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([personal profile] china_shop Feb. 24th, 2026 12:44 pm)
Previous poll review
In the Fourth walls poll, 68.2% of respondents said "the one-way glass that stops TPTB seeing fannish activity" is important to them; 65.9% said "the one that shields fandom from public/media attention", and 61.4% said "the wibbly-wobby physics-defying thing that means celebs and fans exist in separate universes that just happen to occupy the same space-time". About one in five respondents love ALL the walls.

In ticky-boxes, ballooooooooons and golden sparkles won 54.5% of the vote, coming second to hugs (77.3%), but the other tickies made pretty good showings too. Thank you for your votes! ♥

Reading
I finished Courtney Milan's The Marquis Who Mustn't and enjoyed it very much. Such a kind, good-hearted series with a lovely sense of community and a spark of mischief. I'm looking forward to the next one.

Then I ploughed through one of my randomly selected library books, The Bookish Life of Nina Hill by Abbi Waxman. I found this a delightful read and very moreish. It's voicey, with a distractable, occasionally omniscient 3rd POV scattered with pop culture references. I appreciated it's acceptance of introversion and valuing of alone time. Also, the main character has anxiety, and it didn't really try to fix her.

Andrew and I are still slowly listening to Barrayar by Bujold, read by Grover Gardner.

Kdramas
Juuust enough has happened in One Spring Night that I'm into it. I mean, it's still going around in circles, but I'm most of the way through episode 14, and I'm definitely going to finish. The story relies heavily on respectability, parental authority, and conservative attitudes for its conflict (the leading man is a single dad, OH NO!!), which took me a while to get my head around.

Other TV
Our journey through Middle Earth continues. We're on the second disc of extras for The Two Towers, and the actors seem a bit punchy in their interviews, lol. Other than that, just The Pitt. ♥ (My brother watched a few episodes of The Pitt and said it doesn't have a plot, and I... don't know how to answer that. There are mini-storylines with the patients. The capital-P plot, maybe? such as it is? has kicked in at episode whatever-we're-up-to. I feel like it totally works without a driving plot arc, because there are character/relationship arcs, and rising tension/pacing, and theme. Maybe that's all you need?)

I'm amused that I have three streaming service subscriptions and we're spending so much time watching DVDs.

Audio entertainment
More Better Offline, Tech Won't Save Us (the one about humanoid robots), Writing Excuses, Letters from an American, Pod Save America, Cross Party Lines, Fansplaining.

Online life
From you I have been absent in the spring February, quite a lot. My reading page seems pretty quiet, and I'm still having trouble keeping up; open tabs proliferate (that's the middle line of a haiku).

Writing/making things
I'm subsisting on alibi sentences. My creativity is sitting on a bench somewhere, staring blankly into the sky.

I keep failing to post the meta about adverbs in speech tags because it's so prescriptive, and who am I to say anything?

Life/health/mental state things
I don't know what I'm doing with my life. The world (mostly as presented by the above podcasts) is freaking me out. Yesterday I made fifty chicken dumplings and talked to my brother in NY.

Good things
Dumplings. Creativity is a tide. Sunshine. Grapes. Library books. Black cat lying on the very edge of a sunbeam. Independent media and reporting.

Poll #34285 spam SPAM spam
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 22


How often do you check your spam folder?

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daily
1 (4.5%)

weekly
2 (9.1%)

maybe once a month?
7 (31.8%)

only when I'm looking for a specific thing
14 (63.6%)

never have I ever
0 (0.0%)

other
1 (4.5%)

ticky-box full of prescriptive writing advice
3 (13.6%)

ticky-box full of blanket cocoons and comfort food
14 (63.6%)

ticky-box full of putting clutter in boxes instead of sorting it
13 (59.1%)

ticky-box full of koalas in gum trees, chewing eucalyptus and judging us all
13 (59.1%)

ticky-box full of hugs
17 (77.3%)

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([personal profile] raven Feb. 22nd, 2026 05:07 pm)
There's a feeling, I hope, a unidentifiable but deeply uncomfortable burn, felt by white women, who don't know, but should know, how many private brown group chats are typing.

