"Yes, Melchior. Fascinating discourse." Not exactly new discourse. Or plausible. Or really, honestly, of actual interest to Hänschen, but he was trying some appeasement policy here. "Do you remember when we set out into this study session with every intention of finishing our homework so we would be free this weekend?"
Because it was a weekend when they'd be allowed to leave school premises, at least with parental consent, and Hänschen didn't want to waste precious freedom like that because Melchior had stopped actually writing the essays they were working one. One each, obviously, but they had done their research together to save time. It was, as it turned out, not saving time.
"I believe you are annoying everyone else here and half of them are deaf or hard of hearing, so maybe at least fidget less."
"I hope they're annoyed. I hope it bothers them. They should be. If you're too comfortable, you're living life wrong." Melchior insisted as he hung over the back of his chair. He had moved the chair around into every possible position and was hanging off the back of the chair now, straddling it so he was on the wrong way around. He never could sit still, too much to do and all.
"But yes, I will focus up. I do want to go out this weekend. There's a anti-fascism protest going on. You should come." Melchior reluctantly opened his binder back up, searching for the notes that Hänschen would need to finish the essay. It wasn't that he was restricting them on purpose, he just kept forgetting where they were in the analysis part.
He leaned over and scribble some quick annotations to explain his shorthand. "I assume you would. Being part of our favourite letter gang and all."
"I thought I was a pro-fascist puppet of the establishment," Hänschen said in a very bored tone that showed just how deeply it had cut him when Melchior had titled him such. "Now I am part of a letter gang. Sounds serious. I hope I'm not going to end up being led astray somehow."
Hänschen frowned as he tried his best to decipher Melchior's handwriting. Always got so messy when he got excited. Or bored. Both of which occurred frequently. "Last I checked who I want to sleep with didn't influence what useless events I have to attend."
"You know, it should. Your right to sleep around with every guy and girl in the city is only there because we have fought for the rights and continue to. Don't forget your roots and that's the mass-to-charge ratio, don't forget formal charge is usually +1." Melchior swapped topics without breaking his pace even slightly. Chemistry was not his favourite but he was no slouch, he knew his stuff. He went to class.
He had prepared, he had been bored and he had caused quite the disruption last class by 'accidentally' knocking over a vial of Boron tribromide, causing black smoke and an immediate evacuation for the rest of the day.
"We must fight for our rights more so than ever." Melchior insisted as he continued to add to his notes. "C2H6O is around 78.0317 in exact mass."
"We must all fight for my right to sleep around with every guy and girl in the city? There's a noble cause." Hänschen had to concede that he was at least slightly amused by Melchior's nonsense, as was often the case. He tried to focus on the homework but his study buddy's penchant for flittering between assignments the way he flittered between causes was not helping. "I feel that I'm already doing a lot for the community by sharing myself so generously."
He looked to the side and realised that one of the deaf boys was looking his way. Hänschen smiled and winked without really thinking about it. Sometimes it came like an instinct. "Why, hello, Ernst Röbel. He's growing up nicely."
"What?" Melchior turned his head, looking at Ernst, who was now very much looked away with his eyes glued to the book he had in front of him. Next to him was Moritz, looking deeply miserable with his lot in life. From all he had heard, Moritz had repeated a year and struggled often with his studies. Life must have been so hard for him.
"He is definitely growing up. One year he was small, the next a bean pole." Melchior noted as he amended his calculations and then slid the paper over to Hänschen. He turned his head and wondered what they were studying. "I assume it is mathematics that has Moritz looking so distraught."
"Sure, could be mathematics. Could also be his own name that has him stumped." Unintelligent boy who slept in lessons, Hänschen was not about to have a high opinion of him. Although he did regret saying it because if Melchior thought that Moritz was an underdog, he might go on to think that he was a worthy cause. Melchior did not need another cause this week, it was already Thursday.
Hänschen looked up from his paper and looked at Melchior, rolling his eyes. "Why?" Was he asking Melchior? Was he asking the Heavens? He didn't even know.
"Such a shame. Life already brings him challenges." Being deaf and all. Melchior looked at Moritz for a moment, attempted to refocus on their chemistry essay for all of a second before giving up entirely. "Hans, we are very privileged, are we not? We are intelligent young men with all of this knowledge and there are people who are not so lucky. I say we extend a little ... attention to the problem."
