Posts Tagged ‘SNG’

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home-again, home-again / creeping revisionism

December 5, 2011

“Jiggity-jig” was something I used say when we arrived back from trips, riding transports hither-tither, shepherding children.

There was a huge satisfaction in finishing a trip. Things go well, you and your charges exchange well-wishes and glib assurances; there were no fatalities and you are no longer bound by a responsibility for others. Exiting the taxi, coming through our gates I would sling off my pack in a catapult arc, dumping it inside the door; don’t need it now. Kick shoes off: too restrictive. The rank shirt follows the bag and shoes once I’ve smelled it for assurance that I did work; like a promise of earning. Now I roll outside on the cold tiles, shouting and swearing. It’s all a ritual, bathing in relief. If I’m lucky, I get a beer for my troubles although more likely than not I must go buy my own.
The relief, the moment of homecoming is very brief as there are only so many things I can cast off; this newly liberated me still has to drink, wash, I am still constrained. But the sense of freedom is sweet for some damp sweaty minutes before you start bidding for the shower.

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pack it up

July 10, 2011

Slung under the belly of the factory is a wide high oblong space, open on one side to the car park and on the other into the huge freightways of the factory’s individual lots. Tall featureless filthy pillars support the roof, obscuring sight across the floor. All around the walls are long food counters, with their contents displayed and explained on bright plastic signs hanging above. Brushed aluminium and low tungsten bulbs speak of the tepid foods held behind the counters. Dim figures move inside those stalls that are in any way lit, busy with confidence. At the hall’s front, a wide drinks stand obscures the light from outside, bulging in to meet the filthiest pillar in a brief oversight of planning. Two women man the stall against the press of workers who swamp the counter. All are buying teas in bags in twos and threes, and the lady at the till could not care less what I think about her customer service.

The abused floor is packed with wide circular tables, each corralled with blue plastic chairs, easily stackable. Here and there are piles of abandoned plates slick with sauces and bristling with the bones of fish and pigs. A little further out and surrounding the drinks stall, groups of friends are eating, happy conversations, good social meetings. Fans try to dispel the heavy wet air, but their ceiling perch is too high, or possibly they are just too tired, for they are stained with toil.

The noise is raucous. From the side open to the corridors of the building, a van cabin protrudes onto the food hall floor from its parking space, the attached ladder protruding farther still.

The young Indian man who serves me is as friendly as all the others I have encountered. Despite my mispronunciations, mumbling and agreement although I don’t understand him, I score a big plate of briyani rice and chicken; I steal the blueprints for Indian coleslaw. He tells me I have paint in my hair, grinning. I tug at it in mock exasperation. Lunch costs me about two-yoyo-fifty.

Later at the bus stop, the wind begins moving all things, even against their wishes. It streaks along the highways, curls upwards from the tar-macadam. Small yellow leaves swirl in my peripherals, and a bruised rainshower marches over the industrial zone to see me home. I haven’t felt rain in weeks. On the bus, a small lady might be singing or praying in thanks (perhaps for the rain), standing up periodically in the aisle to incant with her arms upreached. She never stops grinning. The wind is still streaming from behind the bus, seeing me swiftly home. By the time I alight the rain has topped and I don’t get to feel it after all. Having delivered me, the shower continues on its way bringing all the low-pressure gusts with it. I stop off at the Infant Maze to stand under the trees and smell the cool wet air. Then back to Sam and the house where I’m packing SNG away.

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out the back

May 10, 2011

accompanying audio: morning out the back

The wisdom of the smugly aged holds that there is good and bad in everything, that nothing is truly one or the other. Everything then must exist in grades. A totalitarian government isn’t a good thing, but SNG appears to behave itself. My position isn’t perfect, but it is, in the literal sense, awesome.
Give, take, give, take.

