nadia

it's weird not having avie to balance out our collective gender. there is this masculine energy with no one to fix onto. lo asked if i was feeling any less womanly as a result and i couldn't say. i do not feel that our body is womanly, regardless of hormones, regardless of organs. i do not feel womanly in our body. i feel no connection to or ownership of the body. my self image is very different. i am like a cartoon, or a doll. my sense of gender, of womanhood, is that of a drawing or a toy.

#plurality #plural gender