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Anders ([personal profile] magerights) wrote in [community profile] savevoid2013-09-24 09:45 am
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Is it any wonder why I'm scared [OPEN]

CHARACTERS: Anders ([personal profile] magerights) and OPEN, particularly to people on the first floor who might go to the common room.
DATE: 24/09 (Week 4, night 5)
RATING: Gen, will change as necessary
SUMMARY: Having lost a few games of cards, Anders' fears of darkness and close spaces are suddenly making it difficult to sleep.

Darkness and small spaces have always given Anders a sense of unease since that more memorable punishment he endured in the Circle, made worse after joining the Wardens, which turned out to be all about rushing into dark caves deep underground and trying to fight things that would actively try to kill and possibly even eat him, and not necessarily in that order.

But he'd usually been able to manage, even if that meant summoning a small wisp of light to circle the area and provide something reassuring to focus on. Now, things were markedly different and while he could guess that COMPASS had a hand in it, it didn't help him much to know that when turning out the lights to sleep made his pulse spike and feeling just the blankets around him brought on the overwhelming feeling that he needed to fight and escape now, before it was too late.

It had been so bad that Anders had found himself struggling to breathe properly, the mild weight of the blankets pressing down on his chest and body, and eventually he'd flung them off and fled the room, uncaring for how that might sound to others nearby. He only stopped once he reached the common room, turning on every light in the room and adding a couple of wisps of magelight to the mix as well until the whole room was lit up almost enough to seem like daylight. Then finally the fear began to fade and Anders' breathing started to even out.

Of course, now he was out of bed and wearing only his trousers and smalls, the cold already starting to chill him, but there was no way he could make himself return through the dark just to fetch a blanket or something. Perhaps there was something he could set on fire instead...
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[personal profile] shuttled 2013-09-24 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
Ellie grew restless at night, wondering what would be sent to assault them next. It seemed no matter what precautions she took, something would always slip through and make her life, and the lives of everyone around her, hell. The first floor was a good location for her room because it was closer to the exits in case of fire, but bad news if COMPASS decided to unleash monsters or a flood. Danger was everywhere and could strike at anytime so she saw no reason she shouldn't leave her room for the common area, where she could pace around and look out the large windows into the night.

She arrived not five minutes before Anders did and began to walk the perimeter, arms crossed as her face displayed that she was deep in thought.
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[personal profile] shuttled 2013-09-24 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Turning her head, she acknowledged the newcomer but gave him some time alone as she continued to the window. After a bit of time there, she turned and headed over to drag another chair close to the radiator too.

"It's freezing by the window," she explained. "So, night owl or just couldn't sleep?"
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[personal profile] shuttled 2013-09-27 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Ellie tilted her head, looking a little annoyed at first. Yes, the room was bright, but she had rapidly learned that there were forces she couldn't understand in this place and it was better to roll with them than point and stare.

But after his apology, her face softened a little. It wasn't unusual for Ellie to lie awake at night, staring at her ceiling. She had just wanted a new location this time.

"It's all right. I obviously can't sleep, and the light's a good thing here. If there was anything new ready to strike, we would have seen it by now."
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[personal profile] shuttled 2013-09-29 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Her blue and green eyes briefly followed his to see where he was glancing, but there was nothing lurking behind them so she looked back to the radiator, holding out her hands towards it.

"I suppose it's because I'm not used to the way things run here. I keep expecting something to slip into my room from under the door and attack me. Or infect me. Like when I couldn't get warm." Her fingers curled in and splayed out a few times towards the heat. Heat she could now feel. "I've never experienced anything like that before, but apparently body transformations are common when COMPASS is involved. It gives me paranoia that keeps me awake."

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[personal profile] token_vengeance 2013-09-24 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
"...would you like a cup of coffee?"

Erik had been out wandering, unable to sleep; his own fears of failure had robbed him of sleep, leaving him to walk the halls, to try and sort out ways that he could have made things go right, in any situation that had gone wrong for him--since the death of his mother, to their second failure against their captors on the Charon.

Perhaps he was not thinking on things correctly. Perhaps there was some avenue that he had not been able to foresee--that he could have if he had been just thinking clearly.

And yet, so few answers game.

So after making himself a pot of coffee, he carried a mug with him, letting the metal carafe float with him as he headed down to the common room--a bit surprised to see Anders there, and so clothed.
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[personal profile] token_vengeance 2013-09-25 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Erik shrugged, moving to place his mug in Anders hand, before putting the pot of coffee on the table, moving to a metal rack, giving it a good look. "I can always fashion another--have mine for now." A flick of a wrist, and he started to slowly fashion a cup. It was a good exercise, keeping his mind occupied, for now.

Turning to look at Anders, he pressed his lips together, "Yes. Seems the Charon has it's own way of bringing back things that we would rather not think on."
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[personal profile] token_vengeance 2013-09-29 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"Thank you." Erik shrugged, working at the metal a bit more before it was a crude cup. "Considering how strong I made the coffee? I'm sure I'll be fine." He gave a little smile, gesturing towards Anders, "Besides, I'm in the presence of a healer, aren't I?"

