#f0e5d2 #ffc90e #ff7f27 #87833a #035f31 #0e3c65 [jun 24] at my best friend's parents' place, out of town, as tends to be tradition for me in midsummer in the past few years for now, and around independence day in feb too (cos friend's bday around then as well) usually. it's nice, even despite my period having started yesterday (homophobic as fuck i say, jokingly). was ###'s bday yesterday, and we no longer speak whatsoever, so as my gift (to myself tbh) i have to let any further thoughts of them go entirely. i still wish them well, why wouldn't i. just hoping i never have to hear of them, or ideally see them ever again, or at least not for a long time. 2-3 years idgaf-realm. seeing them around three times in three months at events earlier this year was a bit of a cruel joke from the universe, i'd really missed them. also yesterday while at work, as a friend in ##¹ had said she really misses me and wants to hang out outside of event contexts, and i'd thought damn this'd be cute, i looked at flights for during my july workbreak and carved out a little bit of time in ##¹ and then also in ##² cos its been cute on my past visits and to possibly catch a different friend there cos they'd offered me i could crash at theirs if needed or even just to say hey if im just briefly dropping by. but think for ##² i might book a hostel for at least first night still, as i'll be getting to town at Pretty Much Midnight lol... i'm yet to see about the bus tix to-fro airport, i'll see if to carve out any localfriend time before or after too. --- [early march] @dduan i see the oli and malibu and special guest dj etc etc in your special music kinopio chart... looks like a very very nice chart in general, tossed a couple things in the backlog from it