my bestie saw in real time how much of a jealous hater my mom is. she picks apart everything about my face, hair, outfits. that mom probably never gives her compliments bc a good mom would never talk to her like this in the first place.
my very abusive, very religious mother always hated men. she was attracted to them, in theory & she has a husband, obvs, but she hates him. at 11 i had my first gay panic & one of these days, i approached her and asked what if i turned out to be a lesbian. she then said+
