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A Story of Three - Part 1 by daphantom, literature

untitled thoughts by daphantom, literature

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untitled thoughts

You know how there’s always this one person who brings out the best of you. The one who you can do anything or nothing with and have the best time of your life. The one that just being around them makes you feel beautiful and you know the one thing you want least in life is to lose them. Well that’s the perfect description of him. He always beings out the best of me and I’m my happiest and have the most fun with him. Just being around him makes me feel beautiful and special. It would tear me apart to lose him but I have this feeling that I won’t for a long time if ever. They say happiness isn’t finding a perfect person but seeing an...

Perfection by daphantom, literature

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Perfection

PerfectionHave you ever felt perfection? I mean the perfect kind of perfection. I have. Perfection cannot truly be captured in words or pictures for they cannot do it justice. Simple perfection lies in walking down an empty country street on a summer night. The feel of the warm breeze tickling your skin and lifting your hair. Watching fireflies dart around you. Quiet enough to hear the whisper of the wind, your breath, your heartbeat. The only lighting being the moon and the stars giving everything a beautiful glow. It’s shear perfection, never to really be captured, just felt.This is the kind of perfection I feel with him. I was...

It was all just a dream by daphantom, literature

Reflection 2 by daphantom, literature

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Reflection 2

September 24, 2003 10:51Her reflection, they said Would be good inspiration She's done that before Showed them the results And they liked 'But try it differently See yourself how we do' So she tries again Here's the resultsI see her Staring back at me It's dark Darkness I like But cut the light on So she can see Those eyes Staring straight through With all their colors "Sexy" they call them Dull I say With the tiniest flicker Of happiness within them Her lips Not smiling 'You should smile more It's beautiful' I hate my smile She moves through the reflection As always Finding every flaw Every flaw they somehow Don't see All they see is good...

The Past that I Hate by daphantom, literature

Locked Away by daphantom, literature

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Locked Away

The knife Locked away In a box Under her bed So she can't use it Anymore She knows the feel of it All too well Black handle The blade is sharp Once used To cut the demons Out of her But always They came back Now she's searching for Another way One that doesn't hurt The ones she loves And doesn't cause Marks that will never Go away Yes, she locked it away Of her own free will Promised she would try In the hopes She would not take it back out For she does not wish To slice away At her life anymore So she locked it all away

Fluttering in the Breeze by daphantom, literature

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Fluttering in the Breeze

Papers fluttering in the breeze Covering pink walls Hiding the color She once loved Underneath pictures Of famous people Guitar players Other musicians too People she looks up to Wanting to be like them The soft scent of vanilla Fills the room To comfort her Radio turned up loud Playing only her favorite songs Pictures of them everywhere Covering her shelves And in the corners Of her mirrors Her two neices Who she loves as her own And her friends The ones that care That are there When she needs them She's spent fifteen years In this room Making it her own Now they're getting a new place She'll have a bigger room More space No more stupid p...

Inside by daphantom, literature

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Inside

Inside August 27, 2003 2:10 pmLook at her Dark clothes Black fingernails But she's all smiles So happy You'd hardly believe It was true But it must be See she is always With these happy people Surely she's happy too Look she's laughin now It's easy to blieve Long as you don't look Into her eyes They tell the truth The truth no one knows That it is all a lie Inside she's crying Slowly dieing But if you don't look there She's happy Perfectly normal But inside She needs help But she don't know How to ask So she hides it all Deep inside Where no one will see Cause we're all too afraid Of what we might see If we look inside

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unwanted tears by daphantom, literature

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unwanted tears

I hate it when my brother picks a fight, He always hurts me deep inside, I run to my room and slam the door, So he cant hurt me physicly anymore.I try to pretend i dont hear them yelling and cussing, And reach up and touch the tears from my eyes, As i open my window and climb outside, Its the only way to get away from the fights, I run as far as i can so i cant hear the screamin.I try to find somewhere to be alone, I try to make the tears dissappear, I know theres no one i can go to, And i realise im all alone, They dont know how much they hurt me, When i go home i find out my dad and brother were in another fist fight.

what colors mean by daphantom, literature

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what colors mean

Why is the sky blue? Because when I look around and see how lonely I am thats how I feel. Im always by myself cause whenever someone trys to get close to me I push them away.Why is the grass green? Cause when I think I remember thats how rich I was. I used to have all kinds of friends but then my brothers reputation caught up with me. They said if id change they'd look past it but I didnt want to live a lie and be like them.Why is the night sky black? Cause thats the darkness that surrounds me I have no one to talk to cause my friends never come to visit me I wouldnt let them if they tried.

