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devil_moonhavent updated here in a while.
i cut my hair earlier cause it was kinda long and it was bugging me. it looks bad. its not horribly uneven like the last time i cut it at least?
ive felt kinda awful lately. i think its mainly because i got sick for the first time in a while last week. i wasnt really able/wanting to stay home because i didnt want to miss school and have to catch up. too much going on in my classes and if i fall behind at any point i know its going to be awful trying to catch back up. speaking of, the semester ended so our classes changed. i miss my old schedule. i have 2 art classes now though, its nice but also stressful. theyre also the classes im deeply afraid of falling behind in. i guess theyre okay right now though. in one, were working on watercolor paintings of plants. its not too bad. in the other one, we just finished up a project that was called "draw 20 things". we didnt have enough time to draw 20 things but we did get a decent amount done. throughout, we had to do multiple timed sketches each day and try to improve with proportioning, centering, etc. it made my arm hurt.
its close to 3 am right now. i slept in really late yesterday, which i shouldnt have done since now i cant sleep. ive just been looking at stuff online. i watched were all going to the worlds fair for the second time- i think its pretty good but a lot of people seem to hate it. i guess i get it. i like the fact that i can make theories on a lot of what happened though.
i dont know what else to type. ive felt kinda unmotivated with art lately, which sucks because most of what i do in my freetime is draw. i guess itll pass but i hate it.
i cut my hair earlier cause it was kinda long and it was bugging me. it looks bad. its not horribly uneven like the last time i cut it at least?
ive felt kinda awful lately. i think its mainly because i got sick for the first time in a while last week. i wasnt really able/wanting to stay home because i didnt want to miss school and have to catch up. too much going on in my classes and if i fall behind at any point i know its going to be awful trying to catch back up. speaking of, the semester ended so our classes changed. i miss my old schedule. i have 2 art classes now though, its nice but also stressful. theyre also the classes im deeply afraid of falling behind in. i guess theyre okay right now though. in one, were working on watercolor paintings of plants. its not too bad. in the other one, we just finished up a project that was called "draw 20 things". we didnt have enough time to draw 20 things but we did get a decent amount done. throughout, we had to do multiple timed sketches each day and try to improve with proportioning, centering, etc. it made my arm hurt.
its close to 3 am right now. i slept in really late yesterday, which i shouldnt have done since now i cant sleep. ive just been looking at stuff online. i watched were all going to the worlds fair for the second time- i think its pretty good but a lot of people seem to hate it. i guess i get it. i like the fact that i can make theories on a lot of what happened though.
i dont know what else to type. ive felt kinda unmotivated with art lately, which sucks because most of what i do in my freetime is draw. i guess itll pass but i hate it.
