I Only Speak Truth

As of Thursday morning, I completed one of the goals on my To Do List this year: Go to Disneyland for Leap Day and stay there until the sun rises. We left at around 11pm the night before and stayed until six in the morning. It was packed and I was a bit worried at the beginning. They weren't letting anyone in till around 12:40, but luckily everything was timed really well and we didn't have to wait long? The good thing about having a pass with no blackout dates is that you don't have to try to do everything at once. We were perfectly fine waiting in line for coffee and food and waiting over forty minutes for the Haunted Mansion. This is not sarcasm. I was with my two sisters, two of her friends, and my friend Marc. He was a late addition, but a blessed one he was. He had me laughing the whole night and I actually enjoyed joining him on his smoke breaks.

After the sun rose and Disneyland closed, we dragged ourselves to Mimi's Cafe for breakfast and then dragged ourselves to my house for some much needed sleep in which Marc joined me in my bed. I've never shared my bed with someone who wasn't family before and to be honest, I didn't sleep well out of being self conscious. I didn't actually mind sharing, but I couldn't relax either. I hope he got some kind of rest though. He said "I hope you know this means we're friends, I don't cuddle with just anyone." For the record, we didn't cuddle but I think he meant just sharing the bed in general. I'm never really sure what to think around people who aren't Javier. I was content he said so, but I always wonder what people think of me. Not anyone, just people who I guess are candidates for friends? One of my coworkers at work is really nice, but she's kind of like that to everyone and she's just one of those...people that you just can't tell how genuine they're being? Carolyn and Marc are kind of like that. Carolyn for sure. I have to get to know them better I think.

Sometimes I wonder when I became so distrusting of people. Or I don't know. What's a better word for it? I guess I have my guard up, I wonder where that came from.

Anyway, next week I'll be getting film back from the first lomokino (film movie) roll I shot. I'm excited and can't wait to get it back. However, scanning it and editing it together is gonna be a trip. I also have to send off the regular 35mm I shot on Disney Day...so many photos, so lazy.

I finished The World Ends With You last night. I liked it a lot and I'm ready for them and their cameos in KH3D. Even though Beat made me laugh the most, I'm still pretty attached to Joshua, probably on a completely shallow level. I like his voice actor and he's a dickface and he was the most attractive. Probably on account of being a dickface. I also like that his story/role surprised me the most.

I think it'd be a lot of fun to cosplay this year. I'm still in love with Aqua and I think it'd be pretty badass to dress up as her. I don't want to suck though. And her design isn't so simple. Mostly because of the armor and stuff. My second option is Sailor Neptune, not so pressing with the accessories.

This summer for sure I'm going to take the sewing class. Excited.