And as I don't want to take on a cringe middle-class racist white woman (at this point there's about five of them that I have at various times decided not to take on, all terribly right-on, right-thinking, probably-vegan feminist pro-Palestine queer white women), that is all I have to say about that.
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([personal profile] luzula Feb. 22nd, 2026 03:51 pm)
Candy Hearts Exchange has been revealed, and I now know (well, I was already pretty sure) that [personal profile] sanguinity wrote my lovely gift fic There My Heart Forever Lies! It is a 16K (for a 300 word minimum exchange!) Flight of the Heron story that riffs off the musical Brigadoon, which I had never heard of before, where Ardroy is saved by being taken out of time. I especially appreciate that the story took time to develop Keith's relationship with Francis as a counterweight for his eventual choice.

As for me, I wrote the following for [personal profile] sanguinity (which of course she guessed)! We do keep getting paired up in exchanges, which is no wonder considering the rareness of the fandoms. I had fun writing Laurent being his usual earnest, passionate self, while also, well, rising to the occasion. Thanks as always to [personal profile] garonne for beta reading. <3

In Which Laurent Rises to the Occasion (4150 words) by Luzula
Fandom: The Wounded Name - D. K. Broster
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Laurent de Courtomer/Aymar de la Rocheterie, Aymar de la Rocheterie/Avoye de Villecresne
Characters: Laurent de Courtomer, Aymar de la Rocheterie, Avoye de Villecresne
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Pre-Poly
Summary: Aymar despairs of clearing his name and leaves France, leaving only a letter behind.
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([personal profile] umbo Feb. 20th, 2026 01:35 pm)
The BuckTommy Bang is looking at maybe switching from Discord (which is evil and getting more so) to DW, so I visited my reading page for the first time in years and realized it's been almost 6 years since I posted!

In that time I have:

-bought a house
-gotten my EdD in educational sustainability (dissertation topic: community college biology students' emotional responses to a video about healthcare waste)
-taken a new job teaching health sciences instead of nursing (at my same CC)
-turned 60 (soon to turn 61)
-presented at a couple of conferences
-bought a new car (just 2 months ago--it's a 2026 Subaru Crosstrek Hybrid and I love it)
-lost one cat and gained another (Hazel died a year ago, and I've had Piper for, jeez, almost as long as it's been since I posted)
-gotten involved in the 911 fandom, specifically Buck/Tommy

I'm back on Tumblr these days too.

Anyway, I'm not sure how often I'll be posting here nowadays, but I wanted to at least give an update and see how y'all are doing.
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([personal profile] kass Feb. 19th, 2026 08:39 pm)
I just finished Basingstoke's gorgeous HR fic and it rocked my socks so much. And made me laugh. And occasionally made me teary. But mostly it just brought me joy.

Lovers, or, English is a damn funny language (77847 words) by Basingstoke
Chapters: 24/24
Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters: Yuna Hollander, David Hollander, Svetlana Vetrova
Additional Tags: no beta we die like Shane's attempts at heterosexuality, Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry), Coming Out, Disordered Eating, Dirty Talk, Depression, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - CPTSD, Suicidal Ideation, Past Domestic Violence, Toxic Family Dynamics, Outing, Found Family, Pittsburgh, look I just think Ilya would really vibe with pittsburgh, Soft Dom Ilya Rozanov, do not take legal advice from this fic, Handwaving, English is this authors's first language and I'm mad about it, threesome teasing but no threesomes, Original Character(s)
Summary:

Ilya asked Shane’s father while Shane and his mother were talking outside: “Is boyfriends correct? Lovers is incorrect, but I am not sure what is correct.”

“Well,” Mr. Hollander said. “‘Lovers’ is usually used for, hm, a mistress or an affair. Something kind of sordid. Though--you would say Romeo and Juliet is a play about two lovers,” he said. He paused his knife on the chopping board. “Somehow that’s right and using it for real people isn’t right. English is a damn funny language, Ilya."

