The world is making me cold again,
Beating me back down,
Or is it my mind?
Am I going backwards?
Am I regressing?
A cranial whisper insists so,
Granite grows in my chest,
The scene shifts monochrome,
The clock ticks in reverse,
Must I accept the grim fact,
That I’m becoming who I was?
Who I escaped,
Who I suppressed,
That hollow caricature,
Indifferent and aloof,
I was a desolate fossil,
A worse person,
All that aptitude squandered,
This regression of self,
Can it be halted?
Can I retain who I’ve become?
That same cranial whisper smirks.









