Randominity

The thing that sucks about writing this story (I don't even know the pagecount anymore: I have 5 and a half hand-written pages, plus two and a half in a Word document here at work, plus a bunch in a TextEdit doc at home, plus a bit that I put in a private post in LJ) is that I want it to be DONE RIGHT NOW and I can't. I have so much more I need to say! When will it ever end, oh, what a world....