I had a long talk with my mom this weekend about relationships and marriage. She pointed out to me that I expect way too much from a single person; that no one could ever be that perfect. She is so right, fact is people have always told me that. I just blew it off. I've had so many problems with just relationships, I haven't even gotten to the hardest committment ever: Marriage! Seems like a lost cause for me. I guess the only thing I can do, is to work on the most important relationship, with God. Hopefully through him, I will be able to see things more clearly, and to find the sense of security that has led me to become what I am today...