Here it is again. The emoji equation.
Long, long ago, science fiction enthusiasts imagined a future where you could take a treatment or procedure or pill or process, maybe a machine that you step inside of, maybe a genetic alteration injection….
and you go from male to female
♂️ to ♀️
However, in modern times, scientists have only an incomplete set of Sex Reassignment procedures:
- Emasculation — electrolysis to remove hair in male sex places, face, chest, back, navel
- Mechanical feminization — this includes the procedures known collectively as facial feminization. This means using machine tools to effect chin, forehead and trachea shaving/bossing/sculpting.
- HRT Hormone Replacement Therapy. This is administered opposite sex hormones, in the hope of body feminization.
- Breast augmentation. A procedure to enhance bustline or breast size.
- Sex Reassignment Surgery. Here’s the rub. Very little has progressed in the realm of penis-to-vagina surgery. All it is, is a crotch hole, lined with a sock of stitched-together scrotal and penile skin, with a rough attempt at making decorative labia. It’s called the Penile Inversion technique and it only seems to create boastful Penile Inversion Survivors.
These procedures can be done in any order but typically, at least in the old days, Sex Reassignment Surgery was held out as “the ultimate final commitment” Surgery that required living as a female for a year, first, before committing to the genital surgery.
Often a 1-3 year timetable was discussed as a time frame to complete medical transition.
It should be noted that in the old days, the vast majority of transsexual patients presenting for sex surgery were early, mid, late middle-aged males. We are talking about a procedure that is priced for middle-class middle-aged white males. Thailand, $6k to $12k and Stateside $25k to $40k.
These days males transition younger and many do not have the financial solvency or a financial backer to afford these procedures so they go without for years and sometimes many years or not at all.
That’s a long time to walk around with a male beard, flat chest and a transfemininepeanusszzxxccxzss.
Anyway…
You work with what you have. This list of procedures is what transition has to offer for male to female sex transition.
Or ♂️ to ♀️ sex reassignment.
Nowhere in science fiction is there a vision where Sex Reassignment patients don’t just move on and enjoy their female ♀️ transition but instead create a new social group Transgender ⚧️ that consists only of Sex Transition patients.
In Science Reality what actually has happened is that EVERYONE maleborn that undergoes transition procedures or trans medicine self-identifies as Transgender Transwoman ⚧️ and not Female ♀️.
So…there is no such thing as male to female transition or ♂️ to ♀️ transition.
The only available outcome is ♂️ to ⚧️ transition. Male to transgender transition.
Now, more than ever, it is vital that we as a society, understand, why.
What has gone wrong with transition that this group has identified biological women and girls as cisgender and themselves transgender?
That wasn’t the predicted outcome. That’s not what Science Fiction imagined would happen but it is what has actually happened.
Why?
To identify as Trans after transition is to not identify as Cis.
Why?
Identifying as Trans is Identifying and associating with maleborns-who-transitioned. Not as female.
Heres some more emoji kungfu to illustrate the problem.
“Hi cisgirls!” ♀️♀️♀️♀️, I’m Trans!⚧️”
“Hi transgirl. ⚧️ Soooo you’re a male that underwent transition to become Transgender ⚧️ and not female ♀️, right?”
“That’s right! I’m a transgirl ⚧️ not a cisgirl ♀️ like you all.”
“So you failed ♂️ to ♀️ transition, that’s what you are telling us females?”
“No. I’m saying becoming ♀️ cisgender female self-identified WAS NEVER THE GOAL. I wanted to be ⚧️ Transgender self-identified after transition. Duh!”
Science Reality. Transition only creates Transgender people. Something Science Fiction Transition utterly failed to predict.
Why, though?
It all comes down to the Mirror and the Mind.
Each of us has an inner speaking voice.
Each of us, have eyeballs.
The inner speaking voice of a transwoman is male because they’ve never had a female inner mental voice.
Mentally, no matter how attractive, and feminine a transwoman may appear to be, they themselves do not believe they are female after transition.
