and next week I have to submit a lab report. Waa!! So much to do, yet so little time!

God, please help me!

Seriously, I am so emotional right now. Huhu. Can’t even be alone doing nothing.

Please.. No more tears.. Enough Iqa! Enough..

People always say that every cloud has a silver lining. Yeah, but why can’t I still accept reality.

Egoist, that is what he says about me. Yeah, egoist I am, but I have my reasons.

If only people could understand…

Ok, nevermind. I really don’t want to talk about the break up. I really need to get over it. Let it be…

I really envy people who can stay calm despite the pain that they go through. For every shit that is thrown at them, they can still produce a smile. I really need a break from this hectic and chaotic life. I hate rushing..  I have to rush to go to classes, do my assignments, revise and everything else! It’s all about rushing..

Huhu.. Penatla being independent, doing things by myself. Penatla being observant and being the queen of attention to details.. Memang tak terkejar! Wish I could be like others. But people always tell us to be ourselves.

Hahah. I found it very amusing when Shahir responded “kalo emo u ni bkn garang mcm singe betina lapar beranak 10 ke?” Haha! Memang pun…

Most of the people who know me would describe me that way. But the thing that they don’t know about me is that I am very fragile. Put force on me, and I’ll break. Seriously, I wish I wasn’t so fragile. 😦

I WANT TO GO HOME! January 21, 2009

I want to go home!

I WANT TO GO HOME!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!

Okay2..

Dah dtg dah angin x betul aku nih..

Hahah!

Got so much to do before going back home.

So, focus! Focus!

MENYAMPAH January 8, 2009

urghh~
sgt mnyampah!
pathetic btol..

I just don’t understand guys in this university.
I don’t think I would want to call them guys pun.. They’re just a bunch of immature people of the opposite gender.

All this while, I thought the guys in my class je yang sgt x gentlemen (from my past experience, nothing to do with today’s incident).
It turns out that the guys from other courses are as equal!

We were at the multipurpose court for netball training. Our tournament is 3 weeks away and sadly, our netball court has been turned into this “dessert” of red soil for the construction of a new building. So, we had to train at the multipurpose court. As usual, we would arrive at the court earlier than the guys.

Tengah2 train, ttbe ramai2 bdak laki msk dlm court. I’d say it was sort of an ambush la jgk. Well, it is a multipurpose court, so I don’t see the point why they had to do that. Besides, siapa cepat, dia dapat la kan?

Benci gler..
Pastu usik2 org..
“dah la tu dik..”
we ignored and continued..
pas2 lg sorg..
“okay2, dah2 la 2. last ball, last ball”

eee..
ske ati org la nk men. ske2 je nk ckp last ball kat org.
tapi aneyh yg baek pun ajk kitorang men kat lua. hmm, xpela. Kite x ramai pun hr ni..

On the way out, bley sorg tnye..
“knape korg x main kt court kt cf tuh?”
hello??? ko ni bengong ke ape? sjak ble ade court netball plak kt situ? and sejak ble plak it is a court?
firstly, that is not a netball court, there are basketball posts there.
secondly, I wouldn’t call it a court! It is just an open space that has been used for basketball training because we girls don’t get to use the basketball court because you guys use it!

and hello?? where have your eyes been?
tak tau ke netball court tu dah slamat dikorek utk tujuan pembangunan?

wargh!
how could they??
EEe.. geramnyer..

Kitorang pun xdela kejam sgt. Dah pindah dr futsal court initially pun dah cukup baik. Ni nak suruh kitorg klua from the multipurpose court, cakap jela. I understood that we were less in number, so xpela if we had to train outside.

