6-22-26 . Epilogue

Jun. 22nd, 2026 09:47 pm
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Oh also I am re-working my entire neocities site... it's very bare-bones right now but I'm building it from scratch. You can view it here

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6-22-26 / Today's day

Jun. 22nd, 2026 08:25 pm
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hiiii today is my last day before I officially go back to work for the summer... so here's what i did!

After doing errands, I went out and got two new games [Dragon Quest 1+2+3 HD 2-D remake]! I had no idea they rewrote all of Hargon's story... and added more to the original game.. its wild, Im looking forward to playing through them! Even if I don't really vibe with Hargon's new backstory... I'll still give it a chance, and explore the remakes for what they have to offer.

I also got myself new shoes... my old ones were pretty old and falling apart [like, holes in the bottom of them lol]


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They're so cute.. reminds me of Zig...

Also a couple of days ago I thrifted a really really nice digital camera... a Sony Cyber-Shot dsc-wx150 !

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The photos it takes is really nice. I can't wait for this to be part of my everyday carry...

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i alsooooo ordered myself a flip phone from japan <3 its a kyocera digno 3 902kc/903kc ! i got it in black <3 

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i'll be keeping my current phone as a work-only/gps phone with a different number, so its strictly for work only. my flip phone wont have any social media or youtube or anything like that... just messaging and music and pictures. im really excited to get it in the mail!

i took an edible so now im just chilling and am going to collect some new music before bed... gotta wake up early tomorrow.. goodnight

mystery toys as childhood joy ...

Jun. 22nd, 2026 11:25 am
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wish concept of mystery box / mystery bag toys just did not exist .

momentary surprise over " rare item " is not worth all of package waste , money waste , and duplicate toys that will collect dust or go straight to landfill .

for every person who is genuine and responsible in engagement of mystery toys , there will be 5 more who try to make these things " viral trend " or collect every single one , and then harder for people who would genuinely appreciate to find .

people unfortunately do this with non-mystery toys too , but mystery toys add another seriously awful element - if everything is hidden , then need to spend immense amounts of money to even have chance at find favourite outcome .

if engagement in these trends is " for childhood fun and whimsy " like some claim , why not look at actual modes of childhood play ?

put some toys in sandbox , even if this is just small bowl , and dig out again . ask someone trusted to hide toys around room . play shell game with really small ones . if really want this idea of unbox experience , reuse bags and boxes that already have around house to put toys back into - boxes can be rocket ships , adoption shelters , anything .

could even just change out display of toys , so arrangement feel new again .

6-22-26

Jun. 22nd, 2026 12:48 am
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Hello again... redid everything and aiming on coming back to posting on Dreamwidth. I need a place to dump my thoughts lol

Code push shortly

Jun. 21st, 2026 01:50 pm
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Olá de Lisboa! (I'm in Lisbon right now for work...)

Thank you everybody who has tested on canary - I'm about to push the code up to stable. I know that not everything has been tested and there's a lot in this deploy, so I expect some things to break or be weird. We have ported a lot more of the "older" pages to the newer formats, so there will be some UI changes in a few places, but it shouldn't be anything too major.

Watch for: One thing I know will require tuning, we now have added rate limits (which basically allows us to control how rapidly DW pages are loaded.) This is a protection mostly designed against bots, but any time in my career I've rolled out new rate limits, I've learned someone is hitting them and they have to be tuned. So if you see them, please let me know!

Anyway please do comment and I'll work to fix things today. We also have a rollback ready in case we need to (and I'll be honest, I expect we may need to... we really should do more frequent deploys.)

