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Two days in a row without the temperature ever once popping above -40 degrees is... wearing on me, but at least it's Friday, so I can finally get a decent night's sleep tonight. We successfully went out and picked a new set of living room furniture on Wednesday, and while that meant dropping another $1000, we ended up with even nicer stuff and the guy gave us a genuinely great deal on it and was very helpful throughout and I'm actually feeling cautiously optimistic about the whole thing again? Delivery is tomorrow afternoon (after all of the sleep), so hopefully it doesn't fall apart at the finish line again!

It's still night when I both get to work and leave it, but there are a few more hints of sunrise/sunset on the horizon with every day that passes. The end will come. Just gotta get there.

Theatre's still closed, though. Pretty sure now that I'm going to miss The Bone Temple entirely, and that that list of films is only going to grow. Bleak shit! I don't think I've ever hated living in this city more than I do this month!

At least I have plenty of wrestling to catch up on. I don't want that to be all I watch, but watching movies at home just upsets me right now, and I have inexplicably finished season 1 of Sailor Moon, so I may just hunker down in a little cave of obsessing over the graps for a while, until this bout of lowercase-d depression passes.

Album #515/1001: The Incredible String Band - The Hangman's Beautiful Daughter )

Okay, back to dealing with the absolute stupidest emails from car salesmen that you can possibly imagine for eight more hours, bye!
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Bad mood. Bad day. So tired, even though I got to bed at a decent-ish time. I'm a little concerned that, after a little over half a year, I may have hit the wall where I cannot continue to exist on this schedule? Hopefully that's not true! So cold, and also I feel like shit because Mom went to all the trouble of bringing me a space heater and I turned her down because it was too big and I'm scared of tripping a breaker at work? Why did I do that! I should have at least tried it! I'm so miserable all of the time! Still weigh more than I ever have in my life and feel like walking garbage as a consequence. I need winter to be over. I need the theatre to open back up. I need to stop eating and shopping my stress away. I need a lot of things!!!

Hopefully tonight we'll at least be heading back to the furniture store to pick out some new options that can actually be successfully delivered this time around and that particular hassle can be put in the rearview by the weekend. It's going to be expensive, regardless.

I hope Evil Uno announces Mystery Wrestling dates soon; I need to know if they might factor into my vacation plans.

Album #514/1001: Laibach - Opus Dei )

[513] danga ma bëgg nax yay duu ñëw

Jan. 19th, 2026 01:56 pm
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And we're back to work! Again! Some more! The holiday party was Fine, the food was decent and the band was decent and they put my name on a plaque and gave everyone fifty bucks for attending, so definitely worth it in the end, even if I would have rather stayed at home and watched lucha libre.

As one of the 29 employees silly enough to still be working here after ten years of the new owners, I have received a gift certificate for a dinner theatre in Edmonton, so now I have to decide if I use it when I'm down there for Dynamite in April anyway or plan another trip sometime this year to go see something other than One Night With Roy Orbison. Something to think on! I will need stuff to do when I'm down there because there's a full week between the Winnipeg and Edmonton shows, so.... I HAVE BOOKED MY DAYS OFF, IT'S TIME FOR THE PLANNING TO BEGIN IN EARNEST. Though it'll be another week before ROH/MLP tickets go on sale, and I should wait to lock those down before committing to travel and accommodations.

Current mood: cold.

Album #513/1001: Youssou N'Dour - Immigrés )
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Currently trying to motivate myself to get moving and get ready for the work holiday party tonight. I really don't actually want to go (weekends are so short as it is! I just want to get high and play video games!!), but I know everyone will be on my ass Monday if I don't, so. Free food is free food, I guess.

ROH and MLP announced a joint show in Windsor for the weekend before the Winnipeg Dynamite, so it's looking like my two weeks of vacation will be transitioning into two and a half weeks of vacation with even more hot cross-Canada train action to look forward to! I kinda want to wait for them to confirm where the AEW shows for the rest of March are gonna be before I book things, just to be on the safe side, but that might take a while. UGH, working Monday to Friday makes cool long vacations so much harder to take, I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.

RIP Jay Briscoe, three years today. RIP David Lynch, one year yesterday. This damn birthday week, I swear!

Theatre is still closed. I lose more hope by the day. Thank god for wrestling, but I need more regular, short-term things to look forward to to survive! And getting dressed up to go to the casino and hang out with my co-workers sure as FUCK does not count.

Album #512/1001: The United States of America - The United States of America )
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So the new couch that we picked out on Boxing Day and have been eagerly awaiting for weeks... does not fit in our house. So we have to go pick out a new one after all that (eating the cost of the failed delivery in the process) and do this all over again, and in the meantime, we don't have a couch because we had already arranged to have the old one hauled out. The old one that was fucking massive, so I don't understand how the fuck this one can't possibly get through either of our doors, and work is stupid and frustrating (love 2 b bulldozed by a stupid bitch manager, also when porters tell me they'll do something and then immediately fuck off for three hours) and I'm still so fucking cold and I just want to cry.

Also, the wind was so crazy last night that it completely carried off one of our massive recycling bins, so that's just... gone. Throw all that in with the theatre STILL being closed, and this is shaping up to be pretty much the worst birthday week I've ever had? Dinner out Tuesday was nice, at least. Hopefully leftovers and Dynamite will let me forget about all this shit for a couple of hours tonight.

Album #511/1001: David Gray - White Ladder )

Ugh, I'm just so fucking discouraged about everything right now.