Amadir

Hey there.

My friends always say things about me like "You´re the only person I know who constantly seems to be high, even thou you´re not", or "a grown person with the mind of a kid".

Since childhood, I've had a passion for drawing, especially animals, monsters, demons, and dragons. I developed a knack for capturing these creatures and a vivid imagination for the grotesque and the fantastical.

As I grew older, I discovered fantasy and horror literature, as well as roleplaying games, which became a perfect blend with my love of drawing. Before long, I began creating my own adventures, campaigns, and entire background settings for the worlds I had envisioned for my roleplaying group. It was during this time that writing naturally became a part of my creative journey.

In 2022, I was diagnosed with Friedreich's Ataxia, an untreatable condition that affects my ability to walk and impacts the motor skills in my hands. Unfortunately, this meant I could no longer draw or write by hand. In March 2024, I had to leave my job as a nurse for individuals with dementia, which left me with a lot of time and a need to rediscover my creative outlets. I soon realized that, while I couldn't create by hand anymore, I could still bring my ideas to life using AI programs. This rekindled my passion for fantasy, horror, and the unique worlds I imagine, which I now share with you through my old DeviantArt account.

Music has always been a significant—if not the greatest—influence on my creations. I often include music clips alongside my images to reflect the mood I felt while bringing them to life. In the past, I played electric guitar, contributed background vocals, occasionally took on lead vocals, and even wrote songs for an alternative rock band.

I also enjoy creating a variety of other images, including landscapes, portraits of people, animals, religious and occult-themed art, and so much more.

My art always reflects my mood, feelings, and what’s in my mind, heart, and soul. Each piece I create is a part of me, and sharing that connection is incredibly important to me.

I hope you enjoy what I share, and I deeply appreciate all your love and support.

Thank you !!!