theme song: Whirlwind

Feb. 21st, 2026 08:17 am
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Today's theme song clocks in at less than 2 minutes long, but it actually made the hair on my arm stand up.

Nearly every line is a powerful summary of where we're at. I like it. The beginning is near.

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can, to some small degree, be simulated by a blindfolded person trying to push buttons while someone else shouts confused and panicked instructions at them:



(Except that these guys mastered jumping WAY faster than I did.)

It's hilarious and delightful to me to watch people having an experience of Dark Souls which is not wholly unlike mine. In a weird way I feel kind of #represented.

In later vids, they have (like me) discovered the joys of the halberd as adaptive technology for people who are bad at spacing and aiming.

theme song: Fourty Years Republican

Feb. 19th, 2026 06:14 am
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I normally sleep in on my "weekends" like today. Now that I have shifts for safety patrol at a local school, though, I find myself still waking up on "work schedule" even on my days off. So it wasn't unexpected that I should wake up at 5:30am today and find myself with little to do but roam Reddit on my smartphone while resting snugly in my electric blanket-warmed bed on a cold snowy morning.

This resistance song was posted to the Minneapolis subreddit by a child of the singer, a family member woken by a text message informing them of the song's posting to YouTube. Welcome to today's theme song:

...I'm an ordinary American. I grew up blue in the promised land.
Two tours in Vietnam. 40 years Republican.
But I drive my old Ram pickup truck. I sold my house because my pension sucks.
I buy scratch tickets when I'm out of luck. Then I watched the news and said, "What the fuck".

I'm an ordinary American, no longer Republican.
I can't sit down when I need to stand, when government men kill an innocent man
and a mother in a car trying to drive away from a masked man on a frozen day,
pumping bullets in her face just to make her pay for living her life the American way.

We are ordinary Americans on a Minnesota street in a messed up land,
Thousands marching hand in hand to bring us back to a promised land.
Wake up America, heed the call. High saints, you know musket balls.
Stand up strong and stand up tall. Stand together for one and all.

I'm an ordinary American. I grew up blue in the promised land.
Two tours in Vietnam. 40 years Republican.
Hey, now we're fighting in another war.
But now I know what we're fighting for.

Welcome to the Resistance, old man.

For the moment, the story of the "Concord Hymn" poem by Ralph Waldo Emerson (pictured on the statue in the video, about the Battle of Concord in 1775) is still available on this Park webpage. I'm sure that it will soon be removed, lest people get the wrong ideas about this Republican government's fascist authoritarianism. It's safely recorded at Archive.org too.

Now, excuse me. I need to get dressed for my shift at the nearby school, watching so I both 1) warn children and teachers about the federal government coming to abduct any of them and 2) record illegal conduct to assist the abducted and prosecute the abhorrent offenders.

I am anti-fascist, and you should be too.

why optimistic

Feb. 16th, 2026 09:23 am
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I've said several times over the years that I'm still optimistic about the future of humanity, without offering evidence to support that opinion. I still expect things to get worse (by a lot) before they get better, but here are some things I can point toward that convey "the vibe" that I wish others to feel with me.

In reverse chronological order, I recommend viewing these videos in this order:

  1. about stopping and rejecting:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oO5QSjDQRc, "The Great Refusal Has Begun" by The Functional Melancholic
    The first 11 minutes or so are sufficient to convey the sentiment, but there are great quotes farther in too, like "Laziness usually is just a corporate word for a soul who is refusing to be fuel for the machine." Also, "We're starting to realize that the most radical thing you can do in a world that wants to harvest your every waking second is to embrace periods of time where you are fundamentally unapologetically useless. And I know that's not easy because most of us are caught up in this dysfunctional show." And the last 2 minutes. Good stuff.
  2. about deciding to choose:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7Ay73HHHrE, "How to respond to societal collapse | Sarah Wilson | TEDxSydney"
  3. about what we're choosing:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfeRLwlnuHo, "Will the End of Economic Growth Come by Design — or Disaster? | Gaya Herrington | TED "

A portion of the United Nations itself is recommending immediate change. As I've been fond of repeating since the Occupy days, "The Beginning Is Near."

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https://www.scenemag.co.uk/lancaster-university-launches-national-consultation-to-shape-future-of-adult-gender-healthcare/

https://wp.lancs.ac.uk/transadultspsp/

The focus is identifying priorities for future research, specifically related to "non-surgical, transition-related healthcare for people aged 18 and over", and they're starting with a survey.

Funded by Gendered Intelligence, led by a steering group which is half people with lived experience (in fact more than half, as some of the healthcare professional members also ID as trans), one of the two co-leads is a trans woman, and they're partnered with TransActual and GIRES, so this looks like real genuine co-production.

Come to Dark Souls

Feb. 14th, 2026 09:33 pm
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We have terrible platforming, shortcut porn, hostile shrubbery, BOXRATS!!!, extremely smashable vases, “amazing chest ahead” (male), “amazing chest ahead” (female), “amazing chest ahead” (mimic), weirdly sexualized moaning (male only), repeatedly falling down inside a giant hollow tree to your death, Moss Lady, a magic medieval snakeskin-covered gramophone, hidden areas hidden behind other hidden areas hidden behind illusory walls, combat skirts (unisex), giant snakes with horse teeth, pretending to be an egg, quite a lot of jank, a very angry elderly cat who scolds you in bad faux-Shakespearian and is also a faction leader, the secret lake underneath the bottom of the world, “jolly co-operation,” chibi mindflayers, clams full of skulls, a trident that lets you do a silly little dance, ridiculous ragdoll corpse physics, a really cool double helix staircase probably based on the Château de Chambord, ball/crab things that turn up unexpectedly in your game and try to magic missile you because somebody in another game lost some stuff, getting punched to death by mushrooms, and Gender.

This is such a weird game (complimentary).

a few updates

Feb. 12th, 2026 10:07 pm
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This article is the only objective evidence I have for the observer abductions that happened on Friday last week. I'm disappointed that more mainstream outlets aren't picking up the story.

Yes, I've heard that Homan spoke words claiming that ICE will now stop the extreme escalation in Minnesota that was called "Operation Metro Surge". You do know that this Republican administration lies, right? I'll believe it when I see it on the streets here. And whoever you are, reading this blog post, you had better hope those agents aren't reassigned to your area. What's happening here will happen in other areas of the USA. We haven't defunded or dismantled ICE yet. It still has a bigger budget than most of the world's military forces, although not quite yet bigger than the U.S. Marines. It's still an absurd budget, of course. All of this "action" is so unnecessary.

In more practical good news, I saw that Ring will cancel its business partnership that allows ICE (and other law enforcement) access to home camera footage. Flock confirms it. That's good.

I've slept a whole lot of hours last night and today. Sleep debt is real. I wish it were possible for me to retire someday, because I'm just plain tired. I guess I'll rest when I finally land in one of those spiffy new concentration camps.

drone overhead

Feb. 9th, 2026 07:09 pm
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A drone has been flying over my Jordan neighborhood tonight. I caught this video (with closeup) as it turned from southbound to eastbound over my house.

I expect this night time surveillance means that ICE will invade even more heavily tomorrow than it has been the past few days.

Edit 8:15pm: It was apparently a Cirrus SR22 small plane, rather than a remote drone. The FlightRadar24 information for it overhead indicated it was Minnesota State Patrol. It was overhead more than an hour, circling over north Minneapolis. A chat group was saying there was both a drone and this small plane overhead.