Tag Archives: decisions

Dividing My Eggs

It hit me last night that patterns have occurred in my dating life. One major pattern I noticed was that when I meet someone with whom I have a great connection, I dive in headfirst with my blinders on immediately. … Continue reading

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How Do Normal People Date?

I’ve been lost in my thoughts most of the day, and, for me, this can be a bad thing. I’m not good at dating and I don’t know what is normal and what’s not anymore. I’m so grateful I’m at … Continue reading

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Opportunity knocked and I answered!

This should prove to be a pretty big week for me. I’ve been working for the same company for almost two years now. I’m well respected and my boss loves me, but I keep thinking back to my interview and … Continue reading

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Not a roller coaster fan anymore

Can someone please stop the ride? I wanna get off!!! This up and down of my emotions is beginning to take its toll. In the last week (seriously…7 days!!) this is the rundown of what has transpired: I have found … Continue reading

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Cold Turkey

It was the right decision. I know that. My head knows that. My heart is having trouble letting go. After spending a wonderful New Year’s Eve with William, our relationship ended on New Year’s Day. It was growing increasingly obvious … Continue reading

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Falling Chips

I feel like I’m cheating on him even though we’ve never said we were exclusive. JR and I have been seeing each other for a little over a month now, but I’m just not convinced it’s where I should be. … Continue reading

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The learning curve

I know I’m not supposed to figure everything out right away, but I just feel like I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster lately.  Over the last few weeks I’ve learned a lot.  I don’t need to feel like I’m … Continue reading

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Living Amends

So many times in my life I have been presented with something I needed to hear at just the right moment. It’s as if an angel took over and was speaking directly to me. Every time this has happened I … Continue reading

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In the moment

I’ve just about hit my limit for the amount of change one person can take in such a short amount of time. Over the last few weeks, I have filed for divorce, told my friends and family of our decision … Continue reading

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The road ahead

I decided to take a walk tonight after being in the house all day. There really is no more tension between us, so being at home all day with my hubby isn’t what it used to be. We talked. We … Continue reading

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