Ripping the bandaid off. I’m transgender mtf. I started hormones 6 years ago when I was 22. I prefer not to tell people in my day to day life because I pass as a woman, but I’m tired of hiding it on this account
meadowtreader
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meadowtreader
@mudscryer
fallowing in the fields ⚘𓆥༄
₊⊹ soil biology PhD ⟿ metaphysician ⊹꙳
fungus engineer by day ༘𓍊𓋼 (real)
⊹₊˚ᯓ✩ welcome to my digital prosthesis ✩ᯓ˚₊⊹
29f, TX
Joined December 2024
- Being healed low key sucks because now I’m looking for a partner who is also healed and that’s kind of boring and hard
- If you can’t conquer the world from your bedroom you’re not a true mystic
- i think it's sophisticated to have boyfriend that doesn’t get along well with everyone he meets
- Morality ocd got me like “was that kindness or a covert narcissistic performance of compassion designed to secure my place in heaven”
- Uh oh, almost posted “does anyone want to be my boyfriend” and then remembered I’m unemployed, living with my parents, infertile, chronically ill, and cheated on my last boyfriend. I’m not allowed a man until i can rank up my stats
- Used to wish I was a normie, and then I normie maxed for a couple of years, and got a normie boyfriend with normie friends and normie hobbies, and lived a normie life. And I got kind of good at it. But it was too much for me to handle and eventually I couldn’t take it anymore
- Is “one person can never meet all your needs” true or is that polyamorous copium
- I feel like women are supposed to be a little clingy and that anti-cling propaganda is a perversion of the natural order
- Guys I’ve been rejected by recently: - unemployed - recently reformed incel virgin - had a mullet - had blue hair and pronouns - anxious eyebrow wrinkles at 30 due to lack of agency - shorter than me and bisexual
- I don’t know, I thought it was romantic that I don’t care if my partner has sex with someone else every once in a while as long as he hangs out with me every day. Maybe i do it too, once in a blue moon. But everyone seems to hate that idea.
- bring back "having an understanding", bring back mistresses, bring back poolboys and stableboys, bring back open secrets, vague simmering resentment, guilty hypocrisy, bring back Affairs. That all sounds so fucking HOT. No more of this sterile “polyamory” BULLSHIT
- Everything you love is trying to find you
- If his third eye is shut so are my legs
