I did remember to post today but delayed it and forgot. Story of my life. This was supposed to be a journal but within a few days I turned it to posting bullshit with no substance. I’m radically honest with everyone. Except myself. I guess I’m the only person who can shut me up in […]
I feel like I’m failing better than yesterday. I had some relapses where I went to X and YouTube because I’m still getting used to getting bored. I have more energy. Or at least I manifest it more, just talking with my wife more and walking around the house more. When time isn’t wasted on […]
I know having ADHD is not my fault. I think I also know I shouldn’t blame myself for being different. What is my fault is not building and maintaining systems to make the best use of the cards I have. ADHD is a superpower and I’m not only failing to harness it to the full […]
Yesterday wasn’t better than the day before. Maybe. I wrote that because I think that. But, it wasn’t terrible either. I’m still bad at making a plan for the day and sticking to it. I still find myself drifting to get that dopamine. And I still don’t have systems in place to have metrics for […]
Yesterday wasn’t the most productive day. I’ve done a bunch of productive things as always, but in my typical time blindness I have no idea what. I haven’t been spending the time checking Rewind.AI to compile a report for myself. I think I’m scared to see how much I waste my time still. Deleted YouTube […]
I’ve been having what could be defined as a mini existential crisis lately. I’ll be 30 soon, I’m working at my dream company working on a space I’m very passionate about. I find myself in a place where I need to refactor all the parts of myself that’s dragging me back. I have severe ADHD. […]
Heyheyheyhey, this place will be a blog. Someday. This was originally posted in one of my blogs on September 22, 2007 in Turkish.
I was writing an iPad application for a client, a restaurant. App is still under development and at this point I’m not allowed to share who my client is or what we are doing specifically. But I can say it’s a menu app, a simple menu app with few features. While I was thinking about […]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIGzpi9lCck Brilliant.
More than 6 months ago, I’ve launch a very, very simple tool to find a users or pages Facebook ID. I’ve done that with PHP and then forgot about it. 2 months later, in FriendFeed, someone needed to find their Facebook ID and instead of showing them Graph API, I remembered my ID Finder and […]
