Keats barely moves since the drama with Shelley two days ago.
I watched its inscrutable unfolding. After the polar vortex finally sheathed, the sleety-rain wore the river ice out, opening it into feeding pools. But Keats wasn’t content with the usual fare, or maybe there wasn’t enough to eat for two swans plus the gaggle of geese vying for the same meager rations. He cautiously made his way far up the bank onto my yard, looking for greener pastures. Shelley’s reaction was dramatic. She morphed into a great rigid, full-feathered display, swimming sharp back-and-forth turns instead of the smooth, long glides of their usual conversation. Keats watched her, but kept going. He got as far as my fire pit, and then he just stood there for a few hours.
She didn’t join him. I didn’t see her go or hear the ropey whirr of her wings hauling her weight into and through the air, but Shelley’s been gone ever since.
Before dark, Keats went back to the river where he’s been hanging out in the shallows by himself ever since, keening quietly. He’s not feeding. Today, he hasn’t moved a feather–I would know because I can’t stop watching for this. I feel like I’m sitting Shiva with him. How long can this last?
I looked it up: seven days.
(the title of this post is from the inscription on Keats’ tomb at the Cimitero Acattolico di Roma in Rome)