SpongeBat1

I'm a fraud. I'm a complete and total fraud of an artist. I was never in this for the art, I just wanted to get popular and cash in to make up for the fact I have literally no self-esteem whatsoever because I was convinced being popular is the only thing that would make me happy. All of my misery is entirely my fault. I'll never be what I want to be because I'm a weak, coddled, narcissistic idiot and a failure. I was destined to forever be a failure because that's the life I chose for myself. A life of cowardice and laziness instead of hard work and discipline. I've done nothing but fucking lie to myself my entire life. I am an insult to creatives and I never should've fucking deluded myself into thinking I belonged here for the past two decades. I'm sorry I failed all of you. I'm sorry I failed myself. But really, I don't deserve any forgiveness from anyone because I never deserved it. I'm a complete failure who chose this life for himself and now I'm getting what I fucking