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I haven't been on an airplane in a long time but I used to travel on them a fair amount when I was younger and I never understood being bored on airplanes. Tired, sure; all that time sitting in a metal tin can filled with pressurized recycled air, makes sense it would tend to make people tired, but I would just fall asleep if I got tired so...boredom problem solved.

So surely boredom can't actually be the primary complaint about plane flights? It must be something else. Perhaps pain or discomfort? Or anxiety? Maybe the small size of the seats and inadequate legroom? Maybe having the type of acrophobia that makes one afraid of flying? I actually do have acrophobia, but it seems to primarily be set off in an open air context--I'd only worry about my plane crashing if it was experiencing severe turbulence or if I had reason to believe it was already in danger of crashing. Which is maybe another reason I would never get bored on flights. I love looking out the window. Plane rides have the ultimate view.

But even if I couldn't look out the window, I could still read or take something else to occupy me. And failing any of that, I could daydream.

So am I just the weirdo for thinking plane flights are fun and other people really do find them boring, or is the dislike of plane flights (and maybe the boredom too) actually caused by discomfort or anxiety as I theorize above?

Movies and studying

Feb. 22nd, 2026 08:30 pm
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Seems like free time is not good for my activity as I am active only once I need to study lol.

I am spending my free time at home, so I've been eating, sleeping, watching movies and seeing friends and family. I haven't really read my books much (though I've read a lot fanfiction now that I think about it).

Anyway, let's quickly go through what I watched.

All Knives Out movies
I've watched the first one before, but now I had to watch all three with family (my father puts on a movie and you get no choice If you want to watch or not). We went in reverse order for some reason. So Wake up Dead Man was first. I think this one might be my favourite, but all in all these movies are fun, but not spectacular. Maybe I'm just too used to my Poirot and Midsomer Murders. Anyway, Josh O'Connor carries the movie for me and once again reminds me that I need to watch La Chimera. On the other hand, these are the type of movies that are more fun once you watch them with others, so it was fun. (what an eloquent review, like I've never expressed an opinion before)

Avatar: The Way of Water
What can I say, I am partially watching this for horny reasons, but I enjoyed the movie as a whole as well. Tbh, I was mostly enjoying the part when they move and need to adapt to new environment as a family. The teen shenanigans, fitting in, learning a different way of life. My bread and jam. Whatever is happening on the grand scale is interesting to me in the way it impacts individuals. There were some questionable hairstyles though. 

I did also once again watch the
Grand Budapest Hotel. I was telling my mother about it, and since I've been through hell (the exam period) she offered to watch it since I like it so much. She liked it very much, while my father, who joined us halfway, proceeded to sit silently and sigh loudly from time to time. 

I also watched a modern classic of my country's cinematography, but I am not the most comfortable disclosing where I live so early lol sorry.

Once again nothing special or deep from me lol.

Solenne

How I Look With He/Him In My Bio

Feb. 21st, 2026 09:08 pm
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The long-awaited fit post! (🦗🦗🦗) One of my resolutions was to work on my wardrobe, and another was to "become a normal adult... according to my own standards," which means being cool and desirable (among other things). Here are outfits that show my efforts towards that resolution so far ^_^ Right now I'm starting by working on a capsule wardrobe, 1.5 of them because I basically need "female" and "male" wardrobes, and then I'll just buy whatever makes me think "if I don't own this I'll die horribly." Fashionheads of Dreamwidth, please hype me up/tear me down.

The background is the only place in the house with good lighting OTL Sorry if the dog food kills the vibe. I'm surprised the dog herself didn't photobomb me, but maybe she instinctively knew not to get in the way of a good fit.
About the Fits )
I don't really know what kind of advice I'm seeking, but if you have anything you want to say to someone just starting to look ~cool~ let me know!! I have kind of read a lot of theory (video games about clothes + a long history of being a Tumblrina + some Pinterest use thrown in), but have done little practice (wore a uniform throughout my public school years, didn't want to buy clothes because I rarely went out, chronically uncool, etc.).
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In January my musical focus was popular songs in Spanish, Japanese, and Mandarin (although other Chinese languages may have snuck in), and in February my musical focus was songs in those languages from genres I like specifically. I discovered so many songs that I didn't even know which to DM to my usual music buddy -- and sending all of them would only result in threats on my life. But then I remembered I have a blog. So now I get to put on not just her, but all of you. Welcome to my twisted playlist.

