52/334: Likely
Jan. 29th, 2026 10:57 amI suppose I should eat dinner and make arrangements for grocery fetching tomorrow, though I don't know how I'll stay awake at the right hours. On the bright side, I'm not freezing in the dark, which I have heard is a problem in some places right now. I'm just a bit chilly and due for some more fog tomorrow. I could probably even boost the heat a bit, since this month's utility bill was a bit smaller than I'd expected, and the forecast is suggesting continued mildness is likely. Take a shot? Why not? Some cheer would be worth a couple of bucks. I should use it while I've still got it. The whole damned state is likely to burn next summer.
January Talking Meme - If you could play only one instrument brilliantly, what would you choose?
Jan. 29th, 2026 10:46 pm( Read more... )
(there are still slots open for the January Talking Meme here)
Vid Recs: Heated Rivalry
Jan. 29th, 2026 10:47 pmRUN BOY RUN [VID] Queerness Makes Queerness Possible by nordreys
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings:
Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Kip Grady/Scott Hunter, Shane Hollander & Scott Hunter, Scott Hunter & Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Scott Hunter (Game Changers), Kip Grady, Rose Landry, Svetlana Vetrova, Yuna Hollander, David Hollander
Additional Tags: queer syntax is infinite, queerness makes queerness possible, Hockey, Romance, the closet, Social Media, Representation, Love, Accidental Outing, Driving Into The Sunset
Series: Part 6 of vids
Summary:
queer syntax is infinite. queerness makes queerness possible.
being gay and being a hockey player and the years in between until something helps you realize change is possible.
Naked In Manhattan by sisabet
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Mature
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: POV Shane Hollander, First Time, Fanvids, Video Format: Streaming
Summary:
Shane experiences a series of firsts.
[vid] Blow by bingeling
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Mature
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: POV Shane Hollander, Sub Shane Hollander, Closeted Characters, Physical Triggers, Embedded Video, Captions Available, Download Available, Fanvids, Video Format: MP4, Video Format: Streaming
Summary:
You taste like cigarettes
[VID] 11:11 (16 words) by Nestra
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Mature
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: Video, Embedded Video, Download Available, Subtitles Available, Canon-Typical Everything
Series: Part 20 of Vids by Nestra, Part 31 of Creator's Favorites
Summary:
I knew from the beginning.
Fine Not Fine [Vid] by jennavids
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: Fanvids
Summary:
and I've never been myself, I just follow orders
[A Hollanov video set to Fine Not Fine by Spector]
[Vid/Edit] Pilot With a Fear of Heights by technicallyverycowboy
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov
Additional Tags: Fanvids, shane "brave little toaster" hollander
Summary:
I've been thinking 'bout you all night
Like a pilot with a fear of heights
is it ever gonna be enough? [vid] by copperiisulfate
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander
Additional Tags: Fanvids, Video, Embedded Video
Summary:
a relationship study of sorts through the first season of the series
Daily Happiness
Jan. 29th, 2026 07:41 pm2. Carla arrived home safely last night. A little bit of annoyance at the airport as the terminal that is usually used for American Airlines is completely closed off due to construction, so they have to route the planes to adjoining terminals. Usually they are doing it to the next one over, but this time apparently there was no room, so they sent it two terminals down, which is not only a longer walk, that is the international terminal, so it's much more of a maze to get out of. But she is home now, yay.
3. I went into the office today after we went down to Disneyland, but am planning to work from home again tomorrow.
4. Look at this little Jasper face!

Job hunting early days
Jan. 29th, 2026 10:05 pmSo far, two rejections out of about 10+ resumes out. Apparently across all fields there’s something like a .03% response rate (not sure if that’s positive response only).
I’m running back-of-envelope calculations in my head; assuming there are 60,000 people worldwide who have a certain qualification that I hold, and 10% of us looking to change jobs right now, that’s 6,000 people I’m competing with. Fewer than that actually as there are technical qualifications as well (biotech versus electrical engineering/computer science) so assume that the biotech won’t be filled by the computer people and vice versa. So about 3,000 competitors max for a given job that requires this certain qualification. So 3000/40 weeks means I should be sending out 75?!? applications per week if I want a new job by the end of the year. (cut this down by a factor of 10, state unemployment generally requires 3 applications per week and since I am still working I can afford to be picky).
I would prefer to do something that’s a bit different from what I currently do (I would love to try large-scale patent analysis aka patent landscaping, or patent litigation) although with my current age and experience, I’m not sure if I can find a job doing that.
I think that my dream job would be teaching intellectual property law to non-lawyers but that’s a very tough gig to get into.WIPs poll
Jan. 29th, 2026 09:03 pmHere's a list of all the WIPS I've touched in the last three years, listed by working title. The deal is that I write 100 words for every vote (no deadline.)
No, you don't get to ask for any more info, though I have talked about some of them before. The oldest one is about twenty-five; the newest was started for yuletide this year. There are 25 different fandoms involved, which is definitely part of the problem, yes.
Which WIP?
