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Finn ([personal profile] a_big_deal) wrote in [community profile] amusingbox2016-02-20 01:02 pm

Star Wars AU

Battles can go any number of divergent ways, so it can't be too surprising if in a galaxy very close by in a time not too distant, one played out a little differently. This time Kylo Ren was not crossing a bridge only for his father to find him and call out his given name. No, this time Kylo confronted Rey and Finn outside as Chewie and Han left the charges. The battle wasn't fueled by the grief and pain of a recent loss. They were fighting for their own lives but more so each other's. With Rey knocked out on the ground Finn fought bravely, but poorly against a much stronger adversary. Kylo was not bleeding or in pain from a wookie bowcaster and the last thing Finn remembers is white hot pain splintering through his body and the fear that there is no way to protect Rey now.

That is, until he opens his eyes in a medical bay in the resistance fleet. His body feels stiff and heavy. There are bandages wrapping him and monitors surrounding him. He doesn't know how much time has passed, but his mind goes right back to that cold landscape and Rey lying on the ground helplessly. He can't know she got up and fought. He can't know the way the bombs or Han and Chewie themselves might have changed the course of things. All he knows is he doesn't see her now.

"Rey!"
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-20 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Bringing Ben home was never the goal, he tells himself. It's hard not to feel disappointed about it. They'd done what they needed to. Saved the day, in fact, and saved the kids though just barely. All of them have lived to fight another day... And they'll have to.

"She's all right. She's not here, though."
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-20 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"She ran off with my ship again."

Han is sitting nearby, scrolling idly through a datapad of reports he's not actually very interested in. Dry and simple as the statement is he's still a little uneasy about it; not that Rey and Chewbacca can't handle the Falcon, but having just gotten his ship back he was loath to let it out of sight again. But bringing Luke back... That's not his task, he understands that much. He can do some good here, telling the Resistance what he knows, catching up on everything he's missed.

It's good to be with his wife again. They're still burdened by their grief, but it's different now. All this time he's been trying to go back to the life he led before, it's surprising how easily he's slipping back into being General Solo.

"Relax before you hurt yourself."
scruffier: (for the final surprise)

[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-20 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"You tried to protect her, I think."

Against his son. That knowledge still aches enough that he'd only half-listened to the hurried story Rey recounted; he'd set about being useful instead, joining his first mate in getting the ship ready to fly again. Knowing how close he came to crossing paths--

He shakes his head to keep from falling off into useless musings.

"They found the rest of the map." He sits a little straighter, sets his reports aside. "So how do you like heroism?"

Because this? This is actually kind of a big part of it.
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-20 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
A bit of a shadow falls over his face at that declaration. Kid, you have no idea.

"The First Order evacuated," he says simply. Ben isn't dead; Leia would know, and somehow Han imagines he'd know, too, even though there's no reason he would. The Force goes over his head every time, but it's his son. The world would have to feel different.

"With any luck she'll bring Luke back soon."
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-21 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Kid, no one likes a pessimist. (That's not true. Han is a pessimist and a couple of people like him just fine.) He fixes Finn with an unusually serious look, though. A lot of assumptions are being made here, and even if he's definitely taking his first steps toward ending up an accidental war hero, Finn's not quite that big a deal yet.

"That guy is the closest thing I have to a brother. I trust him to do what's right, and you oughtta do the same."
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-21 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
"You're living to fight another day. Congratulations."

The First Order can't have much nice to say about the Jedi in general. At the very least, he figures, Finn must know Luke is important. It wouldn't bother him if Finn thought he wouldn't be able to help, because of course they'd downplay their enemies' abilities... But Luke is his friend, if he's a little quick to defend him that's why.
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-21 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
Kid, your logic doesn't follow. Han stares at him blankly. He helped them get in and out, risked his life to save Rey, brought the map back. That's all Resistance business, after all.

"And?"
scruffier: (for the final surprise)

[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-21 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
"So? What do you want us to do?"

He's not getting any of it.
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-21 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why? It doesn't seem like you want to go back."

Understatement of the century! Han doesn't know the First Order as well as Leia does, doesn't know it like he did the Empire, but he's heard enough. He gets that the kid didn't have options. He's heard that he didn't have a name.
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-21 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"You ask a lot of questions."

He shifts, drawing himself up to lean forward, elbows on his knees.

"This is something for her to do."
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-22 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Something softens a little in his expression. Inaction never really suited Han, either; even the most boring journeys hauling freight had some excitement, given the fact that his freight was typically very illegal.

"It takes some getting used to. You kind of stumbled into something bigger than you, you know."
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-22 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
The old man just shakes his head. Not getting through, here, but it's no surprise. He remembers what it was like, his first weeks with the Rebellion. Not with the rebellion. The intoxicating sense of belonging after the battle of Yavin and how fast it faded, leaving him feeling like the outsider he was.

"You don't." But that's all right. It takes time. Han spent years risking his neck while claiming he was only in it for the money.

"If you've got any more to tell us about the First Order, Leia will want to hear it. But I can probably hold her off til you're feeling up to it."
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[personal profile] scruffier 2016-02-24 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
"She'll want to hear it anyway. You never know what'll make a difference."

It'll probably get tiring and repetitive, but it's not going to be a hostile interrogation. No force or Force necessary. But chances are none of it is crucial-- things feel a lot less pressing when there isn't an impossibly big weapon aimed at you and charging-- so he might as well get his strength back. Possibly this is Han feeling protective for a minute; don't call attention to it.

"Yeah. Tough kid. Good choice, busting him out."

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