The eyes are the Windows of the Soul.
When transitioned transwomen look in the mirror 🪞 they do not see a cisgirl they see a transwoman. That’s why they identify as transgender and not cisgender.
Which means what?
Transition is psychological not surgical. Nothing a maleborn can do esthetically or cosmetically or surgically allows them to gaze into their own eyes in the mirror and identify a female in their reflection. Because of this failure to psychologically pass, transition as whole is a complete failure.
Witness Zagria @Zagria
Zagria is an ancient maleborn who has had decades to adjust to post-surgical post-transition life. And still identifies as trans ⚧️ instead of cis ♀️
Come here and tell me and my radfem sisters why, Zagria.
While you’re at it, Zagria, tell all of us females that if you knew in advance that someday you would call us biological females, us “cisgender women”, “nemesis”, would you have bothered to transition?
Zagria sees all this as a kind of war. Transwomen versus Nemesis Ciswomen.
And he is right.
Because now it IS war.
There are far more of us, than there are of you, Zagria, and when we win, transition will be outlawed permanently.
Come and get some Zagria.
Plastic Girl 
After your kind ⚧️ produced, “die cis scum”, we have been in a state of war. We “cis ♀️ scum”, don’t want to die so you maleborns, you transwomen, can walk our empty locker rooms.
If it’s cis vs trans, then, we want to win.
You trans ⚧️ called us “cis ♀️ scum” And, “cis ♀️ nemesis”.
That’s not a successful male ♂️ to female ♀️ transition. That was not a predicted outcome by Science Fiction and Science Fantasy authors.
That’s a fkn nightmare for women and girls.
To be ganged-up on by a coalition of maleborn transition patients who universally failed their own transitions and who can not empathize with, or self-identify as, cisgender female. That’s just Patriarchy 2.0 Minstrel Edition.
Females ♀️ versus ♂️ maleborn transgender transwomen ⚧️. That’s reality. That’s the outcome of 100 years of transmedicine. Born females are cis scum and cis nemesis. That’s why it’s time for transwomen to go away permanently.
please do. come to my blog to this post and comment, like this:
“Hi I’m a transwoman and I’m one of the nice ones and I just want to live my life and not hurt anyone and I abhor this trans vs cis online forever-war and I just wish we could all live in peace.”
you fkd up at, “Hi I’m a transwoman”.
you just admitted you are not cisgender female self-identified postop person after transition, but that you are associated with the Maleborn Transgender Transition Failure Coalition.
you just said that you are not cisgender ♀️.
you’re not one of us ♀️.
you’re one of Them ⚧️…
gotcha 🏴☠️🖤🕷
the only question I’m going to have for you, transwomen, is, “Why can’t you self-identify as ciswoman?”
the only true non bullshit answer is,
“no matter how long I look in the mirror into my own eyes, I never see a female looking back at me. so I’m left with no choice but to ally myself with and associate with, all the other maleborns who share my transgender condition who all similarly failed the Cisgender Female Mirror Test. 🪞 “
“we only realized after transition that psychological passing is a “thing”, that we, as maleborns, all fail. That’s why we’re trans.”
to which I will reply, “so what you are saying is, no matter how well you think you pass physically, you just can’t pass mentally.”
and your only answer must be, “yes”.
or you can blow The Masquerade entirely by confessing that becoming cisgender female self-identified was never the point of transition—being transgender was the point of transition all along”
to which I will reply,
“Yes. I know. And you’re all Damned.”
there are many Nuremberg and Hague-style questions about the Modern Mengele Medical Mutilation of Jazz Jennings that require an answer…
among them?
given that Jazz’s actual brain 🧠 was so new at life, why was Jazz not encouraged to be cisgender ♀️ female self-identified?
why was transgender ⚧️ self-identified the only option for transition?
no one involved in Jazz Jennings transition ever thought to attempt to mold @JazzJennings mind to think of herself as a cisgender female.
instead, Jazz Jennings was forcibly associated with an all-maleborn transgender transwoman activist coalition and community.
