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I had something big typed here before, but it's either lost or doesn't get shared between devices.

I feel like I never have time to add things to this anymore. I've still been reading here. I just haven't been writing and pretty much even commenting.

My draft from before said things are going great with Jess, but now I feel like she's considering breaking up with me. She got upset with me minutes ago, and she said I had no idea how much it fucks with her trust. Now we're playing the game and it's like, she's not even phased at all. Meanwhile I'm just like -_- the entire time and am getting a migraine. After seeing her not be phased like that it makes me think this relationship really just doesn't mean much to her at this point, funny because tomorrow is four months together.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid. In her only two serious relationships, she is the one who broke up with those people. I feel like I'm going to be the third one...