Yes, he was going over there. And yes, he was already going before Hänschen could protest. He knocked on the desk until Moritz looked at him and then signed as he spoke. "Is it calculus, trigonometry or algebra that has you looking so down?"
Moritz stared at Melchior with the wide eyes of someone who had not expected to be approached. Much less approached by Melchior Gabor, who was some kind of wunderkind with oddly fluffy hair that always looked great whereas Moritz' hair always looked messy and never intentional. He also looked at him like someone who could not of the top of his head recall the difference between calculus, trigonometry and algebra, nor, in fact, could say with certainty that he knew what any of them were individually. So he looked terrified and finally just nodded, signing quite simply. "Yes."
That should answer that.
Meanwhile, Hänschen felt that he could better appreciate his privilege while getting his homework done, so he didn't move to follow Melchior. Yet.
"Stay right here, I'll be back with our order," Hänschen told Ernst, signing as he spoke. Some people glanced at him, probably because they noticed the signing, but he ignored that and simply headed for the counter, after having escorted Ernst to a table like a gentleman.
He returned to the table and set their order down a short while later. "Chai latte for you, matcha latte for me and I got a brownie, if you feel like sharing." He signed to explain after he'd sat down, smiling at Ernst. "Let's drink and eat first, then we can see about studying."
"Thank you. Ordering at a café is always a nightmare for me." Often they moved their head and didn't show their lips or they couldn't understand his accent. He had been known to write his and Moritz' order on a piece of paper and give it over with a hopeful smile. Having a Hearie with him just made everything so much easier.
But now he had a drink, half a brownie and no one was looking at him super weird. People always looked when he signed but he didn't mind. It was nice in some ways. "Have you been having a good morning, Hänschen."
"My morning was with you. So it was beautiful." He hadn't really meant to sign beautiful there, yet he hadn't been able to think of a different sign quickly and he supposed it fit well enough. Beautiful like Ernst's smile. He was always so ready with a sweet smile, it was enchanting.
"Although if you are asking about my early morning, that was awful. Melchior was up late doing whatever it is he does at night and then when I got up he had the nerve to be annoyed at me over it."
"That's the same with Moritz. I'm an early riser and Moritz hates it. He doesn't sleep until late, I know because he always wakes me up brushing his teeth." Ernst signed and then added a bit of a frowny face to try and express how much it annoyed him. He never complained but Moritz always complained about him making too much noise. In a Moritz way. Which was to roll around in bed and make a point of it.
"I like to get up with the sun. That's why winter is so hard. In summer, the light hits the top bunk and it's easy to rise." Ernst explained with a smile, trying to ignore how his heart raced for Hänschen. "I love that feeling, don't you?"
"Winter is harder. There is less sun," Hänschen agreed, then he took a sip from his cup, considering things before looking at Ernst again and letting go of the cup so he could sign. "I would need your smile in bed with me. For the winter months. It is like the sun. Only warmer."
He was not surprised that Ernst would be associated with sunshine. It seemed a very obvious association. And he liked associating that sunshine with his bed.
"You're very good at this. The date thing. I've never been on one so..." He smiled sheepishly, blushing already because a cute boy was flirting with him and he couldn't believe how bad he was at flirting back. He wished he had better instincts or any experience dating. "I think it can be hard to flirt in sign language sometimes. It's all in the expression."
He wished he knew more but he wasn't about to ask his teachers about that, was he? "You're really good with sign language. I'm impressed!"
"I have a lot to learn," Hänschen admitted readily, something he would likely have been more reluctant to do if Melchior had been anywhere near them. Melchior was better than him at sign language. He had immersed himself so fully once they started learning properly, he had that girlfriend of sorts, he always went 110 percent. Until now, Ernst had been motivated to perfect it but not as motivated as he was now.
"Maybe you can teach me. I am used to... I am good at words when talking." Eloquence, all that. "I want to make sure you think I'm dazzlingly intelligent." He winked, hoping the joke translated.
