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Oct. 16th, 2009 01:51 pmIt's pretty damn sad when you actually WANT to go to work on your day off, after you've been wanting one forever, simply for something to do.
Restless as hell and I fucking hate it.
Restless as hell and I fucking hate it.
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Date: 2009-10-17 03:12 am (UTC)I'm sorry you were bored. I'm sorry people here weren't at your beck and call like we normally are.
I'm tired of people here feeling GUILTY for having a life outside of the house. Please don't make us feel like you would like us trapped in the house like Debra would. I've spent YEARS curled up on the couch, sitting online, typing and talking and hoping no one would get angry with me as long as I was always available.
It sucks that I'm RIGHT about it. I'm SORRY you were bored, but can we not make the girlfriend feel like shit for needing to run errands (or sleeping/running errands if it was earlier in the morning when this was written). We spent 4 hours running fucking errands after we left home this afternoon, after a morning of running errands too, and it's pretty frustrating to come online and see this kind of thing. It's been a stressful day for us. Flopsy getting neutered under anesthesia, a doctor's appointment for Nyrs, not being able to get all of their meds, hours of errands, and we still managed to be online talking to you for several hours.
I get that you're not happy at home, but people here cannot be everything to everyone anymore. It's not healthy. You're "stuck" there for a while longer, babe, and that means having a life you can enjoy while you're there. Please. Because the more I feel guilty for having a life, the more I'm going to pull away out of resentment and anger. Please stop the passive aggressive thing. It's driven me to the point to actually RANT. And I don't normally do this at you, as you know.
Gene, Amanda, Sandy, Nori... lots of us really. *sighs*