“Yes,” Ilya said from the bottom of his heart.

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([personal profile] sage Feb. 18th, 2026 03:33 pm)
books (Pratchett, Kingfisher) )

yarning
Finished a ninth balaclava. Soaked the five Icelandic wool ones in vinegar water, and then in fabric softener. Washed the 4 acrylic ones. Let them all dry. Found an extra hat for the children's shelter that I lost in my couch, oops. Finished the pink bunny. Didn't go to yarn group bc I felt rotten. Got everything in the mail. Started a new bunny for the new momcat at KA. Got a commission for 12 amigurumi carrots for someone's Easter tree and a commission for a new Rockstar Lestat art doll!

healthcrap
Still having TERRIBLE vertigo, sinusitis & a sore throat. My scalp is tingling to distraction. And my badly bitten tongue still hasn't healed. :(((

#resist
+ March 28: #50501 No Kings Protest #3

I hope you're all doing well! <333
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([personal profile] china_shop Feb. 18th, 2026 05:29 pm)
Pandemic Life
Just had my Covid booster.

Previous poll review
In the Oxford comma poll, 44.4% of respondents have firm opinions, 34.9% have moderate preferences, and 6.3% are officially neutral. (I worded the poll badly, because actually what I have is a firm preference, which is to weed out unnecessary commas for cleaner prose. Yes, I realise I used an Oxford comma above. ;-p) The "always use it!" contingent makes up 39.7% of respondents, while 15.9% said "only use it when necessary!"

In ticky-boxes, 39.7% of respondents selected "buying a random bargain bin product, imprinting on it, and spending the rest of your life trying to track down replacements", and I'm very glad it's not just me. I recently bought 18 toothbrushes online, which should theoretically keep me going until I'm 60. Naturally, hugs won the ticky-boxes, with 69.8%. Thank you for your votes!! ♥

Reading
I can't remember what prompted me to, but I listened to the audiobook of The Duke Who Didn't by Courtney Milan, read by Mary Jane Wells, and loved it all over again. (Last time I read it in ebook.) It's a British historical het romance with leads of Chinese descent, and they and their supporting cast are delightful.

I've now started the next in the series, The Marquis Who Mustn't, in ebook. (It's the first ebook I've bought in ages. I'm proud to say that, after some technical hitches, I managed to load a Kobo book onto my Kindle, so that'll be my plan from now on.)

While waiting to see if my Covid jab would importune me, I was allowed to go hang out in the library for the 15 minutes. I not only picked up my reserve, but also two random contemporary romance novels and a Japanese coffee shop book with cats. Given my recent rate of (not) reading hard-copy books, I should clearly not be allowed to browse.

Kdramas
Still going on One Spring Night. It's finally picking up. The cast is amazing, and they have excellent chemistry, which is what's been keeping me watching. The plot is, in essence, woman dumps her long-term high-status boyfriend for someone nicer of lower status; everyone has a hard time accepting this, especially the long-term boyfriend. Personally, I'm like, "The new guy is Jung Hae-in! Look at his smile!! How could you not??" Anyway, it felt like they were all having the same conversations over and over for seven episodes, which got a bit wearying, but hopefully the latest developments will stay developed. (FTR, this drama feels like an obvious descendant of Something in the Rain, with many of the same cast but (thankfully) no subplot about workplace sexual harassment. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that this one will stick the landing better!)

Other TV
Watching our way through the extended edition of Lord of the Rings, plus many of the extras. What a blast from the past! Frodo actually made me tear up at the end of Fellowship. We're on the second disk of Fellowship extras.

