oh lol

May. 10th, 2010 02:20 pm
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So. I was working yesterday night and, well, Murphy's Law. Sob.

For the past two weekends, we've done Latin music concerts. Yesterday was the last one. IIRC it was Pedro Fernandez. My Hispanic coworkers hadn't heard of him and thought it wouldn't be too crowded (as opposed to when Selena's family was here Saturday night).

We were wrong.

In order to get into the concert, each guest must have a wristband. The normal ones are free, and there is also a $20 VIP one that gets you a meal and early entrance. There is a different line for each. I assumed that the point of the wristbands was to keep track of how many people were allowed into the concert and to prevent more people from coming in than the venue could hold. Either I was horribly wrong, or the amount of people that can fit into the theater was hugely overestimated.

I was the only person staffing the general admissions line. THE. ONLY. PERSON. I am a short girl who does not speak a word of Spanish. Clearly, nothing could go wrong. It didn't take very long for the line to grow past the entrance to the line. The entrance to the line is about two peoples' width across. There is another way in, but I blocked it off to prevent people from cutting. While in the line, people often left to get drinks and use the restroom. They wanted back in because their families were down the line. However, the people at the entrance didn't want to let them through for fear they would cut. I told them that they had lost their place and to go to the back of the line. Of course, no one listened. There was this huge mass of people where there should have been a line. And then they let the line in, and they were all squeezing in through the entrance. I thought a fight was going to break out, or someone would get trampled.

A bit later, I was moved to the front gate. And by moved to the front gate, I mean I was left at the front gate without being told what to do. The stadium was so full that they were keeping people out, even though they had wristbands. A lot of the people being kept out had family inside, so they were yelling at me to be let in. Then supervisors would come by and ask me why these people weren't being let in, and of course I didn't know. GDIT YOU GUYS HAVE THE RADIOS. Eventually, about 15 minutes into the concert, we got everyone in.

Also there were fights. And once when I asked a security guard what to do and he told me to pray. But that was the worst.

This weekend we have Christian concerts. I can only hope there will be less people. I would hope they'd make less of a mess, but... Well, at least I can hope for less beer bottles? Maybe? I heard one of the assistant supervisors talking about how he got cussed out over stroller parking last year. GG, Christians. Everyone at the last few concerts has been very polite, even with management dropping the ball.
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Today at work there was a cheerleading competition, and yesterday was a dance competition. Both raised disturbing questions like: "Are those six year-olds in hot pants gyrating to Milkshake?" and "That man looks 30 why is he dancing with teenaged girls?"

BUT there was this awesome cheer group that did a Lady Gaga-themed routine (music, costume, and dance moves) that was BEAUTIFUL and they won in my heart.
fallout: (# exasperation and frustration)
Fuck.

To: Life

Mar. 24th, 2010 12:11 am
fallout: (X goodbye is better than see you soon)
YOU CAN STOP KICKING ME IN THE TEETH NOW
fallout: (X goodbye is better than see you soon)
five days down

four more until a day off

EVERYTHING HURTS

so sick of having to pull slack for other people

time to look for a new job

but that sucks too

ugghhhhhhhhhh
fallout: (X goodbye is better than see you soon)
sooooo tiirrreeeed

nts: call work tomorrow; figure out wtf i'm doing saturday

ugh like i don't even wanna shower

but i will feel so gross

ggggccckkkk
fallout: (# exasperation and frustration)
WOW I haven't posted in a while. I have basically been taking a mental health vacation from EVERYTHING for a while. Pretty much all I've been doing is playing video games, watching the Olympics, and doing school/work stuff. I think it's been working. I feel a lot better.

On the other hand, I have been sleeping A LOT. That 17 hours I posted about was just the beginning. I sleep about 10 hours at night, then end up feeling so exhausted in the afternoon (after doing almost nothing) that I nap for 4-5 hours. WHAT. IS GOING. ON. I often went through a week averaging 6 hours a night with little problems. I couldn't take a nap if I tried. Now... On the one hand, sleeping feels AWESOME. On the other, I feel like I'm losing time. I spend more time asleep than I do awake. Like... ugh, I get so little done. And it's fucking up my sleep schedule. It's midnight and I'm pretty well awake.

