TW:SA
stunmic r*ped me on 4/21/24. took me this long to come out because i was so scared of him and what he could do to me, but now that it's out and he knows + my friends r supportive, i feel safe enough to do this
alison ♪
161 posts
- Replying to @choppedchuddie"can we fuck" "no i dont want to have sex" "do you want this dick" "no i don't" "can i put it in" "no" (puts fingers in mouth) "do you want this" "okay" (shoves dick in me) is this a yes to you?? does this seem right to you???
- he said he didn't choke me. this is the only thing i have. it was when i was getting the kit done and the forensic girl found marks on my neck and i wanted to see it. she ended up taking the photo on her digital camera and i saw the picture on there—there were red marks.
00:00 - Replying to @tkomindi said no so many times this is not just miscommunication there is no way in hell he did not hear me say no the 1000000 times i did. and he kept asking even after i said no that is textbook coercion. he didn't want to rape someone so he kept asking but he couldn't control himself
- Replying to @pinkchocomelodyi'm not doing this for clout or attention. if i wanted that i would have done it a long time ago instead of suffering for months by myself. i want 1) the other victims to feel comforted 2) for women to be aware that he is a predator and stay away from him.
- Replying to @pinkchocomelodyperson that brought me to the hospital the day after
- Replying to @pinkchocomelodyquinn beating him up gave me some closure, but this is smth i have to do for myself to heal and fully move on thinking i've done what i can to get justice for myself
- Replying to @pinkchocomelodymy post on reddit trying to cope with self doubt the day after
- some of u guys r exactly why it took me this long to come out w my story. no matter what i say or show yall will just believe whatever the man says. that's just life, rape culture, and sexism. to the girls supporting me i cant even describe how thankful i am to know i'm not alone
- people asking why i'm not pressing charges atm: please understand how foul and unfair the court system is for SA cases. standing up there being cross examined like that i would rather kill myself
- like i mentioned in my details of the assault post, i was in shock and confused, didn't even fully comprehend i had just been raped until 10 hours later to which i completely cut you off. i suggest you read it
- you fucking liar you know exactly what happened i cant stop fucking sobbing right now seeing you deny everything you did to me. i know the truth and i can't even prove it cause i don't record every interaction i have but i know you know the truth too so please just stop lying
- reading all of the stories yall sent me makes me feel like i'm not alone/ so comforted and i'm so thankful. even other victims of his have messaged me and i'm more than happy to know how my story has helped bring clarity to anyone's experiences or courage to stand up💓
