I have this problem,
or kind of a hobby,
where I get drunk
and have sex with
people at parties

And when the night
begins I always feel
the same way about it
Like this is what I want

It’s not what I want at all
I always think that
I can make someone
fall in love with who
I am on the inside
By giving them
everything that I am
on the outside

But no one is never going
to love me at all
if I keep up this hobby