Because Brokeback Mountain will be showing at a local cinema beginning Dec. 15 - yet another reason I ought to be glad I live where I live - but I'm worried. I know that people have been discussing this to death all over the internet, and on my flist, and on your flist too. And I'm just worried. I'm too aware that I'm in this safe little isolated corner of the web where women (straight and gay) write about men having sex with each other, and heck, occasionally the men in question aren't even characters but are real people, shock gasp. And I have to remember that I don't even know if anyone I encounter in RL who doesn't know about my fannish pursuits would be interested in seeing a movie such as Brokeback Mountain. I don't even know if I would have, a decade ago. Not because I was ever a raging homophobe, but I wonder: would I have thought it a bit too "weird" to see two men kissing? Having sex on-screen? I hadn't ever encountered anything like that back then.
What if a whole lot of people are that way? Who's going to go to this movie, who isn't invested in it somehow? I already have a co-worker who's mentioned he's going to go see Munich, but he didn't say a thing about Brokeback Mountain, and I wasn't sure whether I should even bring it up as a suggestion. Just. Gah. I'm nervous, and this isn't even my movie.... it just sort of feels like it is.
What if a whole lot of people are that way? Who's going to go to this movie, who isn't invested in it somehow? I already have a co-worker who's mentioned he's going to go see Munich, but he didn't say a thing about Brokeback Mountain, and I wasn't sure whether I should even bring it up as a suggestion. Just. Gah. I'm nervous, and this isn't even my movie.... it just sort of feels like it is.
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Date: 2005-12-06 11:59 pm (UTC)I wouldn't worry, honest.
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Date: 2005-12-07 12:33 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-12-07 01:42 am (UTC)I suppose the biggest deal with BBM is that it's based on a true story and that it's "breaking" traditional views of the "manly cowboy." But, you know, that's only mainstream. Pornos and gay films have been gaying up cowboys for ages, hahaha. anyway, I really hope you're being pessimistic. I totally plan to go see BBM.
Also, what are you going to wear for the Flanvention?! I can't decide between casual/semi-casual or dressy. Aajdkfhfj.
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Date: 2005-12-07 02:44 am (UTC)And I think I read somewhere about an exchange between Ang Lee and a producer of the movie, where Lee was saying that he supposed this film would appeal to gay moviegoers, and the producer said, "Nope, it'll appeal to women!" And he's daaaaamn right.
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Date: 2005-12-07 08:41 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-12-07 04:25 am (UTC)