Also, still, The Pitt and SurrealEstate, and my sister and I started season 4 of Fringe. (I would totally watch this show if it were always Olivia and Lincoln as partners. Who even needs Peter? ;-p)

Audio entertainment
Letters from an American, The Shit They Don't Tell You About Writing, Runaway Country with Alex Wagner (part of Crooked Media), and a whole bunch of episodes of Better Offline, including "Openclaw with David Gerard" (as recced by [personal profile] sabotabby), four short, angry episodes titled "AI Is Worse Than The Dot Com Bubble", and a fantastic rant with Cal Newport about AI reporting (spoiler: the vast majority of it is hype), which also, towards the end, explained (in words small enough for me to understand) how AIs are made/trained. Highly rec. I'm now working my way through Better Offline's series "The Enshittifinancial Crisis" and greatly appreciating his invective.

Online life
The Guardian slo-mo rewatch is still my happy place.

Writing/making things
I've been working on the same Yuletide New Year's Resolutions treat for, like, forever. It's only a couple of thousand words, it's just taking a while to come together. That's okay. I've also been noodling at a post about adverbs in speech tags for [community profile] fan_writers, but there's too much to say; I need to rein it in.

Still intermittently practising drawing. Telling myself that one day I'll be able to do expressions and poses. That would be nice.

Life/health/mental state things
Grumbling, feat. local politics )

Cats
Halle keeps bringing cicadas into the house and crunching them, nom nom nom.

Goals
I wrote a list of goals for the year and have not looked at it since. La la la.

Good things
Podcasts, kdramas, DVDs, audiobooks, media generally. Fandom and Guardian specifically. Sunshine again, yay! My roof did not blow off. Andrew and Halle and friends and biking out to meet someone for lunch.

Poll #34237 Fourth walls
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 44


Which fourth walls are important to you?

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the one-way glass that stops TPTB seeing fannish activity
30 (68.2%)

the one-way glass that stops fans from seeing how the show/BSO/sausage gets made
6 (13.6%)

the wibbly-wobby physics-defying thing that means celebs and fans exist in separate universes that just happen to occupy the same space-time
27 (61.4%)

the one that stops celebs/TPTB from seeing us on the internet
24 (54.5%)

the one that shields fandom from public/media attention
29 (65.9%)

other fourth walls
2 (4.5%)

I love ALL the walls
9 (20.5%)

no! smash them all!
1 (2.3%)

ticky-box full of swooshy cloudscapes forming punctuation marks
23 (52.3%)

ticky-box full of reading in hard copy
19 (43.2%)

ticky-box full of chinchillas chilling their chins all over the place
22 (50.0%)

ticky-box full of ballooooooons and golden sparkles
24 (54.5%)

ticky-box full of hugs
34 (77.3%)

On the BIIIIIIIIIIIIIG screen!

My local fabulous theatre is hosting this event: a showing of episode 6 followed by a panel discussion they describe as
– how the series is changing the game for independent Canadian producers with Heated Rivalry producer Lori Fischburg
– how the music featured in the series has launched emerging artists into the spotlight with CBC host Elamin Abdelmahmoud
– how modern fandom helped propel its rapid international ascent from beloved underground novels into the TV stratosphere with University of Toronto pop culture professor Angie Fazekas
– its influence on LGBTQ+ athletes and the game itself with sports professor Kyle Rich of Brock University.
and they're doing it on one of the few Sunday mornings this month when I haven't promised to do something at church and I'm going with my local friend who marathoned the whole thing with me on Boxing Day and I am excited!
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([personal profile] isis Feb. 16th, 2026 08:04 pm)
I'm finally feeling mostly human after being down with a cold for about a week; serves me right for being a judge at the regional science fair and exposing myself to all those middle school germ factories. Well, I read a lot, anyway.

Shroud by Adrien Tchaikovsky - first-contact with a very alien alien species on the tidally-locked moon of a gas giant. Earth is (FRTDNEATJ*) uninhabitable, humans have diaspora'ed in spaceships under the iron rule of corporations who cynically consider only a person's value to the bottom line, and the Special Projects team of the Garveneer is evaluating what resources can be extracted from the moon nicknamed "Shroud" when disaster (of course) strikes. The middle 3/5 of the book is a bizarre roadtrip through a strange frozen hell, as an engineer and an administrator (both women) must navigate their escape pod to a place where they might be able to call for rescue.