The other day, an orca in SeaWorld Orlando killed a trainer, making that the third person he's killed. I had heard that all the orca shows in all the SWs were going to be shut down, but apparently they've already decided against that. Would've been interesting if they had, since we open this weekend.

Still, I bet I'll get plenty of questions about whales killing people. SHIIIIIIT. :/ I don't wanna gooooo.

But mainly I'm worried that my energy level will crap out halfway through the day. Hrrnngghhh. I just need to look forward to Sunday, which I have off, by some miracle.
fallout: (☈)
Sooooo I went to training for work today! Which they said would be from 10am to 12pm. But was actually from 10am to 12pm with an hour break and then we continued from 1pm to 3:30pm. GEE THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW AHEAD OF TIME.

I start working next Saturday, where I have to be there at 6:30am for an asthma run. It ends at around noon, we break for lunch, then we do more "training." But I think they mean cleaning. Whatever.

Okay so, we were understaffed almost all the time last year. Stadiums were always borrowing workers from other stadiums. Sometimes only one person would show up at my stadium! AND THEY'RE CUTTING DOWN ON LABOR EVEN MORE. FFFF can't you cut the budget SOMEWHERE ELSE? So they tell us we're going to be "double staffing" which means we'll be doing the job of two people on our own. And all I have to show for it is a 20 cent raise.

Wooow. Not sure if I'll be here the whole season.
fallout: (# exasperation and frustration)
The joy of watching my dad have a coronary watching the Saints at the Super Bowl has been reduced by the fact that he's having a bunch of people over that I have never met. And I was planning to do homework while I watched. Fat chance with that many people jabbering.

One of the people coming over is the daughter of one of my dad's coworkers. My dad mentioned twice that she was the same age as me. Uh. Sorry dad, but once they're out of the mid teens, finding two kids that are the same age no longer guarrantees they have something in common. I'm mostly anxious that the only reason she's coming is because of the HURR DURR WE HAVE DAUGHTERS THE SAME AGE THING and she doesn't want to watch the game, in which case I'll be expected to entertain her.

LET'S HOPE THIS IS NOT THE CASE though knowing my dad I wouldn't put it past him.

Chances of finishing all my Precal HW before the test next week is... low. But whatevs, I'll give it a shot anyway. Going to plow through the Algebra review tomorrow, since apparently the department has ruled that no one takes the test unless they turn it in. FFFF DAMN YOU. I FORGOT ALL THIS SHIT.

Also going to check out the Japanese Club. My interest in Japan has waned with my interest in animanga, but why not.

Saturday is TRAINING DAY for work. Have to admit, it's going to take some getting used to after 3 months of precious free weekends. But money is nice.

Now to drown my worries in TS3.
fallout: (? confusion and bemusement)
I LOVE HALLOWEEN. So it really sucks that I don't get to participate this year. I was gonna be swine flu! I even had the costume! And then I couldn't get today off. Baaawwww. It's gonna be super busy, too. Ah, well. It is my last day at work for a while. I guess I should try to enjoy it.

I've noticed that since I started Lexapro, I haven't had the urge to post as much, which is strange. I do generally feel a lot better, though. I've also noticed that it seems to have lessened the severity of my phobias. They still freak me out, but I'm far less likely to make a fool of myself in public because of them.

While I'm on this introspective streak, I've noticed that if something's really bothering me, I don't want to post about it. I can only post about problems that are not that serious, or that I feel I can deal with. I guess it's because posting about them will only remind me that I have these problems... Also, I dislike talking about things that can't be changed or helped by talking about them. I think. I don't know where I'm going with this.

I should go to bed early tonight so that I can wake up earlier and carve the pumpkin, which should only take about 10 minutes. By the time I get home, all the trick or treaters will be gone for sure.

I really wanted to stay home, hand out candy, and watch horror movies with my parents. :( I guess there's next year...
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I HATE CHILDREN

ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY PUNCH ME AND PUKE ALL OVER THE PLACE OMMMGGGG

So tired. :( I should, like, work on my math homework (there's a quiz Tuesday) or study for my midterm (tomorrow), but fuuuuuck, so tired!

