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pixelSo, hello, I am less of a mess today than I have been for the past week or so. I got some (small) stuff done, but it is done and I have done it, accomplishment. Primarily I have done LAUNDRY, so that I can now have SOCKS, w00t!
I am making progress on being somewhat social via dw, that is, responding to comments and things. If I haven't responded to yours yet, it's probably because of my own big hairy issues, not because you've said something wrong. Uhg. Also, my weekends tend to be much much busier than my week-days at this point, so yeah.
Bad, bad bad anxiety this morning. I wish I could tell at this point what issues are what even, any-more. Living in my head, it's not really that fun.
I had it in my head to write about spirituality today, except mine is sort of vague, and that leads to rambling. I'm a tinkerer/dabbler by nature, and it's one of the things I both love and despise about myself, I half-start so many things, and know the most random things about this assortment of topics, but I can't ever seem to make myself commit. My focus and control has gotten better with age, but it makes intense study on things I'm not very inclined to quite difficult. Spirituality it seems falls into this area of periodic interest where I now know a bunch, but I need to do something to make any more real progress. I've had bouts of Christianity, Paganism and Buddhism, in assorted flavours, and I suppose at this point I consider myself sort of pan-spiritual in this weird sort of way, I can see where they're *all* coming from, but none of them truly fit me. I don't know, that's where I'm at, generally, for now.
So H50, I have been waiting, per promo-spoiler, and now it is MONDAY NAO! \o/
I am making progress on being somewhat social via dw, that is, responding to comments and things. If I haven't responded to yours yet, it's probably because of my own big hairy issues, not because you've said something wrong. Uhg. Also, my weekends tend to be much much busier than my week-days at this point, so yeah.
Bad, bad bad anxiety this morning. I wish I could tell at this point what issues are what even, any-more. Living in my head, it's not really that fun.
I had it in my head to write about spirituality today, except mine is sort of vague, and that leads to rambling. I'm a tinkerer/dabbler by nature, and it's one of the things I both love and despise about myself, I half-start so many things, and know the most random things about this assortment of topics, but I can't ever seem to make myself commit. My focus and control has gotten better with age, but it makes intense study on things I'm not very inclined to quite difficult. Spirituality it seems falls into this area of periodic interest where I now know a bunch, but I need to do something to make any more real progress. I've had bouts of Christianity, Paganism and Buddhism, in assorted flavours, and I suppose at this point I consider myself sort of pan-spiritual in this weird sort of way, I can see where they're *all* coming from, but none of them truly fit me. I don't know, that's where I'm at, generally, for now.
So H50, I have been waiting, per promo-spoiler, and now it is MONDAY NAO! \o/