Probably unnecessary to say, but I feel like apologizing anyways: None of these songs are very niche or underground, and maybe some of you have known some of these songs or artists for a looooooong time. I'm aware that I'm not sharing anything particularly wild. I just wanted to cast a wide net and see what artists I should already know but don't, and later I can dig deeper. Especially for the Spanish and Mandarin/Chinese music scene. (I think I have "rare Japanese music" covered, but still I could listen to more popular songs too.)

R&B ft. 2 Hip Hop Songs


I'll be there by TinaGirl's Night by Crystal KayDi Da Di by CoCo LeeYǒngbào by FeiFei Ou-YangI'm Sorry by John-HoonLove, Day After Tomorrow by Mai KurakiHi no Ataru Basho by MISIA1977 by Ana Tijouxmiss you by m-flo

⮩ Yongbao sounds so good but every time I look at the album art I go "damn that's crazy" TT

Rock


Lamento Boliviano by Enanitos VerdesLos Imanes by OdisseoFrancés Limón by Enanitos VerdesAmárrame by Mon Laferte & JuanesDe Música Ligera by Soda StereoMy Dear by L'arc~en~CielMe Gustas Tu by Manu ChaoRobinson by SPITZSwallowtail Butterfly~Ai no Uta~ by YEN TOWN BAND

⮩ The singer in Frances Limon sings like he is gently holding my face. I really like singing this song too <3

Pop and Electronic


Super Star by S.H.E.A.I.N.Y. by G.E.M.To My Love - Tainy Remix by Bomba Estéreo & TainyRoman Hikou by Kome Kome ClubKimi ga Iru Dake de by Kome Kome ClubTraición by Miranda!Tèwù J by Jolin TsaiAi Ni by Cyndi WangXué Māo Jiào by Xiao Panpan & Xiao Fengfeng Jì Míng Yuè by SING Nǚ TuánWhite Love by SPEEDMomoiro Kataomoi by Aya MatsuuraChokotto Love by PetitmoniRen'ai Revolution 21 by Momokawa Tomomi & 9LoveJ ExecutiveKaze no Tadoritsuku Basho by AYANO & KeyBravely You by Lia & KeyHellokittybalahcurryhellokittyoishii by babyMINT

⮩ This is too many pop songs. Please take my alt card away.
⮩ Ai Ni is a cover of this, which I heard first years ago and is probably the original unless there's a secret older version. Two cakes!
⮩ Ji Ming Yue has an equally as good English version.
⮩ White Love by SPEED is a crazy combination of words, but they mean snow. It's a winter love song. And the group's name is just very #Y2K in a way.
⮩ Someone posted Momoiro Kataomoi's MV once, and I watched a little bit of it and thought "hmmmm. Cute, but not the best." That was clearly the thought process of a complete fool, because the song is great and I dunno what I was on the first time I heard it. I love the little wind-up into the chorus.
⮩ Ren'ai Revolution 21 is a mix of a Morning Musume song, which I still have not heard.
⮩ Hellokittybalahcurryhellokittyoishii is super catchy in a way that's really obvious, so I'm mad that it worked. Whether I actually like it or not doesn't matter when I can't stop saying Hellokittybalahcurryhellokittyoishii. babyMINT makes some really interesting-sounding songs, so if you have time to waste you should listen to 2023 : BBMeme ODYSSEY or another one of their popular songs.

Budapest and Avatar

Feb. 14th, 2026 01:58 pm
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I slept and now I can write again. Wanted to talk about movies I watched after my deserved rest. Although, I am so tired even watching movies takes up so much energy.

Grand Budapest Hotel rewatch
I needed to watch something I love as treat. I wanted to watch something new, but my brain refused to comprehend any new information. Honestly I could just watch this movie without sound, or just listen to it without watching. It simply brings me comfort. This is so far the only Wes A. I've watched, but I am planning on watching others now they they added them all on netflix. Absolutely love the scene when Gustav calls al the other hotel concierges, and each one has their own bell boy. Actually started the Royal Tenenbaums, but I didn't have the strength to concentrate.

Avatar (rewatch?)
So I've watched the movie before, but it's been more than a decade and I'm pretty sure I didn't know how to read subtitles back then lol. It's maybe hypocritical to say I had no energy and focus, and then I watched this almost 3 hours long movie, but what can I say. I initially rolled my eyes when I saw new Avatar movies coming out. I thought Oh wow they are really gonna do a movie for every element. But I am also human, so I am very drawn by the things I saw about Varang's character. I am not going to lie I've already consumed some fanfiction, which is what put me in the mood to watch the movie. Thought I'd start at the beginning. Favourite part of the movie? Sigourney Weaver and Neytiri. Also the nostalgia that hit me when the ending song played. I remember being in love with this movie as a child, but I honestly don't believe I could have understood that much at the time. Anyway, I see this becoming my new obsession in the near future.

