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typecasting2010-07-17 05:35 pm
lluvia) wrote in typecasting2010-07-17 05:35 pm
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State of the RP! (imported from IS)
Urrrgh, still feeling the blahs. I have post ideas and things I want to (and should) do, but zero motivation or energy to do so.
Currently, I have:
RE: Those last three. I'd decided I'd give them until after counselor apps to see if the situation somehow improved. But then work raep happen and it kept happening and it doesn't look like it will stop for a while, so those drops are looking more likely by the second. BUT I STILL WANT TO WAIT UNTIL AFTER COUNSELORS, IN CASE I REGRET IT.
And here's where the problem comes in, because I'm also planning to app a counselor, except I can't really app if I don't have the activity. And getting activity when you have RP blahs + no time, is... kiiiiind of like pulling teeth. I HAVE NO DOUBT I'LL BE ABLE TO PULL IT OFF, but. :/
I keep feeling like my lineup needs a revamp, but, as you can see from my breakdown up there, that isn't really an option. LET'S NOT EVEN TALK ABOUT APPING AT OTHER GAMES ha ha ha, not with my current life madness.
It's also amusing to confirm, once again, that nowadays I only want to app and/or keep characters (at CFUD) because of castmates/relationships. I'm really not sure what this says about me. :|a
I ALSO MISS PLAYING TOKITOH, and I have a desperate need to play Shiki (the Kara No Kyoukai one) somewhere, and I still want to be part of a P4 crew (a Higurashi crew is fine too). Tokitoh I can kind of deal with via fic (and wife, whenever we get to play nowadays), Shiki I wanted to app at Sabra but ha ha, that thing about work raep. SOME PEOPLE HAD PLANS FOR A P4 INVASION SOMEWHERE, but then... it didn't happen. And Higurashi is just something I have almost completely given up on. :/
Basically, I want to play but I don't want to play but I want to play except ONLY UNDER MY TERMS AND WHENEVER I WANT TO. I should... probably just stick to sandboxes and DRs, huh.
Originally posted on 2009-06-05.
Currently, I have:
- Three (3) characters you'd have to pry from my cold dead hands
- Three (3) characters I wouldn't drop unless it was completely and absolutely necessary
- Three (3) characters I don't want to drop but I probably should, since I barely play them
RE: Those last three. I'd decided I'd give them until after counselor apps to see if the situation somehow improved. But then work raep happen and it kept happening and it doesn't look like it will stop for a while, so those drops are looking more likely by the second. BUT I STILL WANT TO WAIT UNTIL AFTER COUNSELORS, IN CASE I REGRET IT.
And here's where the problem comes in, because I'm also planning to app a counselor, except I can't really app if I don't have the activity. And getting activity when you have RP blahs + no time, is... kiiiiind of like pulling teeth. I HAVE NO DOUBT I'LL BE ABLE TO PULL IT OFF, but. :/
I keep feeling like my lineup needs a revamp, but, as you can see from my breakdown up there, that isn't really an option. LET'S NOT EVEN TALK ABOUT APPING AT OTHER GAMES ha ha ha, not with my current life madness.
It's also amusing to confirm, once again, that nowadays I only want to app and/or keep characters (at CFUD) because of castmates/relationships. I'm really not sure what this says about me. :|a
I ALSO MISS PLAYING TOKITOH, and I have a desperate need to play Shiki (the Kara No Kyoukai one) somewhere, and I still want to be part of a P4 crew (a Higurashi crew is fine too). Tokitoh I can kind of deal with via fic (and wife, whenever we get to play nowadays), Shiki I wanted to app at Sabra but ha ha, that thing about work raep. SOME PEOPLE HAD PLANS FOR A P4 INVASION SOMEWHERE, but then... it didn't happen. And Higurashi is just something I have almost completely given up on. :/
Basically, I want to play but I don't want to play but I want to play except ONLY UNDER MY TERMS AND WHENEVER I WANT TO. I should... probably just stick to sandboxes and DRs, huh.
Originally posted on 2009-06-05.
