It seems that alot of the times I write journals is to vent some feelings of something tragic that has happened to me and our family. Another big loss today, R.I.P. Yet again I feel like I have to inform the people that I think care and it makes me feel better to make a journal about it.Also as some of you may have noticed I have been absent for many months. I am still around here everyday but procrastination is something that I have become too familiar with. Hopefully soon I will have some kind of update.To all the friends I have met here I really do appreciate knowing you all, sometimes I feel like you are my only friends...David M, Sean...