"I can read lips, so I know how smart you are when you talk without. I've watched you before, when our classes are together. You and Melchior are very well spoken." Ernst didn't want to seem weird, like he had been watching Hänschen too much but he did remember him. His hair sort of made him stand out. "I wish I sounded eloquent when I spoke Deutsch but I get nervous and I know how everyone looks. And English is even worse!"
He was already trying to learn one extra language, why did they have to learn two? "Are you good with English? My pronunciation is dire."
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Because it was a weekend when they'd be allowed to leave school premises, at least with parental consent, and Hänschen didn't want to waste precious freedom like that because Melchior had stopped actually writing the essays they were working one. One each, obviously, but they had done their research together to save time. It was, as it turned out, not saving time.
"I believe you are annoying everyone else here and half of them are deaf or hard of hearing, so maybe at least fidget less."
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"But yes, I will focus up. I do want to go out this weekend. There's a anti-fascism protest going on. You should come." Melchior reluctantly opened his binder back up, searching for the notes that Hänschen would need to finish the essay. It wasn't that he was restricting them on purpose, he just kept forgetting where they were in the analysis part.
He leaned over and scribble some quick annotations to explain his shorthand. "I assume you would. Being part of our favourite letter gang and all."
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Hänschen frowned as he tried his best to decipher Melchior's handwriting. Always got so messy when he got excited. Or bored. Both of which occurred frequently. "Last I checked who I want to sleep with didn't influence what useless events I have to attend."
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He had prepared, he had been bored and he had caused quite the disruption last class by 'accidentally' knocking over a vial of Boron tribromide, causing black smoke and an immediate evacuation for the rest of the day.
"We must fight for our rights more so than ever." Melchior insisted as he continued to add to his notes. "C2H6O is around 78.0317 in exact mass."
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He looked to the side and realised that one of the deaf boys was looking his way. Hänschen smiled and winked without really thinking about it. Sometimes it came like an instinct. "Why, hello, Ernst Röbel. He's growing up nicely."
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"He is definitely growing up. One year he was small, the next a bean pole." Melchior noted as he amended his calculations and then slid the paper over to Hänschen. He turned his head and wondered what they were studying. "I assume it is mathematics that has Moritz looking so distraught."
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Hänschen looked up from his paper and looked at Melchior, rolling his eyes. "Why?" Was he asking Melchior? Was he asking the Heavens? He didn't even know.
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Yes, he was going over there. And yes, he was already going before Hänschen could protest. He knocked on the desk until Moritz looked at him and then signed as he spoke. "Is it calculus, trigonometry or algebra that has you looking so down?"
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That should answer that.
Meanwhile, Hänschen felt that he could better appreciate his privilege while getting his homework done, so he didn't move to follow Melchior. Yet.
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like:
I'm good?
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Either you know you're good or you don't.
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I'm still sorry for scaring you so much.
I didn't think math was that traumatic.
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sorry
I'm not smart
and I am always tired and I can't focus
and I don't sleep well
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He returned to the table and set their order down a short while later. "Chai latte for you, matcha latte for me and I got a brownie, if you feel like sharing." He signed to explain after he'd sat down, smiling at Ernst. "Let's drink and eat first, then we can see about studying."
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But now he had a drink, half a brownie and no one was looking at him super weird. People always looked when he signed but he didn't mind. It was nice in some ways. "Have you been having a good morning, Hänschen."
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"Although if you are asking about my early morning, that was awful. Melchior was up late doing whatever it is he does at night and then when I got up he had the nerve to be annoyed at me over it."
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"I like to get up with the sun. That's why winter is so hard. In summer, the light hits the top bunk and it's easy to rise." Ernst explained with a smile, trying to ignore how his heart raced for Hänschen. "I love that feeling, don't you?"
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He was not surprised that Ernst would be associated with sunshine. It seemed a very obvious association. And he liked associating that sunshine with his bed.
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He wished he knew more but he wasn't about to ask his teachers about that, was he? "You're really good with sign language. I'm impressed!"
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"Maybe you can teach me. I am used to... I am good at words when talking." Eloquence, all that. "I want to make sure you think I'm dazzlingly intelligent." He winked, hoping the joke translated.
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He was already trying to learn one extra language, why did they have to learn two? "Are you good with English? My pronunciation is dire."
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