I also can't tell if I'm thirsty or hungry. I should go downstairs and rectify at least one of these, but... my bed is two feet away and the kitchen is... downstairs. ;____;

gg, self

Oct. 7th, 2009 09:42 pm
fallout: (? confusion and bemusement)
I have a math exam tomorrow. I have not studied for it. :(

I should be studying now, but I'm too busy being relieved over the presentation I gave today being over. ALSO: still sick. I am leaving early tomorrow to hit the books, though. :|b

I really just want it to be the weekend. Yeah, I have work, but it's kind of relaxing, in a way. I have 6-8 hours of not having to worry about deadlines!

regrets

Oct. 5th, 2009 12:34 pm
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You know what's a bad idea? Staying late at work when you're already sick. GO ME. This is why I am now so sick. It's not the flu, though... I think. I've never had the flu, so IDK. I feel like shit, anyway! It's noon and I haven't eaten anything because I feel so nauseated. On the one hand, missing class sucks. On the other, I have a shitload of homework to catch up on since I was ridiculously busy all weekend. SO HERE'S TO... PRODUCTIVITY? (Yeah, right.)

Or I could. Uh. Watch Fringe and read all the wonderful Dean/Castiel that's come out of 5.04. LOOOOOOLLLL

Well, I'm definitely watching Fringe since I need to return it. :x

ETA: I think I'll just edit this post all day with SICK UPDATES. I should probably get back into Twitter. Anyways, for a second there, I was hungry! And them my stomach was like "lol, nvm." :(

ETA2: Watching Fringe is difficult when you have to pause every five or ten minutes to cough. :/

...orz

Oct. 4th, 2009 02:02 am
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Got home from work last night, took a shower, and was going to eat dinner when my mom offered to go get food. Okay! I'll just flop on my bed while I'm waiti--ZZZZZZZZZZ.

Cue me waking up at midnight, confused and hungry. :(

I've been trying to fall asleep for the past 2 hours, but it's not workiiiiing. I don't have to leave for work until 1pm and I'm totally not staying up until then. :| Debating figuring out what reheated chicken nuggets taste like.

Heartburn

Sep. 12th, 2009 12:36 am
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I've been popping Tums like they're candy lately. I need to stop eating greasy foods before bed.

I'm tired, and I should probably go to bed, but I don't want to. :( Didn't get to do much of what I wanted to today, because we had company. Which was nice, because I wanted to see them. It's just really, really draining. Also I have work tomorrow. Blaah. Almost makes me wish I were closing. ALMOST. Closing still sucks.

To: Firefox

Sep. 5th, 2009 05:57 pm
fallout: (# people who haven't been murdered)
STFU THIS IS NOT TOO MANY TABS. It's only 26. Do you remember when I rediscovered TV Tropes and there were 150+? I thought so. So shut up and stop lagging my whole computer.

Also lol work is trying to kill me.
fallout: (# people who haven't been murdered)
I woke up an hour earlier than I had to. :( FFFFF Not that it's terribly important that I get to work on time, since according the website the show schedule is the same, yet I'm coming in 30 minutes earlier than before. Yaaaay 30 more minutes in which I get to do nothing but look busy and sweep up imaginary trash!

Also, I just found out there's a con going on this weekend, but LOL working! I could have gone yesterday (which would have been a vast improvement on what I actually did yesterday), but I didn't find out about it in time. I wish I had this Sunday off instead of next Sunday.

:)

Aug. 9th, 2009 09:34 pm
fallout: (^ joy and excitement)
Home from work (where I got a coin thingie worth $2 for doing a good job holding down the fort for the hour that I was on my own), clean, and with a half-finished episode of Supernatural. Also, I am free the whole week! Well, until the weekend. But wooo! There it some stuff I should get done, but there's not really any huge rush.

Life is good.

haha oh me

Jul. 21st, 2009 12:59 am
fallout: (* i just want to have no skin)
I seem to have fallen into a pattern.

WHEN THERE IS TIME TO DO THINGS: "Ah, I'll be fine~"
WHEN THERE IS NOT TIME TO DO THINGS: *panic attack* "OH FUCK I'M SCREWED I SHOULD JUST KILL MYSELF."

It's not very fun.

OOPS

Jul. 12th, 2009 06:13 pm
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I was supposed to write my paper that is due tomorrow yesterday but instead I went to bed early and slept twelve hours.

PROTIP: Standing outside in triple-digit weather for seven hours is exhausting.

Hopefully I can still finish it.

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