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Uncertainty by Onil, literature

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Uncertainty

My heart trembles of desire My mind holds it in its place The fight slowly becomes dire Growing tired of the chaseMy hope begs me to endure An endless journey is ahead The future seems so obscure Much confusion in your headWith so much going through your mind A mist of thoughts that tend to hide That simple answer you do not find Bemused and lost beyond the tideThe feelings flourishing inside Always felt with great concern Being strangled and pushed aside Across a bridge with no return

Poeta by Onil, literature

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Poeta

Poeta... aquele que o é sem o ser, que escreve poesia sem o saber... apenas por necessidade...Desabafa consigo mesmo, num caderno de rabiscos, as tristezas que o assombram...sentimentos e emoções, mentiras e ilusões... de um passado bem presente...Descreve a vida por palavras, palavras que recordam momentos, momentos de uma vida...Uma vida perturbada, escondida pela fachada, de um sorriso alegre...Uma ilusão disfarçada, pela força de esquecer, o que ainda o faz sofrer...Numa mão uma caneta, na outra um pensamento... Acaba o seu poema, Mas não o seu sofrimento...

Perception of Reality by Onil, literature

Inspiracao by Onil, literature

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Inspiracao

- InspiraçãoA inspiração bate á porta na hora de deitar... mas a preguiça é tão forte que me impede de levantar... Pegar na caneta e passar para o papel todas as palavras isoladas que me invadem a cabeça, como que perdidas... em busca da sua união. Quantos poemas perdidos num fechar de olhos... quantas palavras esquecidas na infinidade da noite... pensamentos e memórias que teimam em assombrar cada momento de sossego... impedindo-me de dormir...O tema mantém-se o mesmo... inalteravel e insubstituivel... o sofrimento por amor. Iludo-me... ao pensar que isso um dia irá mudar... que terei de recordar as memórias mais longínquas em busca de in...

Breaking Dawn by Onil, literature

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Breaking Dawn

- Breaking Dawn...tonight i could not sleep... ...there's something hurting me deep... ...what it was, i could not say... ...i tried to forget it anyway......but i kept wondering what it might be... ...this crushing pain inside of me... ...this anguish deep in my head... ...laying breathless in my bed... ...with eyes wide open trying to see... ...why death itself was chasing me......I cannot find the reason why... ...i felt like i was about to die... ...in that dark room in which i stand... ...with no one close to hold my hand... ...to calm me down as night goes on... ...and hold me close until the dawn......but alone i face my own fears...

Destino Incerto by Onil, literature

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Destino Incerto

- Destino IncertoUma longa viagem de comboio com destino definido, mas incerto, em busca da essência da vida dos tempos modernos que os atormenta; duas almas solitárias que vagueiam pelo mundo, por entre a multidão de olhares indiferentes, pelo destino infiel ao sonho irreal que persiste sobre a realidade cruel e pessimista que existe.Os seus olhares timidos e repentinos que se cruzam e se esquivam por entre os pensamentos irrequietos; a esperança do passo envergonhado; da iniciativa inerente mas esperada e desejada, escondida pela vergonha das aparencias mal interpretadas e pelo receio infundado do sentimento incorrespondido.O destino bre...

Lost in Thoughts by Onil, literature

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Lost in Thoughts

- “Lost in Thoughts”...memories always come back to haunt us... ...to reveal the hidden truth lost within us... ...to remind us of what we’ve been through... ...of what was false and what was true......she was the broken mirror of my dreams... ...the cold illusion deep in my screams... ...the fake love that i could not see... ...now love can no longer blind me......cause with our past we must learn... ...forget all letters... just let them burn... ...forget all lies… and all your doubts... ...all those questions in your shouts......I try to get back up on my feet... ...to feel my broken heart’s beat... ...to set me free from my own chains....

Unrevealed Truth by Onil, literature

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Unrevealed Truth

- “Unrevealed Truth”…she once promised I wouldn’t be deceived… …and with all my love and trust I believed… ...but the truth finally reveals itself… …her real love was just for herself……her sweetness is nothing but a cover.. …hiding the coldness of a fake lover… …her promises are nothing but lies… …destroying my love as it slowly dies……she must think that love is a game… …cause she used me without any shame… …she bites right through the skin… …and leaves her poison within……she wont dare to hurt me again… …cause now I know her dark stain… …and now my eyes can finally see… …her real love was never for me……I will never forget the nights withou...

Past Memories by Onil, literature

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Past Memories

- “Past Memories”…you hugged me and said you loved me… …you let me fall in love and you set me free… …I opened up my heart and gave it to you… …I offered you my love as I thought you’d do too……but you broke my heart and left it in pieces… …you forgot our love and our kisses… …you made me forget all my fears… …but you filled my eyes with tears… …I remember your smile and your touch… …I couldn’t break up cause I loved you too much… …but now as your hope falls… …you stopped answering my calls… …you left me wondering what I did wrong… …but I knew I had to be strong… …I still had hope and that’s all it takes… …I tried so hard and forgave your m...

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Lost in Thoughts by Onil, literature

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Current Residence: In My Head
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Onil

Jul 17, 2007

Away / gallery clean up

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:boing: So what's new? :-? :devonil:'s News: - Gallery Clean Up - I'm gonna delete most of my works as i don't think they are that good. Most poems were written along time ago and don't really show the best of my work. Since i don't write that much anymore, i probably wont be submitting anything new either. I'm currently more worried about finding a job and keep my dedication on other things that i like.- I'm still away from dA... not that it matters anyway... - Visit :dev3pontos: and give him your support as you have given me. :+devwatch::icon3pontos::+devwatch:--------------------------------------------------------------------------...

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Onil

Sep 25, 2005

Should I submit my old english prose?

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Sep 9, 2005

PT Projects - #PTdeviantart #dA.PT

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:boing: :postit: So what's new? :-? - Sorry for the watch messages but i was organizing my devwatch by groups :aww: - Check the news about my new camera in "Poetry vs Photography" :dance: - Also check the Firefox plugins List in "Mozilla Firefox vs Microsoft Internet Explorer" :thumbsup: - Click the Bump! Stamp down below and take your time to appreciate what it will show you :aww::iconpt: News- Click the #PTdeviantart to come to the :devpt: Official dAmn Channel and meet nice people :D - Check our new chat room in Paltalk ! How? Read Below ;) - :devpt: will also have an Internet Radio, check it out down below----------...