no one ever asked Jazz if that was Jazz’s Dream of Being…
everyone involved is complicit in failing Jazz by denying Jazz the opportunity to psychologically self-identify as cisgender.
all you people did was take a maleborn and add him to the Failed Transitioners Club.
oh wait. you were about to tell me
and that’s why you all have to go away.
if I had Thanos Glove ✊️ all trans everywhere would cease to exist. 🫰
It’s like the script to a bad science fiction horror film. where a mistake in coding the male-to-female sex-change device, causes swarms of transgender transwomen to emerge, instead cisgender female self-identified postop women..
then you have to remember. a transwoman is the Main Character of their Gender Journey. if they didn’t tell you they are trans, then how would we ever know you are maleborn?
cisgender ♀️ = born female ♀️
transgender ⚧️ = male born ♂️
that’s Naming the Problem
they Oppress us by failing their transitions one and all, we must accept their intrusion into our world.
no. we do not.
you trans, call us, “cis”, and we are going to haunt you with that, forever.
radfem sisters. I found a horror film on YouTube this evening.
the comments section is about 99% males talking about being girly being non binary being Tom boys being femme.
it’s an all-male circle jerk about trans
tons of commenters identifying as femme transfemme and feminine
among their issues? Clothing Clothing Clothing Clothing
body hair and long hair vs short hair
what’s missing?
any discussion on how to finish transition in.order to psychologically pass as a cisgender female
in this video is nothing about transitioning into a female self-identified person.
it’s basically accepted that you can only become trans. It’s unbelievably sick that you have a cross-dressing confessional consisting of only maleborns
I went through most of the comments
it’s a gang of males all in their own little world, discussing depilation and wearing summer dresses 👗 when it’s too hot out
there is not a single maleborn talking about, “well guys I’m only going to be trans for one more year. After surgery I will be cisgender female self-identified from now on”
nope
more like “Hi I’m a transwoman who had bottom surgery 20 years ago”.
which means what?
20 years post op…and identifies as trans and not cis
why?
the mirror 🪞
20 years after a neovagina surgery and this maleborn transgender transwoman STILL DOES NOT SEE A CISGENDER FEMALE IN THE MIRROR SO WHAT WAS THE FKN POINT OF TRANSITION?
“It was never about male ♂️ to cisgender ♀️ female. DUH YOU RETARD. it was about going from male ♂️ to transgender ⚧️. Man you radfems are DUMB.”
here is what I find appalling…
why admit you’re trans?
I would be embarrassed at my maleborn heritage around women.
if I transitioned I would identify as female and never talk about my previous life as a man. I would be mortified that my sisters would find out I wasn’t born female.
not these transwomen though
as long as you have The Brotherhood of Transwomen to support you, you can safely leave born females out of the equation.
my favorite comment might be,
“I’m 70 years old and I still don’t know what gender I am”…
seriously? It’s not too late to join a Zen meditation group and find your True Self. You owe it to yourself after 70 years to NOT DIE NOT KNOWING WHAT GENDER YOU ARE.
You know that I know why you all identify as trans right?
Way back at the beginning of YouTube circa 2008 or 2009-ish, I prowled the youtubes looking for trans narratives.
I found an Alice Cooper transwoman.
That it is to say, this maleborn physically looked like Alice Cooper. He claimed to be partially feminized (non op) and that he had transitioned 30 years ago.
I very nicely and respectfully asked,
“After all those years, why do you still identify as a transwoman and not say, a cisgender woman?”
And he was surprisingly candid, replying,
“I know I don’t pass. Being transgender is as good as it gets for me.”
incidentally, for the longest time I intentionally ignored ftm ( ♀️ to ♂️) transitioners.
