[ Did the floor just open up beneath him, or is that the sinking feeling of dread as he realizes there are few people in the world who would address him that way? So sad it causes the pun to slide right by him. ]
Then I shall take you word for it this time. Do try to keep in mind, though, that no matter what sort of experimental phase you're in, you're more than likely to end up in over your head should you choose to approach your your aunt and uncle.
[ seriously don't text the lestranges this is the best wisdom she has to impart ]
I'm surprised you aren't just going along with every single thing the Prophet writes. Tell your friend sorry, there were never any blowjobs being handed out.
The hour of eleven crept closer, and Draco already sat at a table in the Hogsmeade pub, fingers drumming nervously on the table. Months had passed since the battle that had changed everything. He'd been pardoned himself, rather quickly given the circumstances. His parents were still being held and investigated. His home had been long since cleared, but he couldn't bring himself to return. He'd gone back just long enough to collect some of his things and even that short time in the house made him uncomfortable. Since then, he'd been renting a room at the Leaky Cauldron, mostly keeping to himself.
He'd chosen the Three Broomsticks instead so Harry wouldn't find out the truth. No one would accidentally let slip he'd been there for so long. He could have been chosen anywhere in the country, and still he'd instinctively selected a place in the shadow of Hogwarts. A place he dreaded almost as much as his childhood home, and yet longed for with all his heart. They still waited for official word on what was to become of those who had been in their seventh year during the battle. Sixth years and younger could easily make up what they missed the following year, but the turmoil and aftermath prevented things like N.E.W.T.s from happening, and a proper graduation.
The closer September crept, the more he wondered how different things could have been if he'd figured it out sooner. If he hadn't tried so hard to be so much like his father. If he hadn't been so jealous of--no, he wouldn't think of that now. He had other things to focus on. It was nearly eleven, and he threw back a shot of fire whiskey. It wasn't his first of the morning, and he doubted it would be his last. The burn of it gave him something to focus on instead of his own swirling thoughts.
Harry would be here any moment. He needed to stay calm so they could get this over with as quickly as possible.
It might have been unfair that the Auror office accepted Harry and Ron in without them even finishing their education in Hogwarts. It might have been unfair and wrong. But Harry didn't honestly care. They had presented him with the opportunity right after the war and he had grasped it with both hands. Just to get something to do, to get out of his own head in a way of speaking. In his mind the ministry had tried their best to push rubbish on him during his growing years that they kind of owed him a favour.
The months that he'd been working already had been tiring, but in a completely different way. He had a flat in London now. Just a small place, out of the way, in muggle London if he was being honest. It was unlikely that any wizarding reporter would find their way into Nothing Hill and Harry liked it that way. He worked, he came home, he worked again, came home, sometimes he'd have a pint with Ron and Hermione, on weekends they might go to the Burrow and Molly cooked for them.
Of course work wasn't quite as simple as he made it sound like. But in half a year, he hadn't manage to get himself sacked at least. The war was over, yet it didn't go away. Not that Harry wanted it to go away. He wanted everything to change because of it. And so little had. Almost like his mother and father, Remus and Sirius, Tonks, they hall had died for nothing. Reporters wanted to hear about heroics. They wanted neat endings, conclusions, bad versus good and how the brave won and the life went back to normal, the good and the perfect normal.
Harry mostly kept to himself. They had soon learned in the auror office not to get on his way and things would go smoothly like that. He would run down the villains and capture the Death Eaters still loose on the country side but he really didn't feel like talking about it. Twice in the past half a yearh he had been in the Prophet. Raving lunatic and Harry Potter Strikes Again. Nothing very flattering all in all. But they had caught him at a wrong time and he had given them exactly what they wanted. A story.
Returning Draco his wand is something Harry doesn't know what he thinks about. Maybe it's a way to close a door to that life finally. Maybe it's to see Malfoy and how he's changed ever since the last days of the war.
Whatever it is, he is in the Three Broomsticks around eleven like promised, dressed in a pair of worn out jeans and flannel shirt, no robes, just sneakers and his wild mop of a hair. He bustles into the tavern with a smile greets the old people on the counter and orders a pint and something for lunch. Then he's looking around in the room and finally spots a shock of white hair in the corner. Pint in hand, he weaves his way through the room and to the table, taking a seat across Malfoy.