When I'd just started this book I said that it reminded me of Alien Clay, and it really does have a lot in common with that book, especially since they are both expressions of Tchaikovsky's One Weird Theme, i.e. "How can we see Other as Person?" He hits the same beats as he does in that and other books that are expressions of that theme (for example, the exploratory overture that is interpreted as hostility, the completely different methods of accomplishing the same task) but if it's the sort of thing you like, you will like this sort of thing. It also reminded me a bit of Dragon's Egg by Robert L. Forward, in the sense that it starts with an environment which is the opposite of anything humans would expect to find life on, and reasons out from physics and chemistry what life might be like in that environment. Finally, it (weirdly) reminded me of Summer in Orcus by T. Kingfisher, because the narrator, Juna Ceelander, feels that she's the worst possible person for the job (of survival, in this case); the engineer has a perfect skill-set for repairing the pod and interpreting the data they receive, but she's an administrator, she can do everyone's job a little, even if she can't do anybody's job as well as they can. But it turns out that it's important that she can do everyone's job a little; and it's also important that she can talk to the engineer, and stroke her ego when she's despairing, and not mind taking the blame for something she didn't do if it helps the engineer stay on task, and that's very Summer.

I enjoyed this book quite a lot!

[*] for reasons that don't need exploring at this juncture

How I Killed Pluto and Why It Had It Coming by Mike Brown is what took me through most of the worst of my cold, as it's an easy-to-read micro-history-slash-memoir, which is one of my favorite nonfiction genres. Brown is the astronomer who discovered a number of objects in the Kuiper Belt, planetoids roughly the size of Pluto, which led to the inevitable question: are these all planets, too? If so, the solar system would have twelve or fifteen or more planets. If not - Pluto, as one of these objects, should not be considered a planet.

I really enjoyed the tour through the history of human discovery and conception of the solar system, and the development of astronomy in the late 20th and early 21st centuries. He manages to outline the important aspects of esoteric technical issues without getting bogged down in detail, so it's very accessible to non-scientists. Interwoven in this was his own story, the story of his career in astronomy but also his marriage and the birth of his daughter. It's an engaging, chatty book, and one must forgive him for side-stepping the central question of "so what the heck is a planet, anyway?"

Don't Stop the Carnival by Herman Wouk, which B had read a while back when he was on a Herman Wouk kick. I'd read Winds of War and War and Remembrance, and Marjorie Morningstar, but that was it, and I remembered he had said it reminded him a lot of our time in the Bahamas and Caribbean when we were living on our boat.

The best thing about this book is Wouk's sharp, funny writing - his paragraphs are things of beauty, his characters drawn crisply with description that always seems novel. The story itself is one disaster after another, as Norman Paperman, Broadway publicist, discovers that running a resort in paradise is, actually, hell. It's funny, but the kind of funny that you want to read peeking through your fingers, because you just feel so bad for the poor characters.

On the other hand, this book was published in 1965, and it shows. I don't think the racist, sexist, antisemitic, pro-colonization attitudes expressed by the various characters are Wouk's - he's Jewish, for one thing, and he's mostly making a point about these characters, and these attitudes. The homophobia, I'm not sure. But the book's steeped in -ism and -phobia, and I cringed a lot.

I enjoyed this book (for some value of "enjoy") right up until near the end, where a sudden shift in tone ruined everything.
Don't Stop the SpoilersTwo characters die unexpectedly; a minor character, and then a more major character, and everything goes from zany slapstick disasters ameliorated at the last minute to a somber reckoning in the ashes of last night's party. In this light, the ending feels jarring: the resort's problems are solved, the future looks rosy, and Norman realizes he is not cut out for life in Paradise and, selling the resort to another sucker, returns to the icy New York winter.