A novel example of three-factor, one locus sex determination in a Terrestrial chordate
1 (5.9%)
a shadow on snow
0 (0.0%)
All Men Raising
0 (0.0%)
Arha the Ninth
0 (0.0%)
Chappa'ai
2 (11.8%)
Cheris the First
0 (0.0%)
Children of Barrayar
1 (5.9%)
Clark Knows Better
1 (5.9%)
The #@%$^$ Coffeeshop Fic Fine
1 (5.9%)
Dyson Swarm
1 (5.9%)
The First Sedoretu of Ankh-Morpork
3 (17.6%)
The Hanahaki Protocols
0 (0.0%)
Hello My Name Is
0 (0.0%)
Hikarigakure
0 (0.0%)
I <3 Boobies ch 2
0 (0.0%)
If A Body Meet A Body
1 (5.9%)
I Was The Yiling Laozu's Concubine And All I Got Was This Gauzy Robe
1 (5.9%)
Kobayashi Gusu
0 (0.0%)
Necro-Gothic
0 (0.0%)
One Is One And All Alone
1 (5.9%)
Paris Lui-Meme Imite
1 (5.9%)
Peace love & Quebecois
1 (5.9%)
The Second Master of Yiling
0 (0.0%)
Slow Like Honey
1 (5.9%)
Something Rotten
1 (5.9%)
Tiger Burning Bright
0 (0.0%)
Untitled Shous Game
0 (0.0%)
The White Dynasty Does An Activism
0 (0.0%)
Girl Scout Cookies!
Jan. 29th, 2026 09:27 pmMach it happen.
Jan. 29th, 2026 07:54 pmIn your own space, create a promo and/or rec list for someone new to a fandom. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it and include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
You've probably heard of Top Gun at this point. Yes, you - the generic you, the one reading this post right now. I'd be more surprised if it hasn't come up at this point, given the cultural footprint the movies hold, to the point that the first one was considered significant enough to be included in the Library of Congress' National Film Registry and the second one played in movie theaters for over six months in a time when that's practically unthinkable because people kept buying tickets. But maybe you haven't seen it. No shame in that. Maybe you know it's not for you. I can't speak to your tastes. Then again, maybe you're not sure. Maybe you need some enticement. Maybe you need to be told that it's more or less American live-action anime, down to having beach episodes. Maybe you need more than that.
Might I offer a homoerotic volleyball montage, voted "best movie scene" three years in a row by Suck magazine, a fact that made the director tremendously proud?
What about Val Kilmer snapping his teeth at Tom Cruise, a moment he confirmed was improvised?
How about one actor sneaking porn onto set and playing it during a scene, creating the conditions for someone to say "This gives me a hard on" and for someone else to respond "Don't tease me" and for that moment to be included in the final cut?
Were you aware that the first movie's aesthetic was largely inspired by Bruce Weber, noted gay photographer?
How about that for all its endorsement by the US military, it manages to be astonishingly gay by 1986 and contemporary standards, with Kilmer himself being the first Iceman/Maverick shipper?
Would it please you to know that between Top Gun Maverick and the Mission Impossible movies, combined with all the cumulative explosions from his movies, Tom Cruise qualifies as a Dekahelen?
Possibly you'd enjoy knowing that the sequel is a surprisingly somber meditation on aging, loss, regret, and reconciliation in addition to all the thrills of the practical stuntwork?
Or that together, both movies total just over four hours' runtime so it's not even a big commitment, and that all four of those hours are full of beautifully composed scenes and shots?
Maybe you've made up your mind a while ago. I'm cool with that. But if you haven't and you're willing to give it a shot, drop me a line and I can hook you up, no streaming services required.

2026 Disneyland Trip #6 (1/29/26)
Jan. 29th, 2026 05:27 pm( Read more... )
Fandom Snowflake Challenge 13
Jan. 29th, 2026 07:07 pmTALK ABOUT A COMMUNITY SPACE YOU LIKE. It doesn’t need to be your favorite, or the one where you spend the most time (although it certainly can be). Maybe it’s even one that you’ve barely visited. But talk about that space and how it helps support fannish community.
I'm going to talk about two communities that are near and dear to my heart (so near & dear that I'm the current mod for both of them).
First is the first fandom space that I ever participated in-
Second is the community for the fest that's coming up in just a few days -
you know together we're glowing
Jan. 29th, 2026 07:33 pmanyway, mainly I bought it because I want to try this no-knead everything bread but didn't want to deal with my 6 qt cast iron dutch oven, which is extremely heavy and also tucked away in a closet somewhere. My plan is to mix it up tomorrow after work since it needs an on-the-counter overnight rise, and then bake it Saturday morning. We'll see how it goes!
I might also make garlic and bread soup again this weekend, and also maybe some version of citrus and soy noodles (it's a ramen recipe but I'm just going to use angel hair instead since I already have it) for dinner tomorrow. Oh, and those orange cranberry scones again - the cranberries are still taking up too much room in my freezer and must be used up!
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Looking for Beta!
Jan. 29th, 2026 07:19 pmFandom: MCU (but you don't need to have any MCU knowledge for this)
Characters/Pairings: Sam Wilson/Riley
Rating & Warnings: T (more PG than PG-13), slash, no other warnings
Estimated Fic Length: Currently around 1k. I do plan to write a bit more but definitely nothing over 10k.
Notes: It's a pre-canon, canon-divergence story that is really a world-building excuse, so I don't necessarily need a beta with MCU knowledge, though it'd be a bonus. I'd love to find someone to talk with about flow and just to help me structure it out! No need for much grammar beta-ing, more big-picture. I'm not looking for anything too time-intensive, if that's a concern.
Right now it's a bunch of vignettes, and I'd appreciate help grounding it in a solid story!
Thanks!
Arella