High strung as he was, Draco had seen the moment Harry walked in the door. In fact, every time the door opened, his attention had snapped to it, almost to the point of making him dizzy. And seeing Harry walk in had sparked a strange sensation that he worried might tear him in half. Dread tried to drag him through the floor, ice cold fear flooding through him. Yet at the same time, something red-hot flashed through him, something like guilt or shame that he couldn't quite put a name to. But at the same time, there was a strange lifting sensation. That one he tried the least to notice, let alone name. A strange hope or optimism, that maybe, just maybe there was a chance to alter his own path.
Torn in so many directions, he just sank lower in his seat, as Harry headed straight for the bar. He twisted his empty cup in his fingers, staring hard at it, trying to pull himself together. This was someone he'd known for just shy of half his life. Someone who knew him a little too well. And the harder he tried to bring himself together, the worse it all felt. It was hard to summon what he'd once had. That cool, haughty air that was so firmly affixed to his name. It used to be so easy, he needed only think of his father and it was like throwing a switch. But having seen his father so broken, a disheveled, unshaven, irrational mess, that was the only image that came to mind now. He no longer had that shield to rely on.
As Harry sat, Draco lifted his gaze but not his head. His slender fingers gripped his cup until his pale knuckles lost what little color they had.
"Well, where is it, then?" his usual words, but they lacked the usual snap. There was a hesitation there, an uncertainty, that he couldn't quite mask.
Draco Malfoy. A boy who had been the centre of Harry's life so many times. Once Harry had tried to explain it to Hermione with the help of at least half a bottle of rum and a night of no masks and lies. (Needless to say she hadn't understood.) Draco had made sure that Harry disliked everything about old pureblood families before he even learned what they were. Draco had made sure that Harry wanted nothing to do with Slytherin. Draco had also lit up his world in a way that Harry had realised that he had a voice to speak with, he had an opinion and he could speak it. Draco had been in stark focus in his life for seven years. He had been more interested in Draco Malfoy than he had been interested about Voldemort for six of those years. Draco also had made him realise that not all of the bad people were so bad in the end. Draco had made him regret his own actions, had shown him a face of Harry Potter that he couldn't look at from the mirror. Draco had taught him anger, irritation, downright hatred, but he had also taught him to look deeper, to realise that it wasn't all that he was seeing.
Single handedly just by existing, Draco Malfoy had been probably one of the most influential people in Harry's life.
It wasn't surprising to Harry anymore that they could use the same wand. Or that Draco's mother had been the very reason why Harry wasn't truly dead today.
Draco Malfoy was still a git, an irritating arsehole that Harry didn't know how to get along with. But even if he couldn't get along with him, he still didn't seem to want to leave Draco alone completely.
"You didn't order any lunch?" he asked instead of answering Draco's question, looking him straight in the eyes calmly. Draco looked like he was ready to bolt. "We can share. I got fish and chips."
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02. Sober Sundays just aren't working out anymore.
03. Are you still giving blowjobs?
04. [ Text him ]
For ~synallactic
[ Did the floor just open up beneath him, or is that the sinking feeling of dread as he realizes there are few people in the world who would address him that way? So sad it causes the pun to slide right by him. ]
Yes, of course father.
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It's also rather prudent to not disrespect your uncle.
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It was a misunderstanding, nothing more. It won't happen again.
[ Why hadn't he realized who it was sooner? ]
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Make all the assumptions that allow you to sleep at night. But some day you'll just have to accept that not everyone is going to be nice to you.
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Now there's a laugh. YOU punching ME. You're welcome to try it. See what happens.
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Power, you stupid git. Something I'm sure you've never experienced in your life
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i'm laughin at ur perfect choice of icon
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For ~purports
[ And Draco is in a panic. Young men are supposed to drink for fun not abject terror, you jerk. ]
Just figured that out, have you?
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I find your father would disagree.
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And what lies do you intend to feed him?
[ Because this isn't happening. It can't be. ]
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(also his mun is brand new to this and there is much frantic flailing)
shhh it ok
nope all the flailing tonight
shhshhh this is fine
Fine comes when I actually know what I'm doing
you're doing perf fine
Carefully weaved illusions from playing similar types
well keep this illusion up
Fake it until you make it?
p much
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For ~devouement
Of course I remember. It's not as bad as he made it sound, no matter what he said. I promise.
[ He is going to find whoever messed with his phone and make them beg for death. Just for putting him through this shame. ]
not even a little bit sorry
[ seriously don't text the lestranges this is the best wisdom she has to impart ]
I should not be laughing
[ A hard learned lesson. Then it takes him a moment to process exactly what she'd meant. ]
There is no "experimental phrase." It was a message meant for a GIRL
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So that's a yes, then?
