The Inertia Kodex

I thought I wanted this So so so wrong I want to forget Even though I promised I wouldn’t  I’m tired of being unseen Barely held on with what I had My eyes are boarded up And I don’t want to speak Nowhere to be around  I’m now wide awake Let’s go back to the start, When you didn’t know me I’m fine with myself I never needed anyone else I cover myself In my own defense I was stuck I didn’t want it to be  I set the ground To be redone Behind me I’m tired of being unseen Barely held on with what I had My eyes are boarded up I don’t want to speak Nowhere to be around  I’m now wide awake Let’s go back to the start, When you didn’t know me Nope I’m by myself Never Needed anyone  I know I love myself I don’t want Anyone else

 We don’t have to talk There’s nothing here And I, Have this searing feeling  Still here I’ll never lie down And act as if I’m not bothered by the hand There’s nothing left for me to think on Besides The freeing, Fleeting, and romanced  Departure  I’ll remember who you were- Of what was once now, Is now behind I’ll remember who I was And it’s been put to pasture I know you understand  Check in, last initial thoughts, unceremoniously objection, post close weakening, and awakening- Hindsight  No one can ruin you but you No one can lie to you but you No pleasing anymore No settling anymore Take your time  I’m already long gone With no turning back I feel alive  Replace your linen lips With embers of freeing I’ll be on my own wayside Calling out, but you will not see me You won’t hear me I’ll always be on my own side, While being everywhere in time

 It’s been on a roll Deafened colors call Never thought I’d end up here I’m just long gone I’m at a loss I know what must done It isn’t right or wrong We’re long gone I wasted my life chasing a unending dream Clouded minds just kill themselves So past the point where we cannot return There’s nothing here to save We were on a collision course  Never considering the end I just wanna let you go This is right We wasted our time chasing a unrealistic play Clouded minds just collapse on themselves  I’m so past the point where I don’t wanna come back It’s nothing to do with me, I want the ending And that’s just destiny

  I looked around for my head While you kept it around Being halfway out, It’s just a simple big lie  Never have I Taken ahold of my narrow attention Only seeking the absolutes Help you help me take the chance  From the warming touch of truth Threw it all Away Was warned It wouldn’t be a safe charade  This might be helping along  It must be fate, Because it only hurts There’s plans, pain and questions  Still, none of it makes sense A casualty that can’t breathe Fix, felt, and random He still wept It chose the back of my head Now waiting for Saturday Bite of the hand  And Its a little freeing Waking from the cobwebs of the heart I’m pulled tight I was warned  Grated on my head It had to be done It must be right Because it only hurts  I rest All of the rest Say it’s a loss Say you won’t Crime Phasing through the loophole Say you won’t  That keep the eyes and lips away Say you won’t  From being accountable Keep the hands away From bein...

All the favorite fares Obey the end If I needed someone to guide me I would make it clear I’m not changing the direction To save you from drowning 

  I know  Maybe it’s gonna line up Cold truth There’s no way I’m going back So long  Even though I’d love to stay Whatever Because I’m still gonna be foregone Even if I feel alone  It has to be left behind  I take one more small look I don’t care to run it back