Reflecting on it, I think this ending is a better ending than the glib alternative of the resort's problems are solved, the future looks rosy, and Norman raises a glass and looks forward to dealing with whatever Paradise throws at him in the future. But because everything has gone somber, it feels not like he's learned a lesson and acknowledged reality, but that he's had his face rubbed in horror and decided he can't cope. If he'd celebrated his success and then ruefully stepped away, it would be an act of strength, but he runs back home, defeated, and all his experience along the way seems pointless.

Generation Loss by Elizabeth Hand - I got this book in a fantasy book Humble Bundle, so I was expecting fantasy, which this is very much not. It's a psychological thriller, following the first-person narrator Cass Neary, a fucked-up, drugged-out, briefly brilliant photographer who has been sent by an old acquaintance to interview a reclusive photographer - one of Cass's heroes - on a Maine island.

I kept reading because the narrative voice is fabulous and incredibly seductive, even though the character is a terrible person who does terrible things in between slugs of Jack Daniels and gulps of stolen uppers. It feels very immersive, both in the sense of being immersed in the world of the novel's events and in the sense of being immersed in the perspective of a messed-up photographer. But overall it's not really the sort of book I typically read, and it's not something I'd recommend unless you're into this type of book.
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([personal profile] luzula Feb. 16th, 2026 11:00 am)
Still not reading much, but I did read some books during the past two months!

The Incandescent by Emily Tesh (2025)
Listened to the audiobook for my book club. This is the first book in a while that grabbed me in a page-turney way, and I enjoyed it a lot! I'm sure it can be picked at, and we did so during book club, but for me it was mostly notable in being a book I was immersed in while reading, which for me these days is rare.

The Sleeping Soldier by Aster Glenn Gray (2023)
When I first started reading this, my feeling was that "yeah, I read a lot of posts on the author's DW about this book, and I guess the book is exactly what I was expecting it to be". Like, in a way I felt as though I didn't even have to read the book. But this feeling passed when I got into the particulars of the characters and their relationships so that they felt real to me, so that it wasn't just about the Idea of the book any longer, and then I thoroughly enjoyed it. (The Idea of the book being, if you haven't heard of the book before, the contrast between what was allowable in male friendships in 1860 and 1960.)

I also listened to about half of The West Passage by Jared Pechaček (2024), also for book club. I feel like the book had a lot of Gormenghast DNA, and I enjoyed the weird worldbuiling, but I didn't end up finishing it.
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([personal profile] twistedchick Feb. 15th, 2026 02:54 pm)
Sweetiecat is starting to do better. Her tail isn't dragging, she lifts her head to look at me and she's purring a little. Last night she jumped up on the bed next to Steve, which she hasn't done in a while. She is eating and visiting the litter box, and moving around.

Zoomy is a bit of a sad sack, because he feels left out; Sweetie is getting all the attention, he thinks. I have the door open, and he could come in at any time and curl up next to me, but he is not doing it; he's fussing about Sweetie. She's his big tolerant sister who puts up with him jumping on her until she does a judo move and stand over him and lets him know that's enough. He is a dear loving boy, and getting bigger every day, or longer.

And I have decided, after much upset and a cost-benefit calculation, not to go to Sacred Space, the big interreligious pagan conference that is less than 15 miles from me this time. more behind cut )
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([personal profile] china_shop Feb. 15th, 2026 11:14 am)
  1. My second finished & posted fic of the year, another late [community profile] fandomtrees gift, is Guardian:
    Title: Emergency Contact (6050 words) by china_shop [Teen and Up]
    Fandom: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018)
    Relationships: Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan
    Additional Tags: Pre-Canon, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, (For one of them), Mild Hurt/Comfort, Zhao Xinci's A+ parenting, Inexperienced Zhao Yunlan, Internalized Homophobia, Feelings about being closeted, Non-Linear Narrative
    Summary:

    Zhao Yunlan lists Shen Wei as his emergency contact. The fact they've never met is but a minor detail.

