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Prayer in School by dedeus, literature

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Prayer in School

Universe who has created us and made us into tribes and nations That we may know each other, not that we may despise each other. Give to everyone who begs from you, and of those who take away your goods, do not ask for them again. May all things be a source of peace to us. And may thy peace itself, bestow peace on all and may that peace come to me also. May those frightened cease to be afraid, and may those bound be free. May the powerless find power, and may people think of befriending one another. Be eyes to the blind, and a guiding light unto the feet of the erring Be a breath of life to the body of humankind, a dew to the soil of the h...

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The Blaspheme thoughts by dedeus, literature

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The Blaspheme thoughts

Blasphemy for my thoughts, hopes and dreams, the desire sought, found, and craved, the things Id say nobody would believe, and if known they’d hold me back and stop me, try to change my mind…I offer everything, and nothing would be taken, but in the end I’d be left with nothing, nothing but a memory, and the pleasure it brings, but would the memory be worth it…pain is only as strong as a memory, would the happiness be worth that, those burned memories etched in my mind and heart, but I do, I want to remember if not for the beauty of it all then as a lesson, a lesson in love, heart, hope and dreams, so forever it will stay, and not the fore...

Hiding by dedeus, literature

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Hiding

Hiding they don’t see what I truly am, the truth behind my visage, the troubles they see are ripples on the surface, no true emotion behind my words, a shell is what I feed them and only one is the wiser, the emotion that I hide, truth, lies, it’s all the same just the person they see, not deep enough to drown in, the burn is inside, but tied with the depth, what could be used to extinguish instead fuels… the truth behind my lies belongs not with me, the person I play to stay true to the person I am…

Monster by dedeus, literature

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Monster

Once upon a night so clear, a distant rumbling I did hear Smoke and flame rose in a pillar so great, so tired and sleepy it was 3:08 Out my door in a speeding leap, running through the forest like a nocturnal creep Ahead in my site ‘twas a hole in the ground, ‘twas a bottomless pit and perfectly round Inside this pit was lined with a stair, and came marching up was a beast with black hair Roaring and howling in a rage so fierce, fire was spurting out of his ears. Holding in his arms something so tight, but I couldn’t see it through the pitch black night Climbing and climbing round the spire, rising so gently from the bottom was red and ora...

Unfair by dedeus, literature

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Unfair

They always say that life is unfair, what they neglect to tell you is that it will prove that fact at every given chance. Everyone is at one time or another made to be an example to this seemingly relentless rule of thumb that governs our lives. I am certain of injustices far more detrimental than my own, but the true tragedy of this injustice is that I must share it. Pain is a large factor in this experience of life. Many would say they don’t ever want to feel it. I am not one of those many, I do not want to be mistaken for a masochist, I just believe I understand a bit more than the average person. Pain is not fun, or enjoyable, but it h...

Words so close by dedeus, literature

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Words so close

Words so close in front of our eyes, how do we distinguish between the truth and the lies, it seems what we says is not the truth we want, but we speak not for the fear that haunts. Two versions of the truth, but who is in the right, both believing their heart, and to the end willing to fight, how long does the masquerade last, I need sleep in this ball of life, home by midnight then face the morning strife, the thoughts fill my mind, the good, the happy, the unkind. Persevere I will to the very end, lie or not my heart will mend…

Alternative Perception by dedeus, literature

Heart Flow by dedeus, literature

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Heart Flow

All that flows from my heart in a silken stream, glorious, golden, kept afloat by a dream, true thoughts, pure heart, and raw is my desire, no other love, nor money, nor circumstance would I need to acquire, drag me away on our first sight, let pleasure and love flow in our endless night, no worries, no pain not a thing to stop it, not the freezing snow, burning sun, or deluge of rain…

Stepping Stones by dedeus, literature

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Stepping Stones

On a path of stones, headed in an unknown direction, unforseen paths and turns, difficulties and eases. A want to stop, and get off the path but you\'d go nowhere, be idle in time, the fall from these stones is far too far, too much to lose if you let yourself go, keep moving stone by stone, step by step, watch the slick stones though, as much as you may want to stay on path, they can make you slip, be strong, dont lose focus, step confidently...step to the next stone, enjoy the view, move on, and never forget what you see...some stones repeat themselves, they\'ll come back to you keep walking, watch your step....move on...dont hesitate fo...