All they had to do was just come to us and ask nicely. They didn’t have to ambush us and force ourselves out!

menyampah!:p

TOLONG January 4, 2009

ok, kawan2..
hari ini saya ingin mengajar tentang penggunaan perkataan ‘tolong’.
Or the english translation would be ‘please’.
Rasanya, masa kecil2 dulu mesti ibu dan ayah ataupun sape2 yg menjaga kite mesti ade ajar kite guna kan?
Bukankah lebih manis kalau kita nak mintak bantuan org dgn menggunakan ‘tolong’?
Buat yang tak tau, ni nak bgtau.
Tak susah kan?
ok?

Peace!

UNDER MY UMBRELLA January 3, 2009

It is 1.23pm. The temperature is 24.7 C. (wow!)

Ini gambar yg diambil semalam ketika pulang dr Kuantan Medical Centre.

"Look everyone! We're in Cameron Highlands!" "Eh, no laa.. Indera Mahkota jer.."

Ibu was worried about me. So, yesterday, I had to go to the hospital. I’ve been having this fever since last Saturday.
Initially, I thought that it may be because I was too exhausted after the funeral. But a fever for almost a week,hmm, I should really get myself checked.

At the A&E..
Entered the room written there MEDICAL OFFICER.
Explained my problem.. Bla.. bla.. Bla..

Doc: Hmm, ni kite kna amek darah ni.
Me: hmm.. Ok..(Dalam hati: WWAAAA!! Xmau!)

Doc: Ok, baring situ.
Swab and jarum dikeluarkan.. Nak cucuk dah ni..

Me: Eh… jap2!!
Doc and nurse: Knape ni? Knape ni? (Panicked)
Me: Err.. Saya takut jarum.. (hahah! bongok btol aku ni buat org panik.. Sure doc and nurse mnyampah gle.. haha!)
Doc and nurse: Hmm, ok. Awk jgn tgk jarum.

Huhu.. Sakit..
I have had this fear of needles for as long as I remember! I don’t mind poking others with them, but not having them in me!
Tak kisahla, injection ker.. amek darah ke.. Glucose test ke.. I don’t like them!
Hahah! Teringat mase kat UK dlu. The whole family was going for Umrah, including myself. So, we had to be injected.
I waited for everyone to get the injection until I suddenly realized that there was nobody left but me. Haha!

So after waiting for a few hours, I finally got my results.
Alhamdulillah, the doctor said that everything was ok. he just prscribed me with antibiotics, antihistamine and of course, the all time favourite, PCM!
hahah! I didn’t even ask the doctor what exactly was wrong with me. The doctor wasn’t very friendly.
I just didn’t feel like asking anything from him. Entahla, I wouldn’t use the word dislike. But how do I put this ek?
I’d say he is just not the doctor that I would go back to laa..
Pengajarannya, buat bakal doctors, jdla doctor yg baek dan disenangi oleh pesakit yer..

On the way to the pharmacy..
Me: Miss, can I take a look at my results? Blaja je tapi tak penah tgk sndri pnya.
Nurse: Oh, sure. Student nursing ke?
Me: Eh, x. Pharmacy.
Nurse: Oh, yeke. Actually, memang kite slalu bagi a copy for the patient. Tapi x tau la apsal doc x bg plak.
Skejap yer..( Iskh.. Doctor ni biar btol..)
Die kluakan dari file
Me: Thank you. 🙂

Ok, itu saja crite petangku bersama Hanan yang menemaniku! Thanks Anea..

Waa!! Kerja sgt byk!
Ble nak buat ni??
Sjukla.. Takde mood langsung nak wat pape..
I need to go to the library and get some books but the rain has turned me into this lazy girl who likes to curl up in bed doing nothing.
Haish…
Huhu.. Perlu siapkan PBL..
It’s a group work. So, I need to get started. Nak jadi a good team player kan..
Berusaha!

A NEW YEAR.. WITH A NEW LOOK.. January 1, 2009

Tadaaa!~

I present to you, my blog..

wannuriqa.wordpress.com

Happy New Year to all.

Goodbye 2008.

I really.. really… hope that this year would bring us all everything good in life!

🙂