I have to go. Taking my mother to a concert today, and I want to wait for her at the station.

Solenne


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LLM Slop Will Make Us Antisocial - Ruminations on IFComp 2025

Many LLM users are indeed not interested in playing others' work; all they want is people to play theirs, with no compensation or gratitude.


I'm surprised this is my first time seeing it brought up since it seems so obvious now that I've read about it. Even beyond the environmental or economic damage, people who make AI art flood communities they don't even really care about with crap, and then they don't even want to hear anything about it but praise.

Kastel's blog post is well written and thought out as usual; you should add Mimidoshima to your RSS reader if you haven't!

Social Media Hazards

Feb. 12th, 2026 11:50 pm
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We go on social media for connection or entertainment or to stay informed. The casual +10 in mental damage attached to random posts is the occupational hazard.

short update again

Feb. 13th, 2026 12:05 am
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 went out with coworkers(????) from the professional training for drinks. bonded over fanfiction and tlt with some peopel from uni who are also doing the training. overshared and followed each other on socials (private ones which are the important ones)

very happy, might regret tomorrow

Solenne

Brionglóid sa Ghaeilge

Feb. 10th, 2026 05:55 am
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Had my first ever dream (partially) in Irish just now which was cool, but also so incredibly stressful because in the dream I was supposed to be taking an oral exam and I just could not understand what was going on, the questions were in English and didn't make sense, and half of them were about stuff I did for my Welsh A Level, and there were a bunch of random children playing and some adults talking in one corner, so it was really noisy and I couldn't hear the questions well, and when the examiner made them all leave it turned out there were still like 7 examiners, one of whom was one of my Cornish tutors, so it turned out it was supposed to be a Cornish oral exam and I was there talking in Irish about stuff I did in a Welsh class. And then the noisy groups of children and adults came back in again.

I hate oral exams, if you couldn't tell...

MW and EMI

Feb. 10th, 2026 01:29 pm
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I wonder if they'd let me sit in on the Middle Welsh class. I don't know why I feel so nervous about asking. I missed the introduction class last semester so I'm worried they might go ''oh you haven't studied it before so we won't let you''. Which I guess is fair enough. But if I'm just there unofficially and not for credits then it's different right?? I just want to see how much I can understand from my Modern Welsh.

Also they do Early Modern Irish at this university but it's not available to exchange students, but I wonder if they'd let me sit in on the classes unofficially..... I want to do Early Modern Irish sooo badly. They used to do it at my home university but then the lecturer who taught it left :(

MW and EMI... 2

Feb. 11th, 2026 12:21 am
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Ok I'm going to be brave and e-mail the Middle Welsh and Early Modern Irish lecturers.... when it's not midnight anymore....

...

Rational part of my brain: the worst thing they can do is say ''no''

Stupid part of my brain that unfortunately is louder: the worst thing they can do is kill me with lightning

So I didn't fail?

Feb. 11th, 2026 10:35 pm
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Small update😳

That terrible exam I mentioned and thought I was failing for sure? I just got a 9?

Solenne

more exams

Feb. 11th, 2026 01:52 pm
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 Let's see how long this posting high will last!

Couldn't sleep last night and everyone I've talked to seemed to have the same problem. To be fair, all of those people and I had to study for the same exam that was today, so maybe that is the reason lol. So yeah, the terrible exam pt.2 is done and I did slightly better than the previous one. I wanted to do a friending meme cus someone recommended, but I have some professional training tonight (and tomorrow), and an exam tomorrow, which I said I wouldn't go to but I guess I love stressing myself out so I changed my mind.

I swear the 13th will be my day of rest, and I'll spend it by browsing and writing on dreamwidth. I've become a little obsessed and I am barely checking any other social media, which I think is good actually.

Solenne

The Problem With The Word Pedophile

Feb. 10th, 2026 10:44 pm
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The 'phile' suffix is such an awful choice for a word describing child sexual exploitation and abuse. For anyone not already aware, 'phile' derives from the greek 'philos' meaning 'beloved' and the related suffix is used in English to denote a love of something or someone. I really think it's one of the most insidious things our psychiatric institions have done to imply that child sexual abuse is done out of a 'love' for children (the term pedophile is a psychiatric term and it's still listed in the DSM today).

And I'm personally not someone who thinks we should always prioritize changes in language since I think for a number of reasons, that can unfortunately be counterproductive at times. Sometimes it takes the focus too much away from the actual concrete changes we want to make. But I do think there's value in thinking about the implications that words have and understanding when there may be valid reasons for people to dislike certain words and choose to avoid them.
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