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alin

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alin

@alinhumairaa

aesthetically emotional protagonist

Jakarta Capital Region

Joined March 2011

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@alinhumairaa
Jun 18
I prostrate myself on my 'Sajadah' in this time— dreams, obsessions, briefly release their claim upon my heart so.. serene.. and that is enough being a girl was never about being special but remaining good through twenty roads that gave me every reason not to #EarlyTwenties
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Oct 27, 2025
he lives in verses my hands once wrote the muse that danced through every note his lips, uncharted midnight's sea where my silence learns its symmetry as morning broke its vow to me I knew that he was deity but now I know, painfully— I wrote of death so tenderly
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Oct 20, 2025
the hurried dusk rushing into the night's embrace the sun, fiercely aflame— is forced to fade, leaving the sky half-dying in the blindness of the universe only the darkness breathes until the morning finally tears apart its veils of soot
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Nov 6, 2025
she sat with dust on her eyes dropped lit sparklers that she brought ten years ago and like her, they died I lost her that night but I know, she's somewhere within me as she wonders if half-rotten me could ever breathe as quietly as she did when she cried #EarlyTwenties
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Apr 28, 2025
I miss the nights you believed you were Cinderella dancing barefoot across hopes too big for your hands I miss the way you believed a heart could carry you anywhere I still taste the sweetness of your laughter where the dreams we had never left #10YearsBefore20
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Jun 15, 2025
as thin as an eggshell nestled in a pink sacred room it is the last edelweiss scented with innocent blood lures the fanged world eager to devour yet, oh my dearest Lord.. to keep the final red bloom in a world that forgets how to bleed is to burn in hell. #hymen
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Oct 6, 2025
I lean toward the moon, as the day falls asleep I look at the moon, I hear the flirty stars tell of a handsome prince on Saturn's rings I smile at the moon, and lay my head to dream with a single wish to one night fly away and become Cinderella on the moon #10yearsbefore20
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Jun 28, 2025
could I pluck the clouds, from a sky so dim? or shape the rain into a rainbow, from words that stayed unspoken? or can I only ignite the stars, with hands that have yet— to touch the night?
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Oct 15, 2025
the crumbs of love hide behind the drizzle of my eyes this morning in my 'Nusantara' I breathe your name— where the scent of love and sorrow mingle as one leaving traces unseen yet seen affirming the cruel fracture of two hearts torn apart by Chapel and 'Minbar'
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Oct 18, 2025
there is something odd about the sunlight this morning, as if it hesitated to take a step. the morning— sits bitterly beside me and says, "dear young lady, shall I tell you how longing is a bitter I don't want to swallow alone— for even the sun refuses to stay" #cloudy
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@alinhumairaa
Sep 22, 2025
come... , make love to my sins in the moan of my virgin breath as the crumbs of the night's last breath scatter at dawn's edge, tell me you will make love with me one… more… time... cursed be the sky for it curses my love for you #SunAndMoon
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Oct 13, 2025
absorb the stillness of night among the old horizon that dreams of making love to a pair of Venus's eyes wrapped in the faintest stanza of illusion with its grains of longing do you even know— of my desire? the one who only dares to come to poetry to make love with you?
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Sep 25, 2025
your blue eyes begin to speak of a virgin's breath in the land of "Batavia" if love is God's only language for Adam and Eve's descendants, why must it flow into a different sky? for the sake of my million— prostrations, Ya Rabb... I love him.
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alin
@alinhumairaa
Aug 28, 2025
in the ages when a heartbeat lost its innocence seeking truth between love and lust I long for the ages when I believed a first kiss is meant to last forever as simply as I believed in Cinderella as I believed that making love is only with you as simply... as I love you.
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