Entry tags:
( sheer him like a sheep. )
CHARACTERS: mr. cortana (
117) and mrs. cortana (
choselucky117)
DATE: 3/6 (Week 16, after the whole cultist thing)
RATING: PG-13
SUMMARY: Chief has dead cultist in his hair.
[killing the cultists made him feel good, that they could strike back. while the others performed admirably, chief actually felt successful for the first time in such a long time. he reeks of blood, there are bits and pieces of things on his skin and in his hair.
first of all, his hair shouldn't be this long in the first place. even though it's still military short, it's not as short as he likes it to be. it signifies that he hasn't had enough time to maintain himself, the discipline that says that everything is under control.
chief strips his clothes after keying a message to cortana that he was back from that secret mission. he was going to shower, and maybe for two or three hours, take care of himself. he needed a shave, needed to sleep to make up for the time he didn't sleep during the rift. ]
DATE: 3/6 (Week 16, after the whole cultist thing)
RATING: PG-13
SUMMARY: Chief has dead cultist in his hair.
[killing the cultists made him feel good, that they could strike back. while the others performed admirably, chief actually felt successful for the first time in such a long time. he reeks of blood, there are bits and pieces of things on his skin and in his hair.
first of all, his hair shouldn't be this long in the first place. even though it's still military short, it's not as short as he likes it to be. it signifies that he hasn't had enough time to maintain himself, the discipline that says that everything is under control.
chief strips his clothes after keying a message to cortana that he was back from that secret mission. he was going to shower, and maybe for two or three hours, take care of himself. he needed a shave, needed to sleep to make up for the time he didn't sleep during the rift. ]

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How'd it go?
[She won't ask for details, not here, but the curious look in her eyes will say it all. He didn't explain where he was going before he left, not really, and she's about as curious as a kitten when that happens. Even now, the number of questions without answers is rising.]
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Mission success.
[they start to walk and talk, even though his back is bared and raw (he'll have to contact rory about that) he still needs a shave.]
Did you bring my combat knife?
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[Like the mission being a success, the lack of civvies is hardly a surprise. She rolls her eyes at his back, then falls into step beside him, pulling his sheathed knife from a pocket.]
You asked, I deliver. [a glance askew.] Do I want to know why you left it behind?
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[be vague as possible in case COMPASS hears them. though it's not long that they get back to their room and chief can drop the towel. if he can't be in his gel layer, he'll be naked as long as possible. besides, he can't find his shorts anywhere.
he's going to sleep, and he's going to recharge before taking on the new day. but first -]
Fox made me something better. [he says rubbing his scruff and his long hair.]
First I have to deal with this.
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[Said as she leans on the door to be sure it clicks shut. His clothes are around here...somewhere...but it still wouldn't do to have someone walk in on him like this.]
You could have mentioned you wanted a trim. I'd have found you scissors. [And before he can say anything--] The knife may get through it, but it's not meant to cut hair. It's going to be messy if you try.
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when she scoffs at his knife, he gives her a wry expression before using it to shave.]
It'll be fine. [it won't, he needs an adult.]
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It'll be fine, huh? She sits back, watches him for a moment, then sighs and shrugs.]
If you say so. But don't expect a bandage from me if you cut your face open with that.
[Said as she crosses her arms to keep her hands from twitching, trying to keep from reaching out and just doing it herself.]
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he raises the knife to his face before notices her twitching. he's known her long enough to know that if she's just going to stand there, that it's easier for him to just relent.]
Do you want to do this?
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She does, however, know she's been caught out and pauses, contemplative. Does she want to? It would make her useful...she smirks a bit.]
That depends. Do you trust me not to mess up your perfect shave?
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he sits patiently, handing her the combat knife and whatever salve that he was using to make the shave closer. he trusts her implicitly, but that doesn't stop the small quirk that his eyebrow makes.]
I suppose I'll assess the damage later.
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She takes the knife without another word, shrugging one shoulder and trying to keep her smirk from growing. That, at least, is more of a success than her last attempt at anything.]
I'll try not to make it a disaster zone. Hold still. [Said as she gently takes his chin in her other hand and gets to work. This won't take long.]
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he doesn't know why he does it, but he closes his eyes for a moment to let her hold his face. his body relaxes, shoulders slump as he almost leans against her to finish the job.]
You'll do fine.
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Almost instinctively, she shifts forward so his head can lean on her shoulder while she finishes; it's been a rough week. This is the least she can do for him.]
