hello, as some of you may know, i was very active from 2012-2018. during those years, i have met a lot of good and bad people that have impacted me significantly. even more upsetting is that i was being neglected and abused at home, so on so forth.. it kept happening so much. sadly, i am a victim of abuse, exploitation, trauma, grooming and so much i cannot list in this journal. i have been formally diagnosed with a leu of conditions and i do not have that huge block of memory anymore. i want to take the time to formally apologize to everybody that i have hurt, especially those who didn't deserve the shit i put them through and to the ones i did more harm than good. i understand, i was a child, yet it doesn't excuse any of my behavior. again, i am sincerely and wholeheartedly apologetic towards every single individual whom had the unfortunate pleasure of encountering me. i know an apology won't change anything, i know..
it's a step into becoming a better person and making things