darkness around me by daphantom, literature

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darkness around me

This darkness that is around me is slipping away Theres a new world coming and i dont know what to say Theres a light surrounding me where the darkness was And its leaving me helpless their ripping away my disguise Now they'll see the real me the ugly life i cant hide from My whole worlds dissappearing before my eyes Then i think and realised im changing anyway And i feel as though im loved for the first time It seems like my worlds gone when really it just changed

No Tomorrow by daphantom, literature

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No Tomorrow

1/3/03 1:20 amIf there was no tomorrow would you still treat me so bad? If there was no tomorrow would you still act like I'm not a person? If there was no tomorrow would you realize just who I am? If there was no tomorrow would you stop actin like I'm not there? If there was no tomorrow would you take back all the words you said? If there was no tomorrow would I mean shit to you? If there was no tomorrow would you still hate me so bad? If there was no tomorrow would everything finally be alright? If there was no tomorrow would you apoligise for all you done? Or would you stay the same and waste today with no tomorrow to come? Tell me caus...

the question is why by daphantom, literature

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the question is why

1/4/03 2:38 amWhy must everything confuse me Why must i lie and hide the true me Why am i only expressed in my written words Why cant i say the things i feel Or the things i want to say Why can i never write my feelings to people Why only in song or poetry Why can i never find peace Why cant i express myself more freely Why do i feel as though nobody likes me Why cant i believe people when they compliment me Why do i sit here and type this knowing no one will read it Why, why are so many of my questions unanswered Why, why am i this way Why cant i find inspiration when im holding a pencil Why is my only inspiration found while sitting at a...

you say i say by daphantom, literature

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you say i say

1/4/03 2:50 amYou say I'm beautiful, And that you love me. I say I'm not, And surely you cant.You say I'm somethin special, And that you think I'm the best. I say its not true, And to hell with that.You say you want me with you, And to just be with me. I say why would you, And whats the point in that.Its obvious we disagree, You say I'm nice and sweet, And a darlin thing, And that you love me, Want me to be yours.I say no I'm not I'm a bitch, Why ya callin me darlin, I dont deserve that, Or your love, I want to be yours, But you deserve better.You say I'm wrong, I'm all you want. I wonder why, And I give in, And let you win, Yet again, Cau...

i want to hate you by daphantom, literature

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i want to hate you

1/4/03 2:43 amYou hurt me and you tell me lies You take my world away, you try to make me cry You put me down every chance that you get You do all you can to make me miserable You make sure you ruin my life any way you can You go ahead make fun of me see if i care You are stupid ignorant fool You make me hate your guts You dont care cause you hate mine to You must not have no pride the way you act You treat me like im a peice of shit You make me have so many feelings of anger You aint nothin but a peice of shit yourself You can put me down all you want but its only hurting yourself You aint worth a damn to me anymore You dont deserve all o...

times we had by daphantom, literature

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times we had

1/4/03 3:02 amI sit here all alone, And I think and I wonder, Why am I always finding myself alone, Why does everybody seem to hate me so?And I think about the times we had, Just me and him, the one I love, But then that just makes me sadder, For like everyone else he left me for someone new.And then I think about the times we had, Just me and her, my best friend, And how we had so much fun, Til she found new friends and left me behind.And then I think about the times we had, Just me and him, my brother, And how we laughed and played together, Until we got older and he got gangster.And then I think about the times we had, Just me and her, ...

world of fantasy by daphantom, literature

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world of fantasy

1/4/03 3:08 amI live in a world of fantasy, Its the best place to be. In my little world of fantasy, Nobody hurts me, everybody loves me. I live with dragons, fairys, mermaids, And more, anything my head comes up with. I often go to my world of fantasy, And shut the real world out, Cause the real world hurts me and hates me, So I hate it in turn. I like to visit my world of fantasy, And leave everybody else behind, They dont deserve my world of fantasy, Because they dont deserve a thing of mine. I like my world of fantasy, Its a beautiful place, I fly through the sky, On my silver dragon, I ride through the meadows, On the back of my unico...

silverhill by daphantom, literature

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silverhill

1/4/03 2:28 amListen closely my friends, And I'll tell you a tale, About a little town called Silverhill, Not many people know of it but soon they will.Back before it was known as Silverhill, There was a girl that lived there, She had eyes that shone like the moon, And was the most beautiful thing around.She was happy go-lucky, not a care in the world, She was beautiful and everybody told her, She just said no im not that beautiful. And no matter what happend she couldnt give a damn.Then one day she fell deeply in love with a boy. No one in town thought he deserved her, And at first they didnt know quite why. But she knew in her heart he ...