I stated years ago, that the thought of a female ripping her breasts off and throwing her reproductive organs into the trash was horrifying.
at the time I was still using my “blog personality” as an artificial girl…
as an artificial girl who always wanted to be female, I treasured my feminized body. I loved my body. so I felt heartbroken 💔 that a sister could hate her Goddess body so much as to destroy it.
that was…. 2011?
now in 2024, youtube is overflowing with female transition Regretters all crying about their destroyed bodies.
welcome to HeLL
sometimes I do my best writing for a new post, while talking to myself here in the comments section…
but something (else) has been percolating up in my thoughts about the trans vs cis forever-war…
how do maleborns imagine they could learn how to be female, from other maleborns…
i was thinking back to late 90s “Transgender/Transsexual Transition Resources”, websites…
Anne Lawrence, Andrea James, and Melanie Phillips’s websites come to mind.
no born female has ever written a guide on how a cisgender maleborn becomes a cisgender woman, that I know of.
so. if you are a male-born, learning about transitioning, you learn how to become a transgender transwoman.
why?
because it’s impossible for a male-born to self-identify as a cisgender female..
but, why, though?
we were all told about male ♂️-to-female ♀️ sex-changes..
what happened that transition only produces male ♂️-to-transgender ⚧️ women?
everywhere people on Earth are learning The Hard Way, that there is more to being a cisgender woman than esthetic feminine presentation, cosmetics and behavioral affectations, and surgical procedures.
because no combination of behavior/deportment, cosmetics/clothing, or surgeries can allow any maleborns to gaslight themselves they are really cisgender female.
what a waste…
frankly, I personally, would think something dreadfully wrong had happened with my transition, that my in-group identification consists only of male transition patients…
it’s like, “hey transwomen! did you notice how the biogirls, cisgender women, and females, are all Over There, in that corner, and you, transgender transwoman are standing on the opposite side of the room. look at the people in your corner. notice how they are all maleborn transgender transition patients…”
and you don’t see that as failure…
that you cohorts, your In-group consists only of maleborns…
because the cisgender women are Over There
and you are not one of them…because you’re Trans..
and you don’t find that upsetting or disturbing or depressing..?
that your sisters, your group voice, is all maleborns… and the so-called cisgender women and born girls voice is denied to you.
if you knew in advance that someday it would be you and your maleborn gang/community/In-group of transgender transwomen versus born females and cisgender women… would you have still transitioned?
that wasn’t your Dream of Transition, was it?
psychological passing is a thing.
I talked about it in the TS/TG support chats in the 90s and was muted/ignored in favor of discussions about clothing and hair…you know, passing stuff…
I may have talked about psychological passing on this blog back in 2011. Within a few days I had a trans reddit community inbound link to my blog. turns out I was being discussed by “trans”, as some kind of pompous Trans Elitist…
it turns out that transgender transwomen universally can not gaslight themselves they are really cisgender female.
why?
they don’t psychologically pass…
inside their own minds…
oopsie.
I keep having this mental image of an auditorium with two stages…
on one stage, 20 ♀️ cisgender female women
opposite. on the other stage, 20 ⚧️ transgender transwomen
what’s wrong with this image?
everyone on the ⚧️ transgender transwoman stage is maleborn ♂️. and none of them self-identify as ♀️ cisgender…
that was your Transition Dream?
really?
this is the part where you tell me that you never actually had a Transition Dream of Becoming Female.
you notice the questions you maleborns ask the Internet?
“how do I know I am trans?”
not,
“how do I know I’m a woman or female?”
the answers you provide each other are equally telling ..
“I’ve always known I was trans.”
not,
“I’ve always known I was female,”
Science Fiction always assumed that a post-op maleborn transition patient would be female-identified.
Science Reality will note that all maleborn transition patients actually self-identify as transgender and not cisgender
Psychological passing and the Mirror 🪞
Janice Raymond called it, “female energy”,
Maleborn Transwomen call Janice Raymond one of the most horrible or hateful women ever to be born..
See the problem?
Transwomen don’t have female energy and they don’t know why.
it’s because they are maleborn…
duh…
Janice Raymond says maleborns don’t have female energy.
maleborn Zagria thinks female Janice Raymond is cis Nemesis
I love Janice Raymond and I think Zagria is pure narcissistic FILTH.