Hide My Tears by dedeus, literature

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Hide My Tears

You know my depression, you see it in my face, look into my eys, sans the view of my disgrace, You know there\'s something wrong as you watch my head hang long, the day passes on, and I sit on my throne, head in my hands, between my knee\'s two tears drop as I sob out my plea\'s You stand above me covering their view, keeping the tears between me and you...wrap your arms around me and hold me tight whisper you\'re so sorry as I tell you i\'ll be alright...you tell me it\'ll get better, and I know it\'s true, and for telling me the truth, I must thank you...

Condemn me from Reality by dedeus, literature

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Condemn me from Reality

Condemn me from reality, take it all away, let me live in my fantasies, keep the rest at bay, take away misfortune, take away the lame, let me have my fantasy, accredit me the blame drifting off my nights alone, pawing at the air, lucid visions in my mind, I feel like someone\'s there Open up my eyes to see whats truly near, just my hand against the darkness, my solitary fear, Condemn me from reality, dont ever let me back close that door behind me and seal up all the cracks...

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Your Beauty by brutalcorpse, literature

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Your Beauty

So BeautifulHave you looked in the mirror lately? Do you realize what your beauty does to men? Evokes these feelings we cant comprehend. Sucks our soul and leaves a hole of stupidity and awe.Every feature of your face makes us wonder if fairy tales ad princesses were real if blue moons, white swans, and pink sunsets could compare to the beauty you reveal.Each strand of your hair holds more life than all the life this world could ever conceal. It glitters and shines more passionately than reflections of stars on a sea of teal.Your eyes belong upon the Northern skies Theyd be King and Queen of the star-light kingdom. Seperately, your eye is ...

My Last Breath by imgnrylite, literature

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My Last Breath

It hurts, a hell of a lot more than I thought it would. I open my eyes, scared, but the sight of my blood falling from my wrist into the slowly filling bathtub reassures me. I slice into my other wrist, and that hurts too, but this time it\'s more of an exquisite pleasurepain. I lean my head against the wall and close my eyes, content to let my heart pump the life out of me.Suddenly you\'re here, shaking me and calling my name, and my eyes snap open. I feel light-headed and dizzy. You\'re in the tub with me, holding me against your chest, like if you hold on tight enough you can keep me from leaving you. I open my mouth to speak, but the w...

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Deviant for 22 years
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Current Residence: Northeastern Maine
Favourite genre of music: Rock-all that it entails
Favourite photographer: Deidra Levassuer
Favourite style of art: Style... wassat?
Operating System: Xp
MP3 player of choice: IRC
Shell of choice: Ninja Turtle?
Wallpaper of choice: Something Blue
Skin of choice: Female.
Favourite cartoon character: Snagglepuss
Personal Quote: He needs a good ole stab in the face.

Favourite Visual Artist

Boris Vallejo

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K-Pax

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Edward Shearmur

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Jack Whyte

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Xenogears/saga

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dedeus

Aug 1, 2004

Summer

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I guess things change huh? You all know that. I'm finding my lifestyle changing drastically. Hopefully for the better. I'm still in the process of being collegized... I'm registered, I just need to pay for the courses. It's hard. I'm a wee bit worried my financial aid won't go through because of my schmuck of a father. Retard gives me tax info on taxes he never filed... Is that grounds for hate? I think so. Or damned close. So, I got a week to straighten it all out, then once it's all done, I start classes August 25, three days after my insignificant 19th birthday. I miss my girlfriend hella bad. It sucks hardcore, I never thoguht I'd be h...

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dedeus

Apr 19, 2004

Chaos

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My immediate world has changed, everything has except my success. I don't know if everything is for the best, but I am happy... happier than I have been in a long time. Some things change, some peoples dreams come true... some sink into darkness only to be left as embers in the coals. I can't really explain a whole lot of what's going on. I can't realy explain any of it. My mind is muddled with things... thoughts... feelings... and stuff.

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dedeus

Feb 24, 2004

Great stuffs

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Some awesome things that have happened...Anniversary with Ally Feb. 24 w00t- I love you Ally :-DAccepted into Hillsborough w00tA Job at MBNA- pendingSchool cancelled due to vandalism! wEEEhEEEEE

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koolaid

May 4, 2004

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I figured i'd comment on you... umm... your dead sexy and an awesome writer/artist... if I wasn't already stalking you, i'd start stalking you... hehehe...