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Your Fear in Me by khgarner, literature

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Your Fear in Me

Dark and lost at hell's back door She's not the girl you knew before Looking past her eyes you see The person that she used to be Turn away and look once more Remember what you saw before At a glance her eyes are empty Thoughts of self constantly shifting The tension burns inside her soul Begging her to lose control Now your scared of what you see I'm sorry you looked inside of me

/Evolving\ by bite06me, literature

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/Evolving\

There's beauty in the words that I hear from your mouth, there's beauty in the thoughts that you think every day. The beauty is me. The beauty is us. This is us. An endless aray of who did what said when and where? The amounts of glances and lips that we read Nights stayed up, not talking- love? Whatever was going on- it's confusing I'm lost in these thoughts, that are new Buzzing, it's in my ears, seeping out Even in my fingertips, there's you- us I? on my own, everythings bold Your bold. I'm italics in your eyes For you to keep But you- you're mine so how can I be yours? did you have me first? or did i have you?are you slippin...

Black Reflection by khgarner, literature

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Black Reflection

Restlessly hoping to drift to sleep Knowing I've fallen far too deep This hell is the only life I've known So bad that I've come to call it my homeDifferent things will make you see How much better life can be As they start to haunt your mind You burn to leave this hell behindSearching for answers you suddenly stop Seeing how far your life has dropped All the answers to the question why Are all the things that you denyYou look at yourself and what you've become This blackened reflection makes you numb Your train of thought stops in it's tracks Despirately trying to help you relaxYou become lost in this hell you have found Eyes wide open yo...

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Perfection by daphantom, literature

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Perfection

daphantom

About daphantom

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thesilentdreamer.bravepages.com/doll%20site/index.html
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Current Residence: North Carolina
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Blues, Country, Rap, Classic Rock, Punk, Ska, Reggae, most everything
Operating System: xp
Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob Squarepants and Bart Simpson
Personal Quote: I want to disappear....................I see green people

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Dazed and Confused

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Lynard Skynard, Sublime, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Jewel, Third Eye Blind, Evanesence, Eminem

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Jun 19, 2004

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:icondaphantom:=:icontornbeauty:=:iconfragile-angel::devfragile-angel: :heart: :devattackbyman: :devfragile-angel: & :devbabywolf: friends forever~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The ones that watch me (minus a couple for reasons), view them, love them, they're worth it.:icondreadz::iconLordOfSenses::iconLucis::iconnbaAngel::iconxbleedingcherryx::iconVampireLestat::iconbite06me::iconkhgarner::iconattackbyman::icontornbeauty::icongoldeneagle::iconXiasiaDeigo::iconjulyshelied::iconebykat::icongmtb::iconbabywolf::iconschool::icondisturbed-angel::iconranjha::iconeclipz04::iconerygothicpoet::blowkiss::hug::heart::kiss: to all of the above....

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daphantom

Mar 19, 2004

Devious Journal Entry

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I may continue my story some today, I may I'm not sure...I kinda want to, have something I want to put in it...but I'm not sure I can right now. We're leaving tonight, going halfway across the state to see Matt. I probably won't be able to speak to him. I'll be in quite a condition tomorrow and sunday...probably stay in bed once we get home. This past week has been tough, major headaches everyday, moods changing more often than is normal for me, and sleeping all the time...about 12 or more hours a day, depending on what time i get home, tuesday and thursday was aobut 12, the rest not counting today were about 14, 15, unusual for me. A...

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daphantom

Mar 13, 2004

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Go look see pictures. Didn't think to label em there but the first one is me, then my friend Michael, Jason, Me & Whitney, Me & Jason, and Me again. Have bunches more in my yahoo photos. Got 30 pics developed today. Wanna see more just ask. My Live Journal Check out this wonderful photo manipulation Wandering Eye its by :iconXiasiaDeigo: while you're at it check out her whole gallery, it's worth your time. go look at this just a little something I did with a friend of mine.Eddy's gonna try and give mama the 20th off. If he does we might be leaving at 3:30 that morning to go halfway across the state in order to visit Matt at prison. ...

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erygothicpoet

Jul 9, 2005

hey there, hun. it's been a while and i thought i'd drop a line. hope u remember me... lol

hit me up with some lyrics sometime.

starryangelicus

Dec 23, 2004

just wanted to stop by all of my devWATCHERS and wish them..

Happy Holidays!
may all of your wishes and dreams come true.

thank you so much for your support. your support has helped me a lot this past year and added more inspiration to my life to keep on writing.
thank you.

<3 Ivy

eclipz04

Sep 7, 2004

*dances in circleS*

One more MIA Friend on my watch

starryangelicus

May 3, 2004

just going around to say thank you for adding me to your deviantwatch and providing me wonderful comments on my work.
your support has helped me a lot this past year and added more inspiration to my life to keep on writing.
thank you.

<3 Ivy

evilfaeries

Mar 25, 2004

Thank You for +faving my prose, letters to heaven.

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LordOfSenses

Mar 20, 2004

thanks for the dev stalk, i'll check your stuff out

budbiotch

Mar 18, 2004

I like the watch
and I like your gallery hence my watch...
Its a good collection