Known Issues

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did read this book long ago and think about for just as long , so in midst of how busy life is , figure this would be ideal kind of book to read - there is some adult-oriented fiction that really pique interest , of course , but just do not have capacity right now to manage . this is at least familiar , short , and simple .

but wow , forget just how much of hard time this book give prilla to start with . never fairies so dependent on talent to build friend groups , to decide who sit and eat together , to decide even what rooms and clothes ought to look like - and since prilla lack any known talent , well , prilla get none of those things .

not only that , but prilla speak in very human ways in comparison to others , and speak of mainland blinks that no one else understand , both of which quite immediately outcast - and within first day of existence , feel afraid will just be unlovable forever . even tink , who accompany prilla as first friend , seem intent on find way of " fix up " . 

prilla . darling . beloved . 

nonverbal frustration

Jun. 18th, 2026 12:18 pm
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verbal plurals who refer to other members of collective as nonverbal so very often have such rancid things to say about lack of speech . maybe would not mind shared term usage so much if actually care about nonverbal advocacy ... but no , tend to be about inconvenience , frustration , and annoyance . never mind if lack of speech might represent something that collective need to address , or gods forbid member in question is actually comfortable with lack of speech . 

society already treat nonverbality as something that exist solely to inconvenience verbal people : animalistic , of lesser thought , easy to talk over , too hard to listen to . and in unfortunately perfect mirror , very rarely seem to hear about these members' personal experiences and perspectives - only get to hear complaints from verbal members in collective . 

worse is sheer number of collectives who imply , or even admit , to lack of accomodation for members who do not speak . not even small vocabulary of local sign language , not even small library of picture cards , not even one of those janky free AAC apps . which is like , of fucking course experience is awful and pose inconvenience if refuse to accomodate

truly feel that if lack of speech can somehow completely ruin fun time with friends , that is either shitty friends , collective problem due to lack of accomodation , or both . if can not give such members basic respect and decency , kossai will take away ability to then say nonverbal . 

on individual struggles

Jun. 16th, 2026 11:35 pm
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something that is actually difficult with both large population and frequent switches , and still sometimes struggle to figure out : personal needs , boundaries , and tolerances as individuals .

is this courtier afraid of humans , or just end up front during already high stress ?
is this courtier more sensitive to light than others , or just feel after-effects of migraine ?
is this courtier more clumsy than others , or was today just clumsy day all around ?

for all of things that figure out and record over years , points like these continue to be struggle in some cases . if someone spend on average 1 to 3 hours in front , and front 2-3 times per week at most , that is not much time to figure out .

and that is just for 1 courtier to figure out - obviously , there will be many more in time between , who might also want to figure out similar personal questions . that is so much to try and juggle , even if make attempts to journal out .

on one hand , not entirely necessary to record individual struggles like this , so long as know how to recognise when struggles hit , and then have ways to either step back or accomodate .

on other hand , do like to do courtesies for each other , and part of that is to not throw directly into struggles when switch - like if courtier who hate human food want to switch in , will finish up meal first .

hard to help each other avoid personal struggles in that way if can not even identify struggles ...

dream journal ~ miscellany

Jun. 15th, 2026 09:26 pm
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several days ago now , kossai have dream in which watch some sort of educational video tape , only to feel nasty physical effects in stomach , and wake up still with awful pressure . just so happen , nightdress somehow ride up that whole entire way and strangle around waist . not first and certainly not last time physical reality mirror in dreams . 

yesterday have dream that was all kinds of funny , but wake up 2 hours late to sound of doorbell . after some investigation , have to conclude that was hypnopompic hallucination . as for why 2 hours late , well , can think of some reasons ! always have good laugh about sleep-wake hallucinations - another time recently , get hypnagogic one that was just strange little scifi sound for no reason .

this morning wake up on time , but through hypnopompia , hear conversation between 2 characters . that of course leave with question , was this just random thing brain dredge up , or do kossai need to actually look for these people among court ? 

culture of names

Jun. 14th, 2026 04:28 pm
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really , another reason for anonymity relate to culture around names .

some courtiers do line up with characters seen in fictional works . while not every one of these works is massively popular , information is still in public eye , and that include names .

courtiers may use these home names with one another , particularly when close , but even those who did not originally belong to some form of faerie culture would be put off by use of home name . even if home name is technically known due to fictional association , general culture is to refrain from use unless given permission .

sans tend to be fallback example for illustration , so : this is to say that if sans was here , no one else would actually call sans except for homemates ( fellow courtiers from undertale ) , or other courtiers given permission . during front , sans would go by front alias - and anyone in front , even if given permission to use home name , would also refer to this front alias for anonymity .

out of few courtiers who reveal home names in external settings , this is either because that name was never true to begin with , or powerful enough to feel knowledge could not threaten .


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