One of the biggest changes this year has been the Matriarch’s gifting to us of our own house to shape in our own image. This sort of basic independence made the year before it even started, and we, to a man, came with slabs of blu-tak and started imprinting on the place. It’s a long house, thin, one storey. sitting room out front, rooms in the middle, kitchen and dining area at back, all proceeding in single file. Inexplicably high ceilings.
The front is just a tiled rampart down to the road for drinking and subsequently sleeping on. When the rain is heavy, penitent cockroaches run up it, abandoning the gutters to ask us for shelter. Filthy immigrants.
Our road is mostly bungalows, with tropic-stained terracotta rooves and something deeply unfamiliar about their layout. We throw the flimsy double doors open so the house can breathe.

I like the house; it is my first place. But I love the back. There is a frame of inoffensive fencing. Rogue plants in the cracks. Black mould water tracings. A skyline of bonsais. A constant quagmire of post-adolescence ang mo washing. The workings of all the different households and their unintelligible conversations are at least audible. The recesses of gardens are growing trees which confuse themselves and then spill everywhere. Mynahs and sparrows invade our kitchen from hidden staging posts and when they land, the harsh scratching of their claws reminds me of their psychotic eyes and the seriousness of their biznez.

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Waking this morning found me hugging the tiled floor trying to dump any body heat I could; the room was too hot to sleep in, despite an open atrial window. A morning thunderstorm began to pour cold air underneath the door, drawing me out and down the hall: our longhouse sometimes forms a wind tunnel, which pushes the staleness out one end or the other. The back was cold, as the depression rolled over us on stilts of rain. Suddenly, the tunnel switched, venting into the back yard and I stood then in the house’s exhalation: hot heavy air, last night’s drinking. Our breath must have gone with it too, atmospheric laundry. I stood out here, careful not to wake the others.

I will never stay in SNG, but I’d like to keep this.

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FDGSFDSGGFDDDDS?

April 28, 2011

When in the tropics
You can condense your breath
On your own eye ball

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Race

April 20, 2011

How much can I tell you in the time it takes for her to reach me? I can tell you that my stomach is lined with delicious authentic noodles, though it doesn’t know yet that it is full. I can tell you that the bass in my ears is a stylish sideways lick, and my legs shudder in appreciation. My mouth sticks with a lack of tea- unbound i’d’ve already’ve bought more. My eyes distend over background details-

-She got me.

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in time for my triumphant residence.

March 20, 2011

Tomorrow morning we’re going to be spooling up the cellular powerhouses to provide just enough energy to locomote for the first portion. this will cover rolling out of bed and hoping that the last revision of autonomic programming incoporated showering, dressing, eating and getting out the door at 4am. The Fourth Age doesn’t really fancy these odds.

I’ve returned to Singaputlia again, to take back up my post as pedagogue, guide and bespoke greenwasher to my race’s top education percentiles. Being back has a number of mixed emotions associated with it: it is undeniably good to be back in a niche you’d previously established and had not yet exhausted. Goodness knows how much of the material I’ll require is on mental hand; however my main concern is going to be a new heaping of responsibility, as I co-ordinate both my accession and two others. This largely involves being the one with the most responsible wrist-watch, but also on occasion calls for qualities outlined in your most generic Curriculum Vitae template.

My job resembles most things in that it’s fantastic, if I do it right.

Tomb

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‘”self-pranking revisionism”‘

March 15, 2011

rise, swing the jacket around and over my arms. Suddenly, all that brooding is gone, had been gone for hours. I stood staring at a clear view of things, noticing now some acetate sheet of all my misgivings superimposed over the real. What must have happened is that in a moment of distraction, complacent with the good state of things, I’d taken a thick and heavy pen, and drawn dark concentric outlines over my snowfield of minutiae; the thing was dizzying now. The horrible interference patterns fed themselves and bred in some optical illusion as I’d spread them. Like a nauseous dreamer, self-instutionalised; or a sparrow at the glass.

Wake up sleeper, wake up. Also, bird, get the hell away from the window, you are clearly not equipped to rationalise with basic optic phenomena. Furthermore T4A, you are memorising and rehearsing text which you have doctored in an immature fashion. Look- it’s simply an overlay; the original text reads thus:

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Bifurcated

March 15, 2011

Thick foetid air, blank walls, you can put your stuff there

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