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Tell your friend sorry, there were never any blowjobs being handed out.
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He'd chosen the Three Broomsticks instead so Harry wouldn't find out the truth. No one would accidentally let slip he'd been there for so long. He could have been chosen anywhere in the country, and still he'd instinctively selected a place in the shadow of Hogwarts. A place he dreaded almost as much as his childhood home, and yet longed for with all his heart. They still waited for official word on what was to become of those who had been in their seventh year during the battle. Sixth years and younger could easily make up what they missed the following year, but the turmoil and aftermath prevented things like N.E.W.T.s from happening, and a proper graduation.
The closer September crept, the more he wondered how different things could have been if he'd figured it out sooner. If he hadn't tried so hard to be so much like his father. If he hadn't been so jealous of--no, he wouldn't think of that now. He had other things to focus on. It was nearly eleven, and he threw back a shot of fire whiskey. It wasn't his first of the morning, and he doubted it would be his last. The burn of it gave him something to focus on instead of his own swirling thoughts.
Harry would be here any moment. He needed to stay calm so they could get this over with as quickly as possible.
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The months that he'd been working already had been tiring, but in a completely different way. He had a flat in London now. Just a small place, out of the way, in muggle London if he was being honest. It was unlikely that any wizarding reporter would find their way into Nothing Hill and Harry liked it that way. He worked, he came home, he worked again, came home, sometimes he'd have a pint with Ron and Hermione, on weekends they might go to the Burrow and Molly cooked for them.
Of course work wasn't quite as simple as he made it sound like. But in half a year, he hadn't manage to get himself sacked at least. The war was over, yet it didn't go away. Not that Harry wanted it to go away. He wanted everything to change because of it. And so little had. Almost like his mother and father, Remus and Sirius, Tonks, they hall had died for nothing. Reporters wanted to hear about heroics. They wanted neat endings, conclusions, bad versus good and how the brave won and the life went back to normal, the good and the perfect normal.
Harry mostly kept to himself. They had soon learned in the auror office not to get on his way and things would go smoothly like that. He would run down the villains and capture the Death Eaters still loose on the country side but he really didn't feel like talking about it. Twice in the past half a yearh he had been in the Prophet. Raving lunatic and Harry Potter Strikes Again. Nothing very flattering all in all. But they had caught him at a wrong time and he had given them exactly what they wanted. A story.
Returning Draco his wand is something Harry doesn't know what he thinks about. Maybe it's a way to close a door to that life finally. Maybe it's to see Malfoy and how he's changed ever since the last days of the war.
Whatever it is, he is in the Three Broomsticks around eleven like promised, dressed in a pair of worn out jeans and flannel shirt, no robes, just sneakers and his wild mop of a hair. He bustles into the tavern with a smile greets the old people on the counter and orders a pint and something for lunch. Then he's looking around in the room and finally spots a shock of white hair in the corner. Pint in hand, he weaves his way through the room and to the table, taking a seat across Malfoy.
"Hello."
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Torn in so many directions, he just sank lower in his seat, as Harry headed straight for the bar. He twisted his empty cup in his fingers, staring hard at it, trying to pull himself together. This was someone he'd known for just shy of half his life. Someone who knew him a little too well. And the harder he tried to bring himself together, the worse it all felt. It was hard to summon what he'd once had. That cool, haughty air that was so firmly affixed to his name. It used to be so easy, he needed only think of his father and it was like throwing a switch. But having seen his father so broken, a disheveled, unshaven, irrational mess, that was the only image that came to mind now. He no longer had that shield to rely on.
As Harry sat, Draco lifted his gaze but not his head. His slender fingers gripped his cup until his pale knuckles lost what little color they had.
"Well, where is it, then?" his usual words, but they lacked the usual snap. There was a hesitation there, an uncertainty, that he couldn't quite mask.
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Single handedly just by existing, Draco Malfoy had been probably one of the most influential people in Harry's life.
It wasn't surprising to Harry anymore that they could use the same wand. Or that Draco's mother had been the very reason why Harry wasn't truly dead today.
Draco Malfoy was still a git, an irritating arsehole that Harry didn't know how to get along with. But even if he couldn't get along with him, he still didn't seem to want to leave Draco alone completely.
"You didn't order any lunch?" he asked instead of answering Draco's question, looking him straight in the eyes calmly. Draco looked like he was ready to bolt. "We can share. I got fish and chips."
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