  2. Having a lot of fun with the smudgers. Here is my not-quite-convincing sketch of Amina from We Are Lady Parts. I did one of Zhao Yunlan, too, but while it came out okay in terms of shading, it doesn't look enough like him that I can bring myself to upload it, and my Saira and Bisma... well, it's good to practice. Baby steps.

  3. [personal profile] out_there posted Noah Kahan's The Great Divide a while ago, and it's really stuck with me.



    I also keep listening to Amina's cover of The Reason:


  4. In Kdramas, I'm watching One Spring Night for its wonderful cast, but I'm in the market for something more fun (preferably light/swoony romance), if anyone has any recs.

  5. Milestone: as of yesterday, Andrew is self-propelling (driving again). No more driving him home in the evenings! Of course, this meant I stayed up past midnight making (slightly disappointing; needs scallions and/or garlic chives, neither of which I had) salsa. But anyway, now Andrew has independence (and I have the possibility of earlier nights). Woot!

  6. We're rewatching LotR after many many years. Halfway through Fellowship. Oh, this soundtrack!


For future reference: I replaced my downstairs smoke alarms yesterday.
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([personal profile] twistedchick Feb. 13th, 2026 05:39 pm)
Apparently, after I stopped watching 'Primeval' because they'd killed off or lost all the original players, they brought it back for two more seasons, in the process finding two characters lost in the Cretacious Era. So now I'm watching entirely new-to-me episodes, and thinking how much more AU my AU series of stories is now with all this additional context.
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([personal profile] twistedchick Feb. 13th, 2026 11:52 am)
Sweetie is home from the vet, with medicine to rub on her ear (for absorption) and pills (good luck to us on that) and a shot from the vet to help things move through her better. They took blood tests also but we'll find out about them Monday.

She is sniffing at food, and walking around outside of her hiding place, so I think she's feeling a little better. Steve said she purred for them, which is very good.
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([personal profile] mergatrude Feb. 13th, 2026 02:37 pm)
Reading: January was the month of abandoned books. It's probably more reflective of my and my current state of mind than the fault of these authors, but getting my brain to engage has been a struggle.

It's February now, and I finally managed to get through This Is How We Lose the Time War by dint of listening to it on the bus. I feel that it could've benefited from two readers with more distinctively different voices, but other than that...it was a very chewy story, and I had to take a break afterwards so I could process it.

Now I'm trying to listen to To Be Taught, If Fortunate by Becky Chambers, but mostly my brain is too tired to do more than listen to soothing music.

Watching: Dude has been making me watch Rick & Morty from the 2nd season. Only watchable in small doses. /o\ We've also nabbed my sister's box set to watch the extended editions of Lord of the Rings, plus the fun documentaries and bonus material, and we both agree they make a hell of a lot more sense than the theatrical releases and now I completely understand the LotRPS phenomenon.

No gaming to speak of.

Crafting: I'm trying to finish the blue cabled sock yarn and I'm so close but I overdid it and borked my thigh. I'm looking into an e-spinner but they're pricey. I also (perhaps rashly) promised to knit a jumper (sweater) for my brother to replace his favourite (navy with a fair isle yoke). I've not really done much colourwork, but the sleeve cuff looks good. Sadly, I decided the size was wrong and am going to have to undo it all, unless just go back to the cuff and fudge the increases from there.

Other stuff: Work is shit. I'm looking into when I can afford to retire, but I still have a couple of kids to support.

