tired, tired..
Nov. 7th, 2024 09:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bixbitewaugh.. not a big surprise, but! i'm exhausted! i work tomorrow, too, but hopefully i won't have to work this weekend..
today wasn't too too bad, and two days ago i got brave enough to order a bottle to try out!! i've been wanting one for ages now, but it's hard to justify to myself & also not bully myself out of it.. but it'll be nice, i think! it'll just take another week or so to get here!
i've been doing better at taking care of myself and being kinder to myself, i think. got triggered kind of badly the other night, but i was able to calm myself down and feel better before it turned into a full-blown breakdown, which is.. a lot better than i usually do!! this agere shit goes crazy LOL.. i think training yourself to be kinder to the kid inside of you is just a really good way to improve how you feel about yourself in general. like sometimes i don't want to eat, or i just feel miserable and don't want to do anything about it, but then i'm like "...the kid. :-( i gotta make the kid feel better" so i'll force myself to eat & drink at least something
crazy to finally have a HEALTHY coping mechanism after this long, but it's really nice ;;
oh, after i voted the other day, we went to the local gacha place that was giving out a free token to everyone who voted! i got a cool sylveon with it, and then i bought another token to try out a mystery capsule and i got a PSYDUCK!! pokemon sweep... i was so excited hehe
today wasn't too too bad, and two days ago i got brave enough to order a bottle to try out!! i've been wanting one for ages now, but it's hard to justify to myself & also not bully myself out of it.. but it'll be nice, i think! it'll just take another week or so to get here!
i've been doing better at taking care of myself and being kinder to myself, i think. got triggered kind of badly the other night, but i was able to calm myself down and feel better before it turned into a full-blown breakdown, which is.. a lot better than i usually do!! this agere shit goes crazy LOL.. i think training yourself to be kinder to the kid inside of you is just a really good way to improve how you feel about yourself in general. like sometimes i don't want to eat, or i just feel miserable and don't want to do anything about it, but then i'm like "...the kid. :-( i gotta make the kid feel better" so i'll force myself to eat & drink at least something
crazy to finally have a HEALTHY coping mechanism after this long, but it's really nice ;;
oh, after i voted the other day, we went to the local gacha place that was giving out a free token to everyone who voted! i got a cool sylveon with it, and then i bought another token to try out a mystery capsule and i got a PSYDUCK!! pokemon sweep... i was so excited hehe