At the inquiry, Erik moved to find a seat, shaking his head. "I was feeling fine before I stepped onto that ship. I can't imagine that they aren't linked, somehow. Process of elimination."

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[personal profile] twinfangs 2013-09-24 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Anders wasn't the only one feeling the effects. Hawke had lost two games and almost a third before she simply withdrew her hand. She'd gotten five wins out of it and a small consolation prize. That was enough for her. Since then, she'd been unable to shake the constant paranoia that something was going to happen to those she cared for when she turned her back - or worse, because of her - and it had eaten away at her insides like acid. She couldn't shake it no matter what she did or what she tried.

Sitting down in the common rooms wasn't the best idea, either, not when there were so few people awake. Every noise made her look up from the book she tried to read but could not focus on, her mind everywhere else. She started typing out messages to Anders and Isabela at least twice and deleted them, afraid she'd sound hopeless and utterly childish. She swallowed down the terror that built in her chest and tried to think of other things.

The lights suddenly went on and she drew her blade, climbing to her feet. But her eyes settled on the new occupant and her shoulders relaxed, the blade put away. "Anders?" And...Anders without a shirt, no less. "Maker, aren't you freezing?" she asked.
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[personal profile] twinfangs 2013-09-24 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
The most obvious questions were stashed away for a moment. "A bit?" she asked, watching him light up the room with his magic. It might not have been so cold that wandering without a coat on indoors would be fine, but how he was dressed - or undressed, as it were - wasn't enough. She shook her head at him briefly while he made himself comfortable.

"I couldn't sleep." Hadn't been able to for very long, not since those poker games. She settled her chin in the palm of her hand. "I figured I'd read and maybe that would help." Or it would at least calm her nerves for a little bit. "What brought you down here in such a hurry? Is everything all right?"
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[personal profile] twinfangs 2013-09-27 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
"You had so much trouble sleeping that you decided coming all the way downstairs was a better idea?" she asked, because his first answer was by far one of the worst attempts at avoidance that she'd seen in some time. Hawke didn't blame him for keeping his troubles to himself; she had probably thoroughly embarrassed him enough just by being here when he thought he had some privacy.

Her frown was quick to form when he spoke and she shook her head. "No, I didn't know." But shouldn't she? He'd been in solitary confinement once, he'd said. But Anders, as in all things, always brushed off the pain he endured. She should have realized it sooner, though she would never have wanted to draw attention to it.

But it made her think of her own nightmares and her inability to sleep, the agitation she'd been feeling earlier - and still did, though it was somewhat subdued with Anders now with her here - and wondered. "It wouldn't surprise me if it was COMPASS. I...haven't been feeling right, either."

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[personal profile] foepas 2013-09-26 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Alec had been wandering with that feeling of terror in his heart, with the need to be somewhere other than where he was and without any particular understanding of where he could go that would be better. It seemed every place reminded him of the cellar his mother used to lock him in, from his own room to the narrow-seeming halls.

He'd thought maybe he'd head outside, but before he got there the warm-looking glow of the common room drew him in. "Oh," Alec said when he stepped inside, the light feeling like a tangible thing with the way it emphasized the size of the room, and the potential exits.

When he saw Anders in it, though, his shoulders hunched up and he went a little stiff. "I'm staying," he declared, refusing to ask for permission, afraid that it would be refused.
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[personal profile] foepas 2013-09-30 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
If Alec had Richard, he might be considered a part of a threat, but even then it would still be Richard's blade that would prove the danger, even more so than Alec's whim. And as far as Alec knew, Anders had done nothing to raise either against him. (And even beyond that, Alec didn't have Richard in this place, was utterly alone, as he deserved to be.)

"This is no more your place than it is mine," Alec said, with a certain tone of lofty disregard, although his body language continued to scream out that yes, he had been afraid of that, was afraid of it still.

"And that is no more your business than your status is for me. Or do mages keep different hours?"
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[personal profile] foepas 2013-10-02 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Alec understood keeping ones own hours, had done it when he was at University, because for all that classes took place in the day, the stars were only visible at night, and what sort of astronomer would he be if he never saw them.

"I didn't ask you to go." Jumpy as Alec was, he still preferred people to pay attention to his words rather than his body language, to listen to what he said and how he said it, and nothing more than that.

Still, Alec led himself to the other chair, settling in there and hunching in on his own too-thin body. He wasn't cold -- not the coldness of weeks prior, at least, but that wasn't much of a comfort. His eyes darted around the room, testing the corners to make sure the walls stayed far from him.

"Is your magic easier to perform at night?" And there was a note of genuine curiosity there, underneath the usual arrogance, because Alec was reaching for any fact to focus on, was willing to accept magic for the sake of learning about it.

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