The weather has been stupidly hot. We had a string of days that were in the 39C - 41C range, and then we finally got a smidge of rain. Not nearly enough, but it filled our rainwater tank at least.
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([personal profile] riverlight Feb. 12th, 2026 04:04 pm)
 Here's a list of lovely things in my life right now: 
  1. Job: I had a second-round interview for a job yesterday, and I think it went really well! I both desperately need and want a new job (the City of Boston ended my contract with about a week's notice due to budgets, but even despite that, I've been underemployed since I left Harvard, two years ago). This would be a job that I'd be very good at, that I'd enjoy (from everything I can tell), and that would be paid very well… the trifecta! I should hear later this week. 
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  3. Moving: If I get this job, I have to (and get to) move to NYC. Sister C and I lived in the city together for a decade, as some of you may remember; when we bought a house together in our hometown in CT, we left and moved back to the tiny rural area where we grew up. I've loved living here! I have a beautiful little house, and my mom and siblings are all within a five-to-15 minute drive. I've joined the Fire Department, and a local choir, and am assisting the Registrar of Voters, so I actually know people and have friends here, which has never been true before. I'm not at all relishing the logistics of uprooting my life here and moving back to Manhattan. But: that said! Turns out, when C. and I were living there before, I was pretty severely depressed the whole damn time, in a way which drastically impacted my quality of life. I knew I was depressed at the time, but I didn't know just how much it was constraining me. Now that I'm finally properly medicated, it's remarkable how much energy and enthusiasm and curiosity I feel about life; I'm just happy to be alive these days. So I actually am kind of looking forward to living in the city as the person I am now… I'll probably be much more capable of doing things like going to museums and concerts and the park and dating and… etc. I'm actually super excited. 
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  5. Singing: Also if I move to the city I'll try to re-join the excellent choir I sang with before. It's a very high level choir, near professional though it's about half amateurs, and I haven't found anything comparable here in CT. I can't wait.

    Speaking of singing—I recently auditioned for a church gig (the freelance singer's bread and butter) and got the job, which is very exciting. The musical director is incredibly well-trained—someone who has actually made music her profession, in a way I haven't actually encountered outside of, like, people who went to Juilliard. During the audition, she stopped me in the middle of singing and basically gave me a mini voice lesson in how to breathe, and the change in my vocal quality and power was immediate. And then today when we were talking about the job, she basically analyzed my voice in a way that I haven't had a teacher do since—oh, college, which was 20 years ago. "You're not a second soprano," she said (which I knew—I just sing sop 2 in my other choir because that's what they need.) "You're a lyric soprano, maybe even a dramatic soprano, and you've got an instrument you're vastly underusing." Which is fascinating to me. Several of the things she's said to me ("You need better breath control," and "Your sight-reading skills are okay but need improvement") are things I'm well aware of, so it makes me inclined to think she may well know what she's talking about. Which. What does this mean for me? I haven't had formal vocal training since—again—college, with the exception of like three voice lessons one summer. I know a lot about music compared to your average person because I love it, and I've sung with a lot of choirs, but compared to professional musicians, I know next to nothing. I don't know why A440 and A415 are different. I don't know what the difference is between Baroque and Romantic music when it comes to performing. I'm a good amateur, and yeah, I get paid for singing, but I'm still just that—a good amateur. It's interesting to contemplate the idea that if I put in the effort I could improve the quality of my voice. To what end, I have no idea—I'm in my 40s, and even if I weren't, being a gigging musician is not the life I want—but then again, why should I know what the end is? I'm looking forward to working with this woman, in other words. It's gonna be an education.
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  7. Birds and animals. I've been feeding the birds, and so I have a congregation of wonderful black-jacketed juncos living around me. And since we have two feet of snow on the ground, every time I go outside I see all the wonderful little animal feet-prints. It makes me so happy. 
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([personal profile] twistedchick Feb. 12th, 2026 02:34 pm)
Sweetie has a vet appointment tomorrow. I think she's constipated; she is peeing (including on the back room rug, which I sprayed peroxide on after mopping it up), but not passing anything. She is not eating, though I think from the pee volume she is drinking water. And she is still mainly hiding behind stuff under the ancient (possibly post-colonial era fourth-hand) desk with the enormous 92-year-old sort-of-easy-chair that is hard to move). Since she is able to get up and walk well enough, I will slide down the front of the chair under the desk tomorrow and try to move her, which will make her get up and walk out, where Steve can grab her.

My throat is okay now. Maybe something is going around? A one-day sore throat that vanishes?
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