Your faith in me is overwhelming.
[And appreciated, her tone says. The fact that he trusts her so much is one of the things that keeps her going these days.]
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even so, even though he's talking normally he lets his head rest on her. if he was the sort of person that would wrap his arms around her and bring her close, he would. that fact that he's relaxing in her arms is indication enough how tense he's been.
not stressed; spartans thrive in this situation. just. tense.]
I never have anything but.
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It's indication enough, and she swallows hard while peering at the back of his head, at the still red network emblazoned there like a brand. Never anything but faith...even when she was destroying him from the inside out. She doesn't deserve him, no matter how much she needs him. Her voice quiets, any sense of levity chased right out the way it came in.]
I know. And sometimes it makes me wonder if that crazy streak of yours really got to your head.
[Well. Most of the levity, anyway.]
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it's something he can't control, but they do.
as if sensing her hesitation, he rests her head on her belly like a dog would when trying to make their owner feel better. somewhere in there is a movement that could be taken as a nuzzle. ]
I thought you liked crazy. [he might be getting shaving cream on her, but he doesn't care. he needs this right now; somehow she can always recharge him with the smallest movement.]
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Unlike now, when it's all she can do not to laugh as what stubble he has left rasps and tickles her stomach. He always knows how to reassure her, even if it's by making her want to laugh. She doesn't push him off, though, and instead runs her fingers through his hair. It may be too long for his standards, but it does make this easier.]
I do, but there's a reason the saying is everything in moderation. Makes it more enjoyable that way.
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he nudges her a little bit, sensing that she's tense before awkwardly raising his hands. it's what he's seen alayne do, what she used to do with him and wrap her arms around his body. she said it made her feel better, feel safe.
it takes him a moment to get that cortana might need that before wrapping his arms around her tiny frame and pulling her against his face]
It'll be okay. It's not over, Cortana.
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Though he's still more than capable of surprising her, and this event is no different. She takes a second, realizes what's happening, then smiles. So maybe he's not used to emotional things, but he's still trying. Still getting it right. So she wraps her arms around his shoulders, gentle and careful, as if he's the fragile one and she the rock, and sighs into his hair.]
What made you think I was worried it was?
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she does that and all of a sudden, he feels safe - secure. somehow if cortana is still here that he can touch, even if she's not settled in his spine that he isn't as done as is on infinity, looking out on the earth that she just helped him save.]
Because I know you.
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She tries not to think about that when he's around, and shoves the thoughts away. Instead, she presses the ghost of a kiss to his scalp and just holds on.]
You do. But I'm not worried. We'll figure this out.
[somehow.]
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We will. [emphasis on the word "we".]
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And they will. Whatever it takes. There's no splitting up this time. Whatever comes next...they will meet it head on.]
And even if we can't figure it out, we can definitely out-stubborn it. You have to admit that's an option.
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his hands run up her back, settling on that spot there his neural lace used to rest against the armor- the matching patterns on their back still give him some comfort.]
Came to the right place if they're looking for stubborn.
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Not that she's going to say that right now. Maybe another time, because for now she's just breathing, glad that he's able to relax. He needs it.]
Somehow I doubt they were looking for this much stubborn. [a soft chuckle.] They'll just have to deal with that.
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he hunches his shoulders a bit; a juvenile way to keep holding her and stretch out at the same time before finally realizing that he has to disengage and stretch himself out like a huge dog.]
They'll have to deal with a lot of things.
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Had to. The past is past. She holds on a bit tighter at the thought that this is all they've got now, this crazy place that takes as easy as it gives. These moments are all that are really theirs now. She's loathe to end it so quickly.]
It evens the playing field. Let's not make things any easier.
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he looks up at her; the sun, the stars, his everything.]
Nukes help.
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I have to give you that point. They do help a lot if they're used properly.
[read: so long as they're not used against them.]
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[It can never make up for what was lost, but the chatter still comes easy enough to both break and fill the silence. That much, at least, even she can be grateful for. Especially if it gets a smile out of him at some point.]
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[his fingers brush against her skin, even as he reaches for a shirt. this is good- nice, even. she's warm, and he can feel her breathe near him and the way that she even blinks is reassuring.]
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[Rhetorical question. When has he worried about guidelines or protocol? It's just one of the many things she likes about him. Especially since it hasn't changed at all.]
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It's you I worry about.
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And you always will. I know that. [a pause, and she scrunches up her nose] Though I still fail to see why. I'm not the one nearly constantly in the thick of it.