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i feel that i should write something here. i keep playing with the settings and my profile but there never seems to be enough time to actaully write something. I think i'm a bit scared. And the kids always come first with using the computer time anyway. And then there's my singular perspective journal to write up
It's hard to know what to say about myself - i don't seem to have such a well developed sence of self as the others, even though i'm out most often. Sometimes i wonder if i am just a "front". I seem to be shaped by relating to the outside world and to other peope rather than just to know who i am. But maybe it's the others who are unusual. How does anyone know who they are anyway?