So, I'm just going to post this and hope it'll end the constant freaked out state I've been in since Friday night. This should really go in a Chicken Soup sort of post, but I'm always completely fine when those go up and have massive issues a few weeks later, so I guess I'll put it here because there's no way I can be this stressed for a few months until the next post goes up.

When the CR meme came along a week or two ago, I didn't comment and figured I'd wait until after apps and put one in my brand new character's journal since I was so excited at the prospect of playing him! But then apps happened and things did not go nearly as well as I planned and I'm now feeling very unsure. This is why I haven't really revealed, so I guess this is also me officially admitting that I have a third character now and hoping someone's excited to play with him. Of course you are more than welcome to request CR with the other two! I just want to play with people!




Vanya is a preteen not!superhero with so, so many issues. She's working on said issues, but usually in a pretty convoluted way that means she backslides a lot! She is quite possibly the easiest person in the world to find CR for because she works well with so many different kinds of characters, though she her constant worrying and insecurities can be extremely frustrating for some types! The real issue with getting new CR for Vanya is that she has so much I feel bad tagging new people with her because I don't want to seem greedy or anything. This is probably a strange thing to worry about! So, if you want one of your character to have CR with Vanya and they don't, let me know! I will be more than happy to bother you with her!

Jasper is a rather serious and reserved sparklepire! Threading with Jasper almost always also leads to threading with Alice (or more likely the other way around) since they are pretty much attached at the hip. He's a newer vegetarian so he's still kind of wary on the whole hanging out with people thing. He's also just quiet in general, which does not help him form relationships and he doesn't usually thread well with other quiet characters. He's also an empath, which creates all sorts of OOC issues for me when threading with him. Jasper knows your characters' emotions! It's not something he can turn off and I know how annoying of an ability it is! There's the added issue that I don't usually know your characters' emotions even though Jasper does. If you're ever threading with Jasper I might ask for an emotional read on your character. I apologize in advance! He's also from Twilight, which deserves another apology. If after all that you still want to thread with Jasper, I will happily thread with you! I've been getting better at building his CR, but I know it still needs a lot of work.

And now for my new character:

Cinna is a calm, cool and collected stylist from a strange dystopian world where teenagers fight to the death each year! He's also just plain awesome and a bit crazy and so insanely competent, it's not even funny. If your character wants a stylist in their life- or even if they don't and you just want them to have one- I now have the perfect character for you! He's also really different from anyone I've ever played before, and at this point I am absolutely terrified to be playing him.

The Hunger Games basically ate my life over winter break, and I decided I had to app from it! And I pretty quickly realized I had to app Cinna even though I knew he was going to be really hard to app because his voice is extremely understated and I also told myself that I'd never app a counselor because it terrified me. Despite my best efforts, his app did not go nearly as well as I thought it would and I am now afraid to tag people with him (or any of my characters) because I don't want to subject anyone to him (or them) if they would rather not play with me. I know this is completely ridiculous, but it's just how it is right now. Also, thank you everyone for the crit! I am going to desperately try to fix those issues as best I can. I promise I will do better from now on!

If you want to play with Cinna please let me know, and I will try to make it happen! He is an amazing character and deserves someone that will do him justice and I'm really hoping I'm able to play him to his full potential. He was almost dropped immediately, but I want to give it a try because hopefully it was just a disconnect with his app and I can play him... once I decide on a journal name, PB, and icons (I am second guessing every decision I make with him right now, so his journal status is still up in the air, but eventually he will have one!).



And for anyone that doesn't want to read about my current line-up stress, the point of this post is basically if you have a character you want to play with Vanya, Jasper and/or Cinna that would be awesome and amazing! Comment and I will make sure that threading happens! Every thread I've ever had at Camp has been so much fun and I want to continue having fun with all of you if you'll still have me!