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I've given up on the idea of summarizing the past year-ish before I post; to heck with it. I met a lot of lovely people at [livejournal.com profile] muskratjamboree this past weekend, and promised them I'd actually write in my LJ again, so here goes :).

Ok, so 2008 was pretty much the oddest year ever. Mostly because I spent most of it pretty darn sick. The thyroid thing that I thought was on the mend over the summer came back full force in September, and I eventually had no choice but to take a disability leave from work while I got better. If you ever want to know about thyroids, I am so your girl. And if you have unexplained debilitating fatigue and a doctor who insists everything is fine? Fire the doctor and insist on seeing an actual endocrinologist. I wouldn't have made it through sane without the awesome support of many friends, colleagues, and housemates, and especially [livejournal.com profile] ivyblossom, who encouraged me to demand seeing the endocrinologist and pretty much held my hand (virtually) through the entire thing. I could write lots more on it but am inclined to just let it lie, but I'm very open to talking about the experience to anyone who's interested. I definitely learned how to be my own medical self-advocate.

In 2009, I got back to work, but only briefly. We soon learned (as we had long expected) that my project's funding was lower this year than last, and it became pretty clear that at least one of us would need to be laid off. I was happy to have it be me; and with excellent benefits I am not (yet) very stressed about it. My last day was a week ago. It was kind of sad, in that I'd been at the same center for 4 1/2 years and had a lot of amazing, formative experiences, but leaving the job doesn't mean I've left the community. A week into the full-time job hunt, and it still feels like this is a good thing for me.

My housemates and I are looking for a new apartment for June 1, after a series of increasingly absurd repair issues (including 17 days where we had water issues and sewage in the bathtub and in which I camped out at [livejournal.com profile] aquaflame16 and then [livejournal.com profile] mindyfromohio's apartments). Yeah, that was fun! Actually, it kind of was, in terms of extended slumber party fun, but still, it was nice to get home, and it'll be nice to move to a place with a hopefully more responsive landlord.

Also, I got a cat! (After the 17 days couchsurfing incident.) He is a rescue, 12 years old, super sweet, and in the 2 1/2 months he's lived with me has completely captured my heart.

Right now I'm typing on the free wifi at the cafe at the Albany Amtrak station, on a long dinnertime layover, while on my way to family for Passover. Missing my cat already! Happily [livejournal.com profile] thebostonreader can easily take care of him while I'm gone, and I will be back Saturday night, but I've never been away from my cat for more than a night since I got him.

I solemnly swear I will update at least once more before the month is out. Feel free to make fun of me if I don't. :) And if you want to see more of me on a more regular basis, I've been much more active on Twitter.

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Date: 2009-04-07 10:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deza.livejournal.com
I'm just starting the thyroid journey. When I told my endo what my previous GP had said about my thyroid test results, she had some very interesting comments about lay doctors pretending to be specialists. ;)

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Date: 2009-04-07 10:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elements.livejournal.com
That's pretty much what I had too! My former GP kept saying my TSH wasn't high enough to be the cause of my problems, and that therefore it was all in my head. Even my pretty fabulous new GP didn't know enough about thyroids, but she at least knew enough to know she needed to send me to an endo. I'm still working on getting back stamina and muscle tone after so many months of basically lying in bed, but it's funny how for something "all in my head" getting to the right synthroid dose has made such a dramatic difference. Sounds like you have a good endo, but if you need any support or advice from someone who's been there please feel free to ask me!

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Date: 2009-04-07 11:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deza.livejournal.com
I'll have to remember to do that. Of course, you probably have an idea of what my memory's like these days! I'm getting a week off from the "let's redo all these tests" (and boy, was the biopsy fun, NOT!) before another U/S and finally getting to actually talk to the endo again next week.

Personally, I'm just glad someone finally didn't say "eat less, exercise more" about the weight gain. I already eat next to nothing and exercise for hours a day, and put weight on.

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Date: 2009-04-07 10:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thenines.livejournal.com
Wahoo, glad to see your update! Twitter has it's place, but sometimes a full paragraph is necessary to feel connection. :o) Sorry I'm not able to hang with you on your layover, but enjoy Passover!

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Date: 2009-04-07 10:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] domestickitty.livejournal.com
Good to hear from you!

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Date: 2009-04-07 10:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hermorrine.livejournal.com
I definitely learned how to be my own medical self-advocate.

I'm SO glad to see that. It sucks that it was such a long and difficult experience, but I know people much older who don't have that skill, and it is absolutely essential. No one knows when they might need it, but being ready to handle it is so very necessary.

I'm sorry to hear about the job situation - I was laid off two months ago but am now working again, thankfully. I hope that you'll find something quickly.

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Date: 2009-04-07 11:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pir8fancier.livejournal.com
Yikes, what a nightmare. I was thinking of you last week and wondering if you were okay.

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Date: 2009-04-07 11:27 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] jiggery-pokery.livejournal.com
Yay for seeing you on LJ! Lovely to hear from you in more than 140 characters at a time. :-) Am enjoying your Tweets and FB updates, and the pics you link to, as well.

How is your thyroid now? I really hope that it is not causing you problems now, and that there is no return of the thyroid disruption in future.

All sorts of warm thoughts and I hope you can return to stability of house, job and health very soon. :-)

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Date: 2009-04-08 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sundancekid.livejournal.com
Glad you're feeling better! I've had thyroid problems since 2003, and when I graduate/get a full-time job soon and switch insurance, I will be getting a new endo because I'm not very happy with mine.

I definitely learned how to be my own medical self-advocate.
Glad to hear that! I need to learn that too.

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Date: 2009-04-08 10:04 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] jiggery-pokery.livejournal.com
Randomly, I would think that the experience you have on a world-class, high-profile project would look awesome on your resume and I would hope that there would be someone in the very many startups just a square or two away from you who would welcome your expertise and contacts, if that's the way in which you want to move your career. On the other hand, you have so many options!

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Date: 2009-04-09 05:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] colonelpanic.livejournal.com
congrats on the cat - more feets are a good thing for the